-boredom-

today is a day i rot hm wif all e ......

stress;fan;no mood for 8days...

arghh... e longer it drag, e longer moi mood wun come bak...

wanted to go bukit timah hill wif dar...
bt we cant find e way up...
aso dunno we went e correct way, haha...
anw, happy i can mid dar ^^

had been a lil stress n sick...
ehz, dunno hw to say...
sianz...
moody for 1wk -.-

ytd was early celeb for dez n dar...
everything juz dun went smoothly...
everything was a total disaster...
v v v disappointed, i cant surprise dar...
nt even abit, i find...
though he said he appreciate, where im aso glad to hear dat...
cried...
bt no use, -failure-

dinner at bishan -aft work[Jurong pt]-

dar de new wallet...

aft dinner...

went out to find dar in e morning...
-happy-
bt abit sad dat he din won e game...

signing off ::: 20.39pm
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very alone

very sick

very no mood

[trying to find ur shadow]

finally acc is bak...
thanks to e wonderful deki [gm]
he save mi man...
everything still dere =]
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MAPLE GENESIS GO SUCK COCK!!!
BAN MI FOR FUCK USE!!!
LAME SHIT, BASTARD...
U DUN UNBAN MI OR UNBAN MI I ASO DUN CARE!!!
UNBAN JIU PLAY LOR, IF NOT JIU SUA~
KNN, HGG LAH HOR!!! -FUCK-
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ytd went walk walk wif mei at city hall for awhile...

- END OF POST -

being left alone...
feeling so apart...
dis is e v 1st time, having such xtreme miserable feeling...

WHY??
WHY??
WHY??

*notice i din type 'y', i typed 'why'

wakey wif no mood...
total mood-less...
heart-aching...
too many things to think...

[will u eva b dere for mi??]
[or m i juz thinking too much alr...]

dar de fone ytd announced 'GOODBYE' -lols-
so onliz he can receive moi sms...
he cant reply...
so today is e 1st day...
sms him, he cant reply...
whole day he onliz called mi when he reached hm...
saying he reach hm le, lidat onliz... den he go do his thing le...
haiishx... miss him badly...
hope his fone can fast fast hao qi lai =p

dar de fone sot sot again ><

cant receive his sms le ><

bt he can receive mine =p

How I Wish...

Can We...

Can We Not...

standing in front of e car
spot light shining thru moi eyes
u flash thru moi mind
like im in e paradize

- insane -

knn, nt i racist...
is realli damn, arggHhh......
cold = weather
noisy = is their noise [shouts & screams]

feeling betta...

bt was damn slpy n tired...
mommy go wake mi up early early morning...
ask mi bring bro go sch...
finally can get moi beauty slp, ended up cant -.-

had been mapling, so kindda neglected moi msn...
will b neglecting for a few days more =p

u say u will...
u make mi fall deep to u, n fall for u...
n ended up tears brings mi everyday as moi daily routine...
its been wks... mths... n idk since when...
wif juz few days of "rest" w/o tears...

*hvn been slping well dis few days*

went to swim at jurong dere wif dar n his sis...
den went jurong pt eat n walk awhile...

-hold mi tight n nvr let mi go-

it was always coming at nite b4 bed...
bt dunno when it became daytime too...
trying hard to reduce it frm coming dwn, bt its hard...
trying hard to reduce smsing, bt im still trying...

siging off ::: 12.02pm
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when can u let moi tears for u stop...
work for 4days = rest for 4days frm tears
aft 4days of tiring work, its time to rest...
n aso moi tears bak to find mi again...
i noe dey miss mi, bt y is dere a nid to find mi so soon...

