从作天气到今天；气到血管要爆了

angry, pissed, sad, disappointed... arghhh...
dis is nt e 1st time, 2nd time or 3rd time lor...

ytd went dinner wif dear, Rey, aft work...
half way thru dinner, toking abt r/s...
out of sudden she ask mi where is BF...
i assume he is at hm cuz since morning msg, he jiu nvr sms/call mi le...
he aso nvr mention to mi he is gng out...
aft work sms him nvr reply...
so i told dear 'he is at hm lor'
having his 2wks holi...

aft dinner sms him, no reply...
reach hm sms him no reply...
so i tot he slping or sth de... cuz he piggy...
den on9 saw his sis, den noe he went out mid frenz...
i was like 'WTH!! nt again'
always nvr tell mi... muz thru another person den noe...
if nt jiu shi i muz ask him personally den will noe...
finally he reply mi ard 10+
tell mi he was slping, damn %^#$*!^ lor...
i reply 'sure??' den he say at fren hse slp...
WTH!!! double angry + pissed + sad + disappointment lor...

cant get to slp though v tired lor...
slp liao aso like nvr slp well lor...
still dream abt i angry angry...
morning wakey damn angry aso lor...
dun call/sms him, i feel so uncomfortable...
bo bian lor...
s2pid him, make mi super angry...
dunno is i asking too much or i nt understanding enuff lor...
since dat is e case den i no nid tell him aso lor...
i will force myself nt to, arghh... damn angry

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