i freak myself out ><

dunno y, today mayb sot de...
happen to browse thru some blogs...
or mayb is longing to view it since long he told mi...
wondering wad im saying??
hmm... darling de x-stead's blog...
n aso, their blog...

i noe i c le sure [negative] mood, bt dunno y...
yah lor, dunno y... juz happen to browse browse browse...
den jiu... hmm...
heart like choke dao lidat, v xinku...
dat's y i say i freak myself out... wad a dumb mi...

i noe he cant forget, or mayb dey cant forget...
he cant forget his previous n aso his past, dat is undstandable...
bt he cant put dwn, i sad sad...
everytime he mention, i will [negative] mood...
auto will cry, even nw typing aso will cry...
juz nw browse thru onliz aso [negative] mood...
u all shd b wondering hw come i type [negative] mood instead of typing e feeling...
is bcuz idk wad is e feeling i having...
i onliz nw v xinku feeling, [negative] mood...
idk wad to say, idk wad can i do...
hmm... i dun think, he aso will...
always tok dao her, he will auto mood change...
den i aso [negative] mood come out...

hmm... Mayb Bcuz :::

dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb


sign out ::: 10.46am

I HATE MOI DARLINqq

E Feeling Still Wun Go Off

U Make Mi <3 U n Aso Make Mi HATE U
Dat Much

ArgHHhhh...... I REALLI HATE HIM

RanDomS.PicS

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Confusing Chinese NamesCaller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!! =================================================
This is hilarious ... Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)=============================================

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ZOMGG!!!

y ppl nw so gan jiong...
nt onliz u all late, others aso mahx...
y push push...
always cut queue, like today...
i stand in front of e bus liao, den 1 uncle go put his hand in front of mi...
den cut queue!! idiot, den i late liao...
heng, nvr... bt almost... few mins nia... arghh...

to end today post...

I HATE MOI DARLING LOTS LOTS LOTS!!
i love him
n
i hate him
too

waa... xi bei du lan lor...
y some ppl so in-considerate de...
so dumb aso...

cross road din press e thing, still thinking of crossing...
another person aso dumb de leh, follow stand dere...
den i tot gt press, bt when i go closer... nvr lor, dumb!!
heng, i press... cuz opp no ppl crossing...

w8 for 1st bus aso so long, heng no late...
cuz i wear slipper mahx, den alot of ppl wear shoe de...
especially those working de...
den gt 1 accidentally step on moi rite lil toe...
pain till i shout 'ouch'
den e person beside mi look n shake head... haha

hmm... dat shd b all for today post...
bt to add on...
i almost fall dwn when walking up e stair -.-
so many ppl surround, so ps...
heng, nvr fall... or else moi face dunno throw where, lols...

kip wanting to upload pic, bt no time...
shall find time to upload all e random pics...

u might nt b perfect to others;
bt to mi, u're always perfect.

our love will die;
onliz if it nvr dawn.

21st Nov

rmbx 2yrs ago de today, (we're) having our last ppr in sch...
i mean o's lvl exam, last ppr...
aft dat we went out to somehw "celeb"
n started to miss those sec sch life...
even till nw, miss those days too...
recently all of us like all so busy...
especially wif sch work...
i dun wan us to slow apart frm each other...
organizing a gathering aso nt a easy task...
so msot probably we're(GAS~c) will b having gathering during dec holi...

starting, we'll mid quite frequent...
den recent, like none... pathetic rite...
haiishx... nt u cannot, jiu shi i cannot, or he cannot, she cannot...
realli like nvr once full attendance...
other den saying (us)...
i mean us(5n1), like so so so long din mid le...
e msot 1st a yr during cher's day... sad case...

HAPPY 20TH ANNIV. TO
PAPA
N
MOMMY

today, both papa n mommy marry for 20yrs...
get tgt more den 20yrs...
frm a total stranger to nw, a married couple...
sounds v sweet, yeshh!!
simple n sweet...
word found : happiness
dere aint many 10yrs to spare...
treasure ur loved ones, love dem hard...
so dat dere wun b much regret...
so tell ur loved ones hw much u love n care for dem nw...
papa n mommy will haf many 10yrs... wif us**

Almost Every Night...