IT show 2009

sry for nt blogging for such long days =p
was working for IT show, n din touch touch comp for 4days le =p
anybody missed moi post?? =x =p
anw dis 4days of work made a few new frenz...
n aso saw a few sch mates[ftp/tp] working for IT show 2009 too...
n n n aso aso aso saw quite alot of frenz came to c e show...
so yep, sales was woot~ -gd-
bt was damn damn tired, n almost worn off...
bt ltr i still gonna find dar...
n i demanded for a massage =p
tml shd b moi total rest day at hm...

dinner was at orchard swensens...
sponsor by company =p
bt mi n moi partner din had dinner...
at dere tcss + eat... haha
reach hm 1+am...
cab hm wif david n jie...

dis is e company im working...
bt mine at lvl6 damn small booth =p

some of moi mates =p


weiboon dun wan take pic wif mi ><

n dis is hw e aft e war[9+pm] looks like at lvl4


aft dinner at orchard swensens
we juz sit dere n cont. tcss while david went to draw money...

results out le...
though all pass, bt still hvn out of e 1pointer range ><

bad bad news, yan cant work wif mi le...
cuz she nvr go for training den cannot work...
dat's so crap, even moi dar said dat...

okies, nw im so damn scare abt tml 1st day work...
1st time working in IT show...
wif no1 i noe ><
so scary ><
im like all alone working nw...
nidda reach duper early for briefing all dat...
dunno work for 9hrs or 10hrs sia...
juz hope gt alot alot of sales, den can cover...
1st time work so long period... hope i can take it ><
im still v scare...
work... attachment... aahhHHH!!!!

signing off ::: 21.20pm
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damn like dis song, "You Make Me Wanna"
though i'd put dis song on blog b4...
bt dunno y, suddenly think of dis song again...

- English Version By Blue -
You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

- Chinese Version By Elva + Blue -
想了解我there's没有easy way
你必須多靠些直接 多靠直覺
That I會給你多些感覺
That's why在這裡 試著讓你了解
兩人的事 真的急不得假不得
這次真有些不同 我想要說

Why don't we 試著享受一切
Everything'll be working 如果我答應
Oh baby你是我的唯一that I really need
讓我們try

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you 'til the morning light
You make me wanna 想
You make me wanna 說
You make me wanna 永不分開
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you 'til the morning light
You make me wanna 想
You make me wanna 說
You make me wanna 永不分開

不可不知 我所需要的體貼
再說一次 别擔心難了解
藏在我心中的秘密
天使告訴你 百思不解找解題
你有所求就用點心再用點心
带我去想去的地方

Why don't we 試著享受一切
Everything'll be working 如果我答應
Oh baby你是我的唯一that I really need
讓我們try

I'll have you 輕輕的劃過我的finger tips
靠近一點 we can work it with our lips
Let's 蔓延emotion inside
Maybe 我們可以take it nice & slow
從夜晚 chillin' 'til the break of dawn
I want to make you all mine

signing off ::: 9.26am
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let's get some laughters today ^^
today will b e last post for mmv...
so, yah... enjoy ^^

Maple Prank Call
- for laughters - [one of e best alr, lols]

watch wif no bad comments, thank u
- swearing -
- porn song -
- dis is a lame sex mmv -
- i find e song betta den e mmv -.- -
- lols -

enuff of all abv...
nw let's watch some swt n nice mmv aft married...
- juz married -


- "Ti Amo" -
- "梁山伯与朱丽叶" -

went to SLS for training...
by 1 of e seniors...
i gt no comments for dat...
went walk walk wif jie n mei...
ended up jie bought 2 watches, 1 for her mommy n 1 for herself...

bt sad thing was, mei last min cant work ><
cuz she gt family matters, nidda rush to m's immediately...
i think she shd b on her way le...
hopefully, she will b bak soon...
bro-in-law aso hope u will come bak by dis weekends...
we gonna miz u, n dun b too sad le...
we dunno hw to comfort u, especially hex...
he even smsed mi tell mi, say he couldn't comfort u ><

e IT show, i alr asked yan to sub in...
so no worries...
will haf 2 booth... 1 at SCC, 1 at carrefour dere...
wonder where will i b post to =p
wonder hw e tee looks like =p
alot of 'wonder'
juz hope sales will b gd...
LG LCD monitor... cheap cheap buy sia, less den 600bucks nia...

i realli nid ur attention >< color="#999900">sms or call mi, i dun haf to worry...
bt sometimes nvr receive ur sms, realli make mi worry like hell...

