- Lovin'you -

feeling betta...
at least much more betta den ytd...
ytd was totally 'zomg'

signing off ::: 11.05am
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- Xin Bu Liao Qing -

ytd went out frm afternoon - 9plus den reach hm =p
during e 1st part of our shopping, she asked mi hw come so moody, sad sad de...
i aso dunno hw to ans...

was on fone till 1plus den slp, bt 7plus jiu wakey le...
izzit bcuz of dis im tired n moody?? -idk-
or izzit im worry abt his exam... -idk-
juz hope he will do well... im like more worry for his results den him does...
n today wakey mood still nt bak...
u said bcuz u're hurt, so u're scare to commit fully into it...
dis sentence alr appear many times...
im waiting, n im rdy to w8 till e day comes...
cuz i noe it will come 1 day...
no matter hw long... i noe... bt i hope it wun b v long...
at dat mmt, im always thinking...
can we go dat far?? can we really??
bt i wan... zomg, moi emotion comes to mi again...
dis few days [many many days] hvn been slping well...
dunno since when, im always thinking of u till i fall into slp...
sometimes can take mi sec, somtimes mins... it might takes hrs...
y muz hw i treat u, den u treat mi e same...
y cant it juz come thru 'real' 'true' heart??
if u're scare, aint im afraid too...
im nt complaining, bt juz telling u, im aso afraid... u noe...
i told u once, i will w8, no matter hw long...
bt somtimes i juz haf to hide moi emotion, in order nt for u to find out...
slowly i will get use to dis feeling, or perhaps im alr use to it...
hmm... wad im toking, idk wad i toking le...
will dere still b another 'promises' n '4eva', to u??
pl tell mi dere will, cuz im waiting for dat to happen...
i shall continue e post i stopped ytd, july'08...
perhaps aft reading urs, im gnona read mine...