Life's Great

Time for a little updates :)
Past few weeks really busy, weekends totally burn for assignments.
Finally finish 1, still got 1 more to go =/
Need to finish in 1week, think need to burn abit of midnight oil this weekend *sighs*
But after that can enjoy abit :)
On the same week also busy weekend.
I think every weekend also busy, LOLs.
Always got something on, hmm. Sounds enjoying life :)

Looking forward to September...
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Looking forward to December...

This feeling never go...
Since primary school, to secondary school, then polytechnic, now university.
Why am I so useless, especially when it comes to studies.
Never once I did well for studies, yet I keep trying and trying and trying.
Sometimes I wish to give up, tired of trying and failing.
From 'HOPE' to 'HOPELESS'
A person like me who can't handle stress, can go nowhere far.
I've been turning circle in studies.
Spending tons of money on studies [my own hard earn money]
So what if I have back-up plan everytime, I'm not doing well, I'm going nowhere.
Sometimes I feel rather useless and depress.
I have lots of plans and back-ups, but I really detest going for back-ups.
Making me feel more dumb.

The only happy moment are usually with my loved ones, they make me pull down for awhile.
But I still have to force myself to face the reality, though I really don't like it.
Because I know I'm always doing and going extra miles compare to others.
People always see me positive on outer, but inner - its horrible, and I don't think anyone want to see/know.
Depression - Never leave me since I was very young, and I know it will never leave me

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Since I login to my blogger, I shall post something. LOLs.
So happy, today off work at 4pm because Nurses Day :)
We get to attend the whole event.
Good and bad... ...
Good - Off from work early
Bad - Staying back until 9plus 10plus because volunteer to distribute gifts to Nurses
So many things on hand, so many things pending.
Sometimes I wish to have more time.
But that also mean I will die very soon, because everybody shouldn't be given so much time.
Everything is fair.
So... yea ~
At least I'm contented with what I have and what I've gone through.

Since today got event, I shall take more photos and upload to my FB.

Been so busy, finally got some spare to to blog.
Though I'm feeling duper tired and sleepy =/
Today is really OMFG !!
I actually walked into the boy's toilet and used it, LOLs.
Though I somehow think I went to the wrong toilet, I'm just to tired to walk out.
So I just use finish and go off, LOLs.
And somehow got people walk in, I try to avoid by walking out super fast. LOLs.
If I'm not wrong, this is like my don't know how many times using the boy's toilet since young.

Then while alighting, I knock my head again =.=
Not that I'm tall, just too tired =/
Schooling for the past 2days as well, plus today is 3days.
Tomorrow still need to stay back to distribute snacks for nurses, nurses day.
Think reach home should be 10plus already.
We OT no extra pay or off, so quite not worth. But... never mind =.=

Hehex...
Going to meet 3 strangers. Though not my first time meeting up with strangers, but still a little nervous.
My photocopied textbook's buyers.
I wonder how I am I going to carry that 3 sets =.=
Luckily I already planned my route =p
Hopefully everything goes smoothly =D
After that shall sum up and split the amount with the rest =D

Enjoying ~~

Finally got time to blog abit =p
That time want to update my details, who knows template too old already, cannot support.
Now blog become default =.=
Though life have been great, but school starting soon =X
Luckily I'm not alone =p
Shall stop here, because I don't know how to express my happiness through words =X
Shall update when I feel less tired =D

It's like a long long time since I last blogged, but no. LOLs.
Life have been great since I made my decision and being firm with it.
I know life will be more awesome :)

Since Monday, took half day MC. Thursday and Friday MC again =.=
It's like only worked for 2days =.=
Next Monday having exam, need to fight through my sickness to study for it !!
I left with 1day, not even half way there =.=
Hopefully Monday will be a smooth smooth =X

Then Tuesday go back office die =.=
Confirm plus chop chop work pile until I cannot breathe again =/

Time to update something again :)
Time have been moving very quickly.
June is ending, July is coming and end of year is coming.
That also mean I am stepping into stages even sooner.
A little fear, a little worry, a little anxious, a little excited.
Kind of don't know what to do, just trying to enjoy my current life and status now.
Then put all those concerns behind.
Hopefully I have no regrets. I am planning and walking on my path.
I hope everything I do are right, because sometimes I wonder around and think whether I've made the right choice.
Probably, I should just follow... ...

Its my Saturday duty again, covering for another colleague who is going vacation during this long weekend.
Haha, I'm such a nice colleague. LOLs.
Next week will be my 3rd month here, time flies.
I had my Saturday duty exactly 1 month ago, and now my 2nd duty =p
Means I have 8hrs off to clear, hehex.
Freezing cold here, because only me and another colleague on duty.
Usually Saturday duty only 2-3 people. So, even with jacket also cold =.=
Still got 2hrs 30mins, time pass very fast because I'm busy doing things.
Like doing my assignment for the past 1hr, and chit chat to cleaner aunty. LOLs.
Also help my boss to pack her stuff.
She had been on urgent leave for the whole week, and tomorrow she is flying away for Recruitment Trip.
Hope she is doing fine, and everything goes smoothly.

Can't wait for next week to arrive, because I'm going on a date with bf =p
Haven't been dating for like months. The most only last mintue movie and meal then we head home already.
Next week going somewhere further for date, take photos, buy present for friend.
Can't wait.

I used to dream...
24
25
But I know it won't happen already, it's going to postpone. Dream, only dream...

Had my hair cut and dye last Thursday.
Exam, last Friday.
Intensive module start immediately on Monday =.=
Whole week very busy and tired.
Though I'm always busy and tired, LOLs.

Enjoying my work life, my school life, my life :)