HAPPY B'DAE TO MOI 1 N ONLIZ MOMMY

dis r some of ytd papa 4d meeting de pics =p

today i v v v super duper happy~
slp aso can smile... angry aso can smile... haha, abit sot sot =p
by rite darling gng out aft sch...
bt i told him mommy b'dae today, den he finishes sch come find mi...
dat alr make mi quite happy le...
den mommy ask darling n mi go FLP buy products =p
aft dat i received a call, dat realli boost moi mood to more den 100%
e promoter office called mi...
5, 6, 12, 13, 19, 20 $40/day... 6hrs onliz, which mean $6.666/hr =p
8, 9 $40/day... 6hrs... by rite continous for 3wks, bt i cant... saddy ><
even though sat i gt NDP n 13 i gt gathering...
bt e timing v gd de...
juz nice 6, 7, 8 i v free... den work 8, 9 at RP de 7-11 =p
anw i v happy, dunno hw to say... haha
when i told mommy, she ask mi hw come so gd...
hw come e person call mi...
i say cuz dat time report sales, e person ask mi whether dis wk can work ant...
i say dis wk cant... april den can...
bt actually april i damn busy den march...
bt i still manage to work 8days ^^
starting to love dis job... super woot~
by rite wkdays busy, wkends rest...
nw is like everyday aso busy le, bt i so happy... dunno y, haha
(realli sot sot)

haha, i dunno wad i typing liao...
anw i super duper happy jiu dui le... can fly~~~
tml i shall post some v *cant imagine* pics xD
dat's wad i think... if i post up sure gt ppl comment...
i dun care~~ ----- i happy jiu hao, share pics wif u all...




ps :::
thanks to moi precious darling spending time wif mi today...
u realli rawkx moi life, muackiez*
despite of sch works today, he came... *gam dong*

hmm... where is moi darling nw??
hw come sms half-way jiu bu jian le ><
sry darling for always making u slp so late T.T
u cant b slping cuz u juz wakey to reply mi...
n guess wad, he was realli slping -.-
moi piggy is realli a real super duper 1... power
juz nw when im having 4d meeting at simei, quite interesting...
if possible, i shall post e pics tml...

ytd had BBQ at jz's house dere...
hopefully every1 had fun...
celeb 3 ppl b'dae, so cool... i 1st time celeb 3 ppl early b'dae tgt leh =D
darling shd b surprised ytd... dat's moi intention ^^
quite a few last min nvr come due to reasons...
if ytd no 4d meeting, will haf more ppl...
no choice nxt sat i gt NDP 1st training, so cant...
left kindda early, sry to spoilt e mood ytd...

BIG THANKS to e following ppl :::
1stly - JIANZHONG [ rent e place for BBQ;family help-out ]
2ndly - XUEYUN presence [ e 2 important cards ]
3rdly - EVERY1 who make it dere ytd...



-My night has become a sunny dawn because of you-

i shall juz post sth today, b4 27march ends ^^
dis post shall nt haf pics, kindda rush 1 =p
hmm... ytd was thurs, went tpy wif mommy to company...
company changing name to EM-MAX...
its a long story, anw dis new 1 will b much betta...
will haf 6 packages, dunno hw to type it all out...
anw its a money earning job which require risk...

promoter office has been calling mi up past 2days for jobs...
bt i too busy, no choice... haf to push away in fren-ly tone...
im those 1st to book mi, den dat day will b urs... sth lidat...
dis wk is like everyday go out, sianz~ [cant rest a day at hm]
following wk aso everyday out... e nxt nxt wk is almost everyday out...
e wk b4 sch re-open aso everyday out -.-
aft dat jiu sch re-open le, so fast lor...
been busy here n dere, ahhh... quite fan, quite stress, quite enjoying...

planning of b'dae, outing, gathering... haha
last time nt i plan or organize, nw i haf to involve...
technologies realli help alot... msn, sms, call...
haf fun jiu hao, dun care abt those planning -crap-

juz nw went for ndp 1st briefing meeting...
every1 wearing e same custome...
flag, flag n its all abt flaging dis yr...
song sounds more like v traditional chinese kind...
dis yr ndp will b more tough den b4...
(angela muz jyjy wor!! i noe u can) -gambatteh neh-
dis is aso for those taking N's, O's, A's dis yr... [jyjy]

darling muz chiong for N's hor...
anything dun unds, dat i can help... i will help within moi range...
n daimoku muz nt falls... *dear will chant for u too*
cya tml -misses- enjoy*



-Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own-

went to bugis ytd wif mei mei[vonvon] ^^
at 1st her house dere rain, mi house here dun haf...
den aft dat hers stopped n mine started raining HEAVILY, lols
e meeting time delay 30mins =p
cuz i aso abit rush, haha... we like 2 benben, so funny =D
took neoprint[our v 1st 1 ^^], so funny aso... *benben*
each of us edit 1 pic ^^ [who can guess which is i edit, which is mei edit =p]
e ans is e i edit de pinky 1 wif kitty[given]...
von edit de frame[given] ^^ -both aso nice nice-
walk walk, c c... awhile nia... wo men de er ren shi jie ^^
jiejie where gt ke ai, cuz dere's a ♥[mi & u]
meimei aso v ke ai... wo ke ai de mei mei...

nw aday post de pics all edit by fireworks de, hehex...
to prevent frm ppl kop-ing moi pics ^^
i sum e whole pics tgt, haha...
so if wan kop, nid to kop everything... lols
hmm... its changing mi, yea...
had been off-self or mayb e real-self recently...
ahhhh...... dun care!! HOLI~ HOLI~ HOLIDAYYSss~

OLTC finalist 2-4april... mid 12nn at concourse, lvl 3...
bring 2 dark coloured shirt -games--events--activities-
waa!! OLTC i'm coming, w8 for mi!!
frenz... new frenz... wk 0... woot~ [lil crazy -.-]






-a man falls in love thru his eyes, a woman thru her ears-

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was late meeting jz -.-
no choice, skipped lunch n chiong out of house...
saw nic n dez at amk hub...
den dat doggie dez di siao mi n jz "couple"
we were like "err..." haha... we laughed...
bought e gift liao, nice nice mug we found xD
dat shop is realli cool, beside mini-toon dat 1 ^^
while inside amk hub, outside raining...
gng hm jiu no rain... alight frm bus rain again -.-
nw adays weather r so weirdy...
1 day i shall buy e shocking alarm clock for darling...
so dat it can electric shock him up frm bed =p

raining - lightning - thunder [scary]
where haf moi darling went?? slping?? studying??
too early for ltr lesson...
let's bre8-thru, yea...
finally having lunch nw [hungry]

had moi DCNK supp ppr ytd morning ^^
cfm pass de... even though i almost gave up 16marks =p
den i scribble here n dere, trying to nt leave blank...
bt hp kip vibrating in moi pocket till i buey tahan...
faster scribble abt 6marks jiu chiong out liao =p
was e promoter office lor, eager for e report of sales -.-
miss called mi 2times, so i like faster faster do...
cuz left abit more... managed to finish in less den an hr, power!!
went out jiu call bak report sales liao, 2nd time den get thru e line...
mommy call so many time aso cant get thru...
some more e person called mi... 1+pm still accidentally call wrong... haha

mid [k]ing, sandra n seb...
at 1st i tot onliz mi n [k]ing... den she say seb wan mid her...
lols, plz gif up will'ya... realli no hope de lor...
haiishx... dunno hw to say u, say liao u aso wun listen... den sua lor...
mi n [k]ing went pastamania 'mum mum' 1st...
dey gave so lil cheese, eek... den i pour more e contained cheese n chilli =p
sandra n seb came ltr... sandra bought e same as mine bt more cheese -.-
eek, e person v unfair lor... so niao 1, nxt time dun wan go bugis pastamania le... hmpfth...
if sandra din go, realli nobody gonna entertain seb lor...
pity him, nobody wanna tok to him... nobody likes him...
anw we left off w/o him to MAC eat ice-cream...
mi n [k]ing bought e choco cone de, sandra bought w/o choco...
*yummy yummy*
went arcade... spent all money, haha...

walked frm bugis to suntec to city hall...
both of dem take train, i take bus... hehex
darling went to c doctor, i nvr pei him ><
n darling bought mi a CJ7 pillow... love it lots lots**
when i hug it, is like so warmth... will think of him...
n e medal u gt on sport fest will b kept safely by mi ^^
-nxt time dun tok on fone till so late le k-
or else bu shi nt enuff slp jiu shi cant wakey for sch...
u noe piggy nid lots lots slp de xD
slp awhile ltr... sms mi when u wakey k
*huggie + muackiez*







-Love awaits for one thing, the right moment-

22 march 08(sat)
1st day of work at Tiong Bahru NTUC...
promoting oreo wafer bites n rolls...
1st 2hrs, push all e stocks frm lvl 1 to B1 counter...
damn heavy, sobx sobx...
bt e boiz packers were all so nice ^^
all ard e same age de... den dey di siao mi -.-
even e supervisors aso v frenly n nice...
his family came dwn to support mi... bought 1-2 packets ^^
every few hrs remind mi go eat/rest...
ask mi hw well it goes...
like 20mins b4, ask mi to gif him e card n sign...
den can go bak early...
dey said alot ppl buy... bt i find it lil leh... dunno =p

darling came to fetch mi at tiong bahru despite of rain...
big thanks darling *muackz*
went makan at outram park den jiu go hm le...
rest early... early wakey tml -hiak-