Almost Every Dream...

Almost Every Single Of My Dream...

Contains You...

Baby, I Miss You...
In The Very Depth, Very Bottom Of My Heart...

sign out ::: 9.17am

Thanks You Baby,
I Love You SoOo Much...

plz Tell Me You Love Me Too...

sign out ::: 22.37pm

did u noe dat those who appear to b strong in heart, r real weak n most susceptible??

did u noe dat those who spend time protecting others r e ones dat realli nid ppl to protect dem??

did u noe dat e 3 most diff things to say r :::
~ I LOVE YOU
~ I'M SORRY
~ HELP ME

did u noe dat those who dress in red r most confident in themselves??

did u noe dat those who dress in yellow r those dat enjoy their beauty??

did u noe dat those who dress in black, r those who wan to b un-noticed n nid ur help n undstanding??

did u noe dat when u help some1, e help is returned in 2 folds??

did u noe dat it's easier to say wad u feel in writing den saying it to some1 in e face?? bt did u noe dat it has more value when u say it to their face??

did u noe dat if u ask for sth in faith, ur wishes r granted??

waa... nwadays like long long time update once =p
too busy, hehex...
busy gng out =D
of cuz aso busy wif assign.
dis coming wed gt alot of things to do...
think of wed jiu abit sianz diaoz, lols...
wed gt 1 assign - SRS & ppt...
wed gt 1 assign - proposal...
wed gt 1 test - written test...
which i hvn started reading abt e test...

i wan c scenery!! beautiful nature!! our land!! take all e pics!!
i believe nature will end soon...
cuz its changing all e time...
i wanna take beautiful things dwn...
so dere will b memories, nice nice n gd gd de...

i ytd den noe cny'09 is last wk of jan -.-
so fast... everything like pushing forward...
life r so stressful... everything moving so quickly...
onliz mi, move like snail... or toi toi... aso slow...
dec de 2wks den buy cny thingy...
no money ><

PSC = Philosophy of Success Course

dis will b a long post...
cuz i gonna post abt dis weekends...
sat n sun attended dis course called PSC, wad i typed as header abv...
organized by ::: EMMAX company
venue ::: EMMAX
date ::: 08/11 & 09/11
time ::: 9.30 - 10+/11pm
dress code ::: smart formal
onliz members r allowed to join...

wed went for e sort called "interview"
dey emphasize its a v tough course, yes, indeed... v tough, realli...
nt easy dat all 70+/80 of us "graduate" n gt our cert...
b happy, we all passed dis 2days tgt...
nt onliz teaching us hw to success, aso teach us alot more...
e.g.
~team work
~definition of e word -happiness-
~hw come we will fail
many of us grow within dis 2days...
many touching stories... we put dwn alot of things during dis course...
all ages, bt 1 main to rmbx when we're dere is *everybody is a student*
every1 of us r e same in e course...
dere r too many, too many to say abt dis course...

hw i feel :::
aft e course, everybody realli grow up... i believe!!
even mommy n darling...
mommy overcome her fear standing on stage to share sth...
darling becomes open during n aft e course...
mi?? i realize i do haf 100% will...
during e course-activities, everything seems so smooth to mi...
some ppl nid many trials... bt i onliz used 1 n passed...
is dat moi will?? or e goal i aiming??
dat is e onliz time i can hit 100% in moi life...
dis course let mi c moi ability n strength...
dis course let mi noe dat i realli can make it, n dat is e onliz time i can make it...
cuz in real life, realli almost nth i put in full affort...
nt juz putting 100% to win...
if ur opponent uses more den 100%, u will lose too...
so, most importantly is nt juz putting 100% to win...
bt put in all ur affort, use ur inner potential...
if dey use 150%, u shd use 200%... if dey use 200%, u shd put even more...
dat's hw u win, dat's hw u success...
actually alot of feeling, bt dis course is a secret...
reveal to no1 bt ourselves...