[SLS = Sim Lim Square]
[no comment = speechless (CMI)]
[SCC = Suntec Convention Centre]
[m's = Malaysia]

signing off ::: 21.04pm
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went to watch -kungfu chef- ytd wif dar...
zomg, e storyline hor, is lan dao dunno hw to say lor...
here cut, dere cut... cut dao we watched till blur blur lah...
budget till lidat, heng we nt weekends watch, or else waste money lor...
bt anw ltr gng for training...
thurs-sun IT show at suntec...
LG products...
all guyz xcept mi n mei, lols =p
bro-in-law will b coming to find mei one of e day, when he book out...
wonder mine will come... hmmm... ...
e last time he came was last yr, lols... *someone is complaining*
dat time he said i had been trying to catch him attention, haha...
attention seeker =p

signing off ::: 10.15am
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MORE MMV FOR TODAY!!!
e lovestory for mmv ^^
tml will haf even more n interesting ones =p

LoveStory
"How Do Breathe"
"Right Here Waiting For You"
"Always & Forever"
"A Night To Remember"
"The Great Escape"
"I'm Missing You"
"When She Cries"
"With You"
"Addicted"

signing off ::: 9.05am

juz found some MMV frm youtube...
hope u guyz will like dem =D
posted juz a few for today...
will post more tml [LoveStory] ^^ -ENJOY-

RECOMMEND!!!
- Maple At Midnight -
- Maple At Midnight -


- campfire -


ShortStory
- One Winter -
- Winter's Romance -


still consider nt bad
- "I Believed" -
- "Step Up" -
- "Always & Forever" -


[MMV = Maple Music Video]

out to dar's hse in e afternoon...
dinner at bugis n went walk walk...
tml meeting dar again, super happy...
hope every wk aso can c dar at least once or twice...

was angry wif darling... bt less den an hr...
he kept playing n still suan suan, lols... so i angry...
he apologize in btw e period, bt i dun care =p
i angry him, bt aso nt realli v angry...
juz abit bu gao xing...
1st time angry him so long leh, hope nxt time bu hui lidat...
cuz when i angry him, i aso quite sad...
cuz I LOVE HIM ^^

tml gng tiong bahru plaza wif dar in e afternoon...
walk walk n movie too =p
dar jyjy, less den a mth to ur b'dae...
im still thinking whether i shd prepare dat for him =p

finally, reach hm... damn bloody tired...
leg v suan...
i like his maid lidat kip follow leh...
mood nt gd, plus he make mi is x2 bad lor... cb
bt nw hai hao yi dian...
went bishan for 3plus hrs...

signing off ::: 18.05pm
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juz nw was almost to moi peak...
heng, can ctrl... or else dunno wad will happen...
knn, he damn bastard... nobody eva make mi till lidat lor...
he is e 1st, damn li hai rite... indeed...
nw moi palm is fucking pain, cuz i fucking go hit it on e table...
he go throw n make everything on e floor...
juz finished sweeping e floor...
cooking, gng to shower...
ltr still nidda bring him out, arghh...
im still nt in gd mood, so juz fuck off... thank u =]

ps : plz pardon mi for moi language cuz im realli angry n piss...

signing off ::: 13.28pm
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alr no mood liao...
moi bro kip irritates mi, make mi more piss...
say wan, den buy liao say dun wan...
waste money lor, moi money leh... fth!!
shdn't had volunteer to look aft him, is so damn fuck lor...
gonna had bad mood + emo for e whole entire fucking day...
arghh...

current mood wasn't too well... [afternoon-nw]
n darling had nt been listening to mi...
faster get well...
i wanna c u soon T.T

signing off ::: 20.31pm
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get well soon... [for us]

juz do ur best...
i wun mind mid u even lesser...
juz hope u'll do well for dis leap...

its 4th of each mth again...
baby n i de 16th mth le...
dar ended his ppr early n replied mi...
kindda surprise to c his sms at dat time, cuz so still early...
tot he still having ppr...
wanted to wakey like 7+ to sms him, bt too bad...
i woke up at 7.59am, lols... he gng exam liao...

ltr gng to c 'chinese medical doctor', wif mommy... dunno at where, haha...
she say liao, i forget le...
cuz like dunno at where... muz c le den noe...
ytd went Jurong Pt wif mei, big big shopping mall as e new 1 alr opened...
dat time went dere to walk aso cant manage to walk finish in 3days...
saw quite alot nt bad de shop...
dar de holi, will bring him go dere walk...
e last time we went dere walk was last yr...
e new mall still renovating... nw open liao, so muz go again...

okies, enuff of typing...
nw let's c wad pics mi n moi frenz had took on mon...
finally, upload dem n combine dem...

