sometimes smile n laughs doesn't mean im ok...
im doing so juz to nt let u feel sad or bad...
deep inside mi, im nt ok...
deep inside r crying, angry, disappointed, jealousy n etc...
yet nth shown in appearance...

few days ago, when clock strike 1st day of 7th mth...
my fone rang while chating wif u on fone...
idk who called, din pick up...
i told u, u say 'i dun care, u tell mi dis for wad, im toking to u'
i feel so sad n scared...
bcuz its e v 1st hr, n is a num idk kip calling...
end up having 6 missed calls frm dis same person...
juz nw, dis num called again...
sound like indian, he called e wrong num...
i was like 'WTF', call mi n say 'harlow'
den diam for so long den say wrong num