been a long time since i last update my blog...
been busy wif work n hm...
at work gt things to do, at hm too...
playing maple again - bootes
noob noob chara, cre8 for e seek of fun n playing...
anw gt ppl to chat n play wif inside include bf n his sis...
bf's frenz too...
so our BL is like all own ppl =p
1 person wif 1-2/3 chara inside BL, hehex...

anw had movie wif bf last nite aft work...
legend of fist - chen zhen... nt too bad...
damn quote it pls : WOMEN NOT SEX TOOLS FOR MEN !!
if u think of sex when u think of women, ohh plz...
get lost n jolly well get ur life up...
sex is nt everything when it comes to thinking of women okies...
arghh... damn hate it when heard it...
nt for abusing hor...
bloody hell spoilt ny mood...
anw i cried again in a movie =.=
alrite, its rather touching =p

n today is a zombie day for mi...
walking zombie-ly
kip yawning since morning...
on bus yawning n dozing...
at least, at work still ok... wun dozing...
bt i think lunch time will b dozing time for mi =x
is raining heavily outside, v cold T.T

gonna mid bf n overnite at his place tonite...
gonna wakey early tml morning n leave hm early...
n is damn early lor... nidda wakey at 4.30am =.=
manage to persuade mommy to let mi overnite his place...
bloody hate it when mommy restrict my freedom...
haiishx... recently my temper real bad man...
heng, at work wun haf dis issue... haiishx...
tiring n sleepy day for mi today...

anw gonna miss bf for e nxt 2wks...
2wks ltr den can mid him up...
11days ltr den will receive his sms n calls...
1st stage for us bahx...
nxt time he go ns dunno will b dis long or will b longer...
bt anw gona miss him real lots...
hope everything will go fine for him at dere...
n us, at seperate countries...
missing him badly n crazily is nt gd man...

ytd was mid autumn festival...

went to buy durian mooncake at prima deli...
bro aso self-made 1 mooncake in sch...
each of dem ownselves make de, small de...
nt bad... nice...
went dwnstairs to play lantern n fireworks...
took pics, stroll ard e park...
1st rnd walk alone(making mi feel so lonely), nxt rnd wif papa...
eat watermelon all dat, like small kid... haha
actually i hope to do all dis wif bf instead...
i hope dere will b chances to...

sth nt looking forward le...
feel so sad n disappointed...
been mood swing-ing quite some time...
trying to act like im nt...

days passing fast...
worries n fears becoming stronger...

*pics up tonite =D

Sad ; Disappointment ; Sick

i tot u will be e 1st to wish mi... no
i tot u was asleep aft 12mn... no
i saw ur name appear in my inbox, aft 12mn, thinking u will wish mi happy b'day(e 1st)... no

yet u replied my sms onliz :(

dat was so sad, so disappointed...
if u're asleep, im ok wif it... cuz u're tired n went to slp...
i will receive it tml...
bt no :(

21st seems like a num to mi, telling mi im turning older... n aging soon...
still e same restriction as e past...
i wan to rebel once, juz once... i wanna haf abit more freedom...
i wish to stay out late...
i wish to stay over at bf's hse even juz usual day...
i wish to go oversea wif bf/frenz...
dis r wad i say rebel once n more freedom...
bcuz i noe its hard, mommy restrict mi though papa dun care de...
i used to restrict myself nt to let dem worry...
bt nw im turning 21, will i get to haf more freedom?? idk
i wish... im wishing hard... hoping i will...

hw i wish dis day(today) dun arrive...
im scare...
i noe i will haf disappointment n sadness...
bt yet i cant stop e time frm moving...
still, it arrive... im feeling all dis...
im still kindda sick, hope will b betta ltr...
din get enuff slp, gotta nap awhile ltr...

been sick for a few days...
tues was e worst n in office somemore...
insist to stay till go hm...
took MC ytd...
rest n nap made mi felt betta alr...
bt still having sore throat, flu n ears blocked...
bt i swear, im realli feeling betta comparing past 2days =D

ytd nite went out for dinner...
awesome!! success "MINI" dinner ended a huge 1... lols
more den 20 pax...
e most female eva outing =D
was kindda cui plus medication =.=
made mi duper sleepy n drowsy ytd, lols...
bt seriously, it was fun...
e male were v nice n gentlemen...

i can hardly listen, due to my block-ears... damn!!
recently flu/sore throat season...
many gt flu/sore throat... so ppl betta tc urself k...

darling coming over my hse ltr =D
happy~~
bt is bcuz of maple, damn!!
recently kip telling mi to dl dl dl...
arghhh...
so he's coming over to copy paste frm his thumb drive...
he helped mi to lvl quite a lot liao...
i din get to start e new chara, was a waste...
bt nvm, juz for fun...
anw i dun think i haf much time to play maple too...
more of fb game =p

having sore throat since ytd morning...
made honey to work ytd n today...
today's throat worsen... more pain...
ate 1 spoon of smoothen throat thingy...
whole of today had 1 small bun + mushroom soup nia...
nt feeling much hungry T.T
im told to go c doc n take MC =x
told mi dat, MC tml if still so sick...

