aiyoyo ~~

my butt so pain T.T
ytd onliz abit pain, somemore is slightly higher abit de area...
today wakey is whole butt lor =.=

somemore morning wakey whole body frm head to toes aso pain...
muscle ache till quite jialat...
somemore air-con, making my bone wanna 散了

dunno to summary or tell y pain... too lazy to type =p

anw im looking forward to sept, oct, nov n dec =D

hopefully b4 my nxt pay, i haf enuff to spend =x

waa...

even my onliz entertainment - fb aso tio block...
sianz~
y co so SC 1 T.T

ltr gng for my o's eng oral...
scare n nervous...
nvr been to dat sch b4, nidda figure hw to walk to their hall
standard drop alot compare wif last time...

try so many kind of msn aso cant...
looks like i gonna bury under all my data starting frm today liao :(
so bad lor~

sometimes u think is rite doesn't mean is rite...
sometimes u think is wrong doesn't mean is wrong...
sometimes u think is ok doesn't mean is ok...
sometimes u think is nt ok doesn't mean is nt ok...

so dun use ur 'sometimes' to determine e rite n wrong...
use ur 'feeling' to feel dem...
dis is wad our skin, our heart, our blood r for...

u shd noe wad to do n wad nt to do...
self-restriction
'care' is e word
'respect' is e word
hw u wan ppl to treat u, do e same way...

boi n gurl gt their diff... dun compare!!
bt when it comes to r/s, do ur best... dat u think is e best...

'tolerance' is e word
'trust' is e word
u wan ppl to trust u, prove it...
past present future
hw u wan it to b, u lead e way urself...
ur loved ones onliz can accompany n guide u along...

love is a game??
love is a gamble??
y ppl always say so, bcuz dey gt hurt b4...
hurt doesn't mean restriction...
hurt doesn't mean u avoid...
go for it once again...
u will nvr get another chance to love a person who realli love u dat hard...
it might haf, bt nt always...
think thinks thought
put in e effort n u will c e result...
bt we noe put in effort doesn't mean u wan result for r/s...
if u're looking for result or ans, mean u nt loving...
u're asking for sth n wan sth in return...
a NO-NO for r/s

love hard
love smart
love blind








*In my opinion

相爱容易相处难


要维持一段爱情更难

从作天气到今天；气到血管要爆了

angry, pissed, sad, disappointed... arghhh...
dis is nt e 1st time, 2nd time or 3rd time lor...

ytd went dinner wif dear, Rey, aft work...
half way thru dinner, toking abt r/s...
out of sudden she ask mi where is BF...
i assume he is at hm cuz since morning msg, he jiu nvr sms/call mi le...
he aso nvr mention to mi he is gng out...
aft work sms him nvr reply...
so i told dear 'he is at hm lor'
having his 2wks holi...

aft dinner sms him, no reply...
reach hm sms him no reply...
so i tot he slping or sth de... cuz he piggy...
den on9 saw his sis, den noe he went out mid frenz...
i was like 'WTH!! nt again'
always nvr tell mi... muz thru another person den noe...
if nt jiu shi i muz ask him personally den will noe...
finally he reply mi ard 10+
tell mi he was slping, damn %^#$*!^ lor...
i reply 'sure??' den he say at fren hse slp...
WTH!!! double angry + pissed + sad + disappointment lor...

cant get to slp though v tired lor...
slp liao aso like nvr slp well lor...
still dream abt i angry angry...
morning wakey damn angry aso lor...
dun call/sms him, i feel so uncomfortable...
bo bian lor...
s2pid him, make mi super angry...
dunno is i asking too much or i nt understanding enuff lor...
since dat is e case den i no nid tell him aso lor...
i will force myself nt to, arghh... damn angry