- Lovin'you -

feeling betta...
at least much more betta den ytd...
ytd was totally 'zomg'

signing off ::: 11.05am
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- Xin Bu Liao Qing -

ytd went out frm afternoon - 9plus den reach hm =p
during e 1st part of our shopping, she asked mi hw come so moody, sad sad de...
i aso dunno hw to ans...

was on fone till 1plus den slp, bt 7plus jiu wakey le...
izzit bcuz of dis im tired n moody?? -idk-
or izzit im worry abt his exam... -idk-
juz hope he will do well... im like more worry for his results den him does...
n today wakey mood still nt bak...
u said bcuz u're hurt, so u're scare to commit fully into it...
dis sentence alr appear many times...
im waiting, n im rdy to w8 till e day comes...
cuz i noe it will come 1 day...
no matter hw long... i noe... bt i hope it wun b v long...
at dat mmt, im always thinking...
can we go dat far?? can we really??
bt i wan... zomg, moi emotion comes to mi again...
dis few days [many many days] hvn been slping well...
dunno since when, im always thinking of u till i fall into slp...
sometimes can take mi sec, somtimes mins... it might takes hrs...
y muz hw i treat u, den u treat mi e same...
y cant it juz come thru 'real' 'true' heart??
if u're scare, aint im afraid too...
im nt complaining, bt juz telling u, im aso afraid... u noe...
i told u once, i will w8, no matter hw long...
bt somtimes i juz haf to hide moi emotion, in order nt for u to find out...
slowly i will get use to dis feeling, or perhaps im alr use to it...
hmm... wad im toking, idk wad i toking le...
will dere still b another 'promises' n '4eva', to u??
pl tell mi dere will, cuz im waiting for dat to happen...
i shall continue e post i stopped ytd, july'08...
perhaps aft reading urs, im gnona read mine...

im still listening n reading...

- the last breathe - [our v 1st movie, n e word for our r/s]

loving u till moi last breathe...
dar jy for exam, bt nt stress-up...
mind clear...
im packing up moi schedule in order nt to miss u too much...

signing off ::: 13.12pm
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- Game Of Love; andy lau -

dis song is so meaningful for mi nw...
reading thru all ur posts again...

signing off ::: 12.00nn
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im still listening to songs, currently is moi 'L.O.V.E' playlist in imeem...
- I Miss You; andy lau -

signing off ::: 11.41am
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- 突然好想你;may'day - [n im listening nw]

our gas~c gt another person attach liao =p
ytd saw desiree's blog, n finally noe she is attached...
happy for her ^^
attach for like 1mth den bei us fa xian, haha...
hope she last long wif him ^^
[g]uo[w]ang ke yi fang xin le, our desiree finally in her r/s le...

darling is having his exam nw...
haf to w8 till his ppr end den will receive his 1st sms...

another 3days of work, finally finish...
dis 3days was at kallang leisure park de cold storage...
promoting gillette de shaver again...
sales was kindda bad, ppl dere seems nt to buy shaver de... haha
bt at least dis 3days total up gt 15, haha...
i noe its bad, lols...
compared wif last wk, real big diff...
dis wk here, de ppl dere v gd... onliz dat fat 1 nt gd...
si fei zhu manager, dunno izzit c us buay song...
kip "piss" us...
bt heng, today like nvr c him... mood was betta, haha...

had been shop, or perhaps gng out for days alr...
spent quite a few le...
last tues n thus was out wif mei...
den tml gng out wif desiree n kor...
tues meeting mei again...
hopefully, thurs can go swimming wif dar...
means i had been spending money, haha...
kindda broke, no money liao T.T

dar nxt wk (tml onwards) exam le...
hope he get e best results, his desire results...
dar muz jyjy, realli hope he get it thru n to poly =)