hmm... if realli tml still so sick... i will take MC...
having sore throat, till muz voice changed...
aso having bad flu since morning at work...
making my voice even worst...
ears blocking due to both...
too heaty liao...

i hope tml will recover...
i miss my BF badly =(

hehex... like v v v long nvr post pics liao...
shall post sth =p

ytd went to mid darling...
i realli find dat his hse is my 2nd hse le =p
plan to buy mooncake for him n his family...
he say i waste money T.T
bcuz his mommy might nt buy mahx, so i buy for dem...
1yr onliz once, somemore i find mooncake fest v meaningful n important...
noe dey like goodwood park hotel de durian snowskin...
so last mth went taka look-c-look-c...
bishan booth buy 2 snowskins durian frm goodwood park hotel...
2 snowskins green tea frm four season durian...
cuz dis is e onliz 1 i find e green tea snowskin still ok...
somemore nt many sell green tea snowskin...
dunno e mooncake i bought can ant, darling nvr tell mi...
dunno he gt eat mahx T.T
dunno he gt touched dat i bought mahx T.T

ytd darling received his ASUS netbook...
today jiu so gan jiong install dis n dat le...
bought xternal disk drive too...
nw e xternal disk drive at my hse =p
nxt wk den pass to him...
i hope nxt wk will b successful...

today went post YOG mtg part 2...
though i reached 50mins late, bt dey juz nice start...
at least betta den last wk...
though still quite waste time -.-
took dis aft e whole thing =p

i hope darling realli make up his mind...
whether to go aus wif sch...
dis mean i gotta rush my things for him fast~
today take immediate afternoon leave...
gonna mid him n his mommy to do passport thingy...
cuz on9 cannot make, due to some issue...
dat means i gonna haf slightly longer weekends =D
ytd went shopping spree wif desiree again~
darling came to pass mi sth n dinner wif us jiu go le...
darling 'hou sei lei' = li hai
my darling always make mi proud of him...
damn gd in every single thing...
tml gonna b a happy day wif BF~
he gonna receive his 10" ASUS $499 notebook arrive at his door step...

hmm...
dunno who else still reading my blog...
dunno BF still reading my blog mahx...
bt anw, my blog is always filled wif posts even aft few days/wks =D

hmm...
2times, darling told mi he's gng oversea...
bt 2times say nt gng...
was preparing sth for him...
looks like gonna kip till he realli gng away den will gif him le...
though still nt complete, bt hmm...
shall c again bahx...

he gonna haf his exam nxt wk...
n today will b 1 of it...
he is gonna b busy...
hmm...
did i mentioned in my previous post??
hmm... nvm, i shall say...
darling so busy dis yr...
i believe nxt yr too...

im so worry of my future, his future n our future...
i realli wish he will b successful...
at least nt for mi, nt for us bt for himself...
hehex...
intense training for ur competition ar, JYs :)

recently sth in my mind shd haf gone wrong...
okies, let's say juz happen de...
i suddenly go cut apple...
been mths or few yrs since i last cut fruits to eat...
juz nw came bak, wash my clothes (sth v weird which i dun normally do)
aft dat cut apple to eat...
clean my rm...
today sth muz haf gone wrong to mi...
dis r juz sth dat happen n i find it v shocking...
unlike mi...

(Pardon my long long post, it gonna b v commentable bt plz dun comment mi... im fumming up n dis is my blog, u can always "alt +F4" if u dun like... thanks =D)

recent news shocked mi, especially today...

world indeed changing... ppl changing too...
ppl becoming more n more open, dat is so OMG case!!

was reading newsppr dis morning, 1st news shocked mi on dis issue...
youngster(which also mean teenagers, frm e newsppr details) making love in public...
is like so 'WTF', u all brainless ar...
cannot juz close e door n do it behind e door *faint*
soemore kana shoot n post onto forums n newsppr...
wad's wrong wif our youngster nwadays ar??
haiishx... bad pollution...
Y-generation lidat liao... wad will e Z-generation do nxt time...

okies, enuff of those Y n Z... nw is O
those O-generation aso...
-- getai --
aint getai something more traditional n antique
y more of dis cases coming out...
as a gurl, i feel so insulted by dem...
especially those guys acting as a gurl doing some s2pid thingy abt gurls...
is so damn insulting lor...
nt juz those guys, those gurls too...
getai leh, PG leh...
u tot wad M18 ar... another 'WTF' issue...
nt onliz O-generation watch k, Y-generation aso will watch de ok...
dat's so lame...
reading n toking abt it making mi fumming...

plz ppl, respect urself;respect gurls(women or wad so eva)
e world is tuning, i dun like... y lidat...
xtreme cases more n more... y??
i cant seems to fit into dis kind of world...
okies, im a blockhead n tradition kind of gurl...
arghh... sianz...
i always tot onliz guys will so idiot, gurls r getting my nerves up too...
looks like other den guys, im starting to dislike gurls too...
nw i noe y any1(stranger) touches mi juz abit i aso feel so *yucks*
i feel so anti-social n unapproachable nw T.T