finalize,
im realli great i can join dis meaningful course wif moi mommy n darling...
dis made us unds each other even more...
getting closer...
at 1st we tot we will change... especially mi, i tot aft 1st day will gt changes...
bt aft dis 2days, i find ourselves instead of apart, we get close...
despite of dis 2 tough days, we still tok on fone aft course when we reached hm =p
sat 11+ reach hm, tok till 2am...
sun 12+ reach hm, tok till 3.05am...
dis is our 2nd same cert =p
bt is e 1st same cert aft we're tgt =D
1 word ::: HAPPY!!

-LOVE willingly wif no regrets-

dis PSC will held every mth, dat's y e sources we learnt r secret, shh... ...
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tues - sun had been meeting darling... hehex =D
tues was anniv.
wed went interview for e PSC
thurs went to buy darling's formal[pants,shoe,belt]- >$300
fri went pre-briefing
sat went PSC
sun went PSC
1st time wk mid 6times, haha...

I LOVE MOI DARLING LOTS LOTS LOTS, MUACKKZzz~

sign out ::: 4.10pm

WE'RE 12MTHS OLD TODAY ^^

yi lu zhou lai bu rong yi...
yi qi du guo le suan tian ku la...
e love for each other grows bit by bit everyday...
due to mi having lsn on dis v special day...
we can onliz spent like so short on dis anniv.
i believe, in us, its as long...
as long as we believe in each other, i believe we can...
spend many yrs ahead...

spent almost 6mths or more to prepare e whole thingy...
work on... slack... work on... slack =p
hopes u will like e gift i prepare for u ^^

Every time I look into your eyes
I feel like being in there

Every time I listen to your voice
I feel like listening to more

Every time I take your name
I feel the love towards you

Every time I think about you
I feel like dreaming about you

Every time I think about myself
I feel that I am incomplete
Yes, I am incomplete without your love
Fill my heart with your love
I love you, I just love you!

SWEN.ASSIGN.PBL1.PPT - 11-1pm...
moi grp was 2nd, bt we started 1st cuz other grps still nt rdy...
haiishx...
SWEN ppt ji tao CUII lah~~
arghh...

1stly - moi throat still itchy n pain...
kip coughing, as in when i nt presenting...
2ndly - present until KNS lor ><
3rdly - gt 1 ques posted by cher nt ans, lols...

sure fail de...
if pass aso juz pass nia...
haiishx... sad sad case ahhhhhh~~~~~

bt anw... 11.5hrs more, wakaka~
bt more den 24hrs to c darling...
kindda looking forward to tml...

today ::: nt feeling too well - head pain;sore throat

e interview was quite alrite...
juz dat, e mmt i step in will scare n nervous...
so i told darling i dun wan interview le, bt he still asked mi to...
e boss tends to think i nt bad...
kip saying gd gd gd, sign e forms...
actually i realli hopes darling gets e job more den mi do...
i wan concentrate studies 1st, dun wan work...
bt if gt chance jiu go try try bahx...
ended up we nidda w8 for calls...
wanted to go fish farm, bt cant find...
even taxi-driver aso dunno, lols...
so we ended up spent 10bucks n reached tp bus stop...
take bus to bedok to makan =p

dis morning went to mid darling at his hse...
pei him go doctor...
sry darling, i made u injure... n haf to suffer for days...
realli hopes u can recover fast fast...
tell u rest, u dun listen... today bad bad...
tonite muz rest early, rest ur eyes...
dun make mi worry...
nt bcuz i injure u den i worry, is bcuz i realli worry for u...
i do care...
let's grow stronger... i noe we can...

dis 1wk, almost everyday im dreaming...
99/100% is u in moi dream...
its swt, realli... bcuz i miss u...
e mmt we're apart, i miss u...
even im wif u, i miss u...
i juz miss u everyday, every hrs, every sec...
zomg!! u're bad to make mi miss n think of u all e time...

sign out ::: 19.39pm