没有我，你已然能过得很好
没有你，我不知道该从何开始

aft wed last full dress rehearsal...
sat jiu actual le...
mommy n didi came to watch...
went bak hm ask for feedbak...
though i noe wed performance was realli bad...
aft mommy tell mi, still feel quite sad...
dragon head stuck =.=
lighting GG =.=

leg damn pain...
last few rehearsal my leg hurts...
always haf to walk so weird...
carrying dat 3kg prop n wearing dat shoe dat hurt mi lots...
sat change plaster saw it bleeding, so i change...
ytd take out plaster, leg like machiam infection =.=
damn disguisting lor...
b4 taking out plaster, i went skating...
cant even wear it on, heng darling help...
manage to squeeze my injure leg in =.=
aft dat still ok, onliz take out le den pain T.T

ytd watched YOG repeat on chn8, find it quite nice wor...
since sat till ytd i watch jiu find dragon v nice =D
TV onliz show dragon nvr show dragon gate, sad lah...
though e main is e dragon, so s2pid lor...
bt its realli nice, i like...
im still waiting for pics to b post on my fb, hehex...

sat damn angry, damn pissed...
frm my previous post shd b able to c bahx...
though i cant rmbx did i update ytd =x
reach hm quite late, 1am on sun morning...
slp at 2+ n wakey at 8+
nap at dar de hse for like 4hrs aft watching repeat...
dey intro team team country till i fall asleep =.=

shall upload my injure leg tonite when i reach hm...

有时候不知道比知道来的好
只少不用烦，不用想

m i being too sensitive or nt understanding enuff??
behind my bak, i cant c nvm...
bt i kip c-ing, damn OMG lah...
realli cant stand it lor...
yet i cant show out bcuz i dun wanna spoil e mood...
bt too late, mood spoilt...
i noe its jealousy...
v high jealousy somemore...
haiishx... sianz
trying to b brave n stay on in front him...
bt im aching inside mi...
hearing n c-ing those...............

唉哟，我的天啊~ 今天是黑色星期五也



当农历七月碰上黑色星期五时



大家要特别小心哦~






不知道男友会不会送我到家才回呢






好需要多点睡眠哦~



讨厌的是明天要好早到哦



真是的，难道不能让我睡多一点吗？



好累啊~






爱情是谅解；爱情是抱容；爱情是很深奥的



爱情是你我可能不会懂的



但我还在学着懂 :)

宝贝，爱你哦~



嘻嘻

sometimes smile n laughs doesn't mean im ok...
im doing so juz to nt let u feel sad or bad...
deep inside mi, im nt ok...
deep inside r crying, angry, disappointed, jealousy n etc...
yet nth shown in appearance...

few days ago, when clock strike 1st day of 7th mth...
my fone rang while chating wif u on fone...
idk who called, din pick up...
i told u, u say 'i dun care, u tell mi dis for wad, im toking to u'
i feel so sad n scared...
bcuz its e v 1st hr, n is a num idk kip calling...
end up having 6 missed calls frm dis same person...
juz nw, dis num called again...
sound like indian, he called e wrong num...
i was like 'WTF', call mi n say 'harlow'
den diam for so long den say wrong num

每个人对爱情的定义都不一样



有些人对爱情的定义也会变



当变化来的时候我们应该怎么办







爱情不仅仅只是爱情



当爱情有了要求那就是埋怨



埋怨就是爱情的红灯

haiishx...

ytd training - full set
slept 1am, wakey 6.20am -.-
morning wakey nt feeling well...
wo noes onliz 1hr jiu 'lai ang' liao =.=
make mi even more xinku n uncomfortable...
bt compare to morning wakey, slightly diff kind of nt feeling well...
tonite gt CR - no nid costume
think gonna slp ard 1am aso bahx =.=
sianz~
i wish YOG faster end, damn hate it...
nt as we xpected...
ytd n today realli my bad day...
bt luckily i gt high tolerance =D

been so lazy to blog...

every mth aso nt enuff money to spend =.=
aso been busy wif YOG...
alot of updates bt lazy to blog...

comp spoilt last wk, bt fixed le (aft few days)
lappie cant use, cuz charger spoilt =.=
nt intend to buy a new charger unless i realli nid to...
anw gt comp to use liao...

gonna install MS Office 2010 full version dis sun wif darling's help...
bought wif darling, shared...
2007 - 2010 (free upgrading)
damn worth =D
nt gonna claim frm papa bahx... since i alr start working le...

dunno can work hw long here...
hopefully everything turn fine nxt yr...
i think i gotta chant for (us)...
even if realli cannot, at least i muz find another gd co like dis =D