i freak myself out ><

dunno y, today mayb sot de...
happen to browse thru some blogs...
or mayb is longing to view it since long he told mi...
wondering wad im saying??
hmm... darling de x-stead's blog...
n aso, their blog...

i noe i c le sure [negative] mood, bt dunno y...
yah lor, dunno y... juz happen to browse browse browse...
den jiu... hmm...
heart like choke dao lidat, v xinku...
dat's y i say i freak myself out... wad a dumb mi...

i noe he cant forget, or mayb dey cant forget...
he cant forget his previous n aso his past, dat is undstandable...
bt he cant put dwn, i sad sad...
everytime he mention, i will [negative] mood...
auto will cry, even nw typing aso will cry...
juz nw browse thru onliz aso [negative] mood...
u all shd b wondering hw come i type [negative] mood instead of typing e feeling...
is bcuz idk wad is e feeling i having...
i onliz nw v xinku feeling, [negative] mood...
idk wad to say, idk wad can i do...
hmm... i dun think, he aso will...
always tok dao her, he will auto mood change...
den i aso [negative] mood come out...

hmm... Mayb Bcuz :::

dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb


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