today is cold...
m i e 1 feeling cold, or izzit moi illusion??
or izzit e weather?? or izzit e buses??
ziped e jacket up to e peak, bt it juz no use... COLD!

had been tired for like 4days, due to nt enuff slp...
or perhaps, nt slping well...
had been walking like zombie, bt working like normal...
kindda lil eyes swollen, eyes pain...
i might blind nxt time... bt nw, i can somehw push it nearer...
im tired, bt nt slping...
im sad, bt nt crying...
im hurt, bt nt bleeding...
bcuz all dat alr freezed for secs, n mayb till nw...

crying shd stop when we goes to bed...
bt mine dunch...
perhaps mine did stop when i went to slp...
bt it cont. rite aft i woke up in e morning...
hmm... nt realli dat... shd b aft receiving e 1st sms...
wad i've sent, wasn't wad i wanna received/ c

abt e Dessert dat day, u said u love mi so much when i Spoon U...
bt i said, u said it to other gurl(s) too rite...
wad i said, wasn't wad u meant...
n wad u meant, wasn't wad i meant...
n dat might b e last time we Scoop For Each Other...