23 march 08(sun)
2nd day of working... left hm 10mins ltr den ytd...
bt reach 5mins earlier den ytd -.-
wanted to nt reach so early de, bt no choice... haha
today sales wasn't as gd as ytd... dunno y...
hope overall nt too bad =p
supervisor ytd said, today aso... v kind =D
while packing up, linda frm ndp called mi...
gt into ndp, i was like FINALLY~
went bak like 5mins early...
overall, i find dis 2days xperience wonderful...
e supervisor even ask mi whether i coming tml...
i said i gt exam tml in sch...
he wan mi conts work at Tiong Bahru NTUC...
bt i say cuz i studying, so time v hard to manage...
sometimes nt free...
i say mayb i working at other outlet...

tml morning 5.30am wakey last lap revision for DCNK...
3days of struggling... finally, tml ending...
more lax liao... might take up work soon too...
money money money $_$ woot~



love'ya darling~ [wish to cya soon] -misses-

had a wonderful day ytd...
thanks [k]ing n her other 6gurlz...
noe more frenz ^^
many many things happened ytd...
ytd like slacking day, lols...
everything was like w8, w8 n w8...
stone, stone n stone...
wan go enjoy all dat, bt we all no money liao xD
so funny!!
anw i will b working at Tiong Bahru NTUC 22 n 23march...
promoting biscuit... aso dunno wad kind...
wad i haf to do is let dem try n c whether dey wanna buy...
unds some of e details, dat shd b ok...
juz accepted it ytd during e makan session...
ltr gng tpy wif mommy n her fren to mid dat person...
den discuss all dat lor...

spending far too much, no choice...
no money liao, gt job jiu take lor...
some more dat 1 so slacky, easy earning...

OLTC no more for dis wk, sianz~
will b kindda slack dis wk...
3days, hoho~
gd, can prepare things... do all e things...
piggy still slping @_@
piggy pro, dat's named piggy xD

our b'dae gurl =p



[k]ing trying to hide =p

-snap- haha =p

b4 we walking to e station... [k]ing &[q]ueen ^^

-shit!! im gaining weight-
ahhhhh.......

today went singapore 1 day tour wif mommy...
signed up in her fren's CC de grp...
was late, took abt almost an hr journey to reach e CC..
luckily we're nt e latest, lols...
e 1st bus, nt seated wif mommy... cuz no place to sit le -.-
aft reaching e 1st destination, changed another bus...
so soo sooo lucky, mommy went up to 'chop' seats, haha...
n all along i took alot of pics...
mommy says i crazy, lols...
even eat lunch aso take... bt i consider taking quite lil le wor xD
anw gd xperience, touring singapore farms all dat...
sembawang - woodland, jurong [eat]
i onliz last destinatation nvr alight...
sembawang fortune temple =p

tml is [k]ing pom supp ppr le...
all e best [k]ing, i noe u can!!
show ur power, can blast it!!
wadeva in mind, dun think... juz focus for dis supp...
as for mi, is mon [hope i can too]
cya tml for sandra's b'dae...
when u c mi, wan complain or cry or share gd news aso can...
i will b dere for u k... moral support given...

woke up at 6am...
moi piggy darling realli cant b called up man...
26 missed calls wif 2 smses aso cant wake him up =p
darling cant always lidat hor, ltr will kana...
DCNK 3 sessions were great, glad i went all 3 sessions...
thanks syazie scandler accompany today... love'ya
we had great fun n laughters today...
bought things too... till i gonna broke, lols
im buying dat toy toy on mon aft e supp ppr wif syazie ^^
took some pics at toy'R'us... bt pics wif her...
so shall post it another day k...

tml gng 1 day tour singapore wif mommy...
v long din go dis kind of tour le, especially wif mommy...
i will try to take pics tml =D




x.x -->(( *mIssEs mOii bAbY bOii* ))<-- x.x

okies, today went sch...
reached hm nt long nia...
went to sch for DCNK revision lesson...
mayb i reach too early bahx...
sit dere plug in, slp =D
till syazie n her fren came in sit wif mi... thanks sayang
"papa", "mommy" dey all came late...
cher ard 1.20pm den come in ZZzzzzZz......
i find e cher teach de v gd leh...
cuz i can unds, he like teach step by step make u unds...
by rite 3hrs lesson, become 1.5hrs =p
inside e LT damn freeze, rrrOarr~
trying to copy everything he taught during lesson...
bt sms kip coming... so haf to juggle a lil =D
3 sessions mahx... so 1 session dwn, 2 more to go...
tml morning haf to reach 8am which mean i 6am nid wakey le...

ytd off9 ard 1am, den dat chris[pri] called moi hp...
tok for like almost gng 1hr den put dwn le...
cuz i realli v tired liao, cant stand...
actually tok for 20mins onliz, i alr abit mind shut-off le =p
den he dun wan put dwn, so no choice... tok awhile more...
i 1st time tok on fone say wan put dwn 1st de sia @_@
so long din contact mi, suddenly contact mi sure nth gd...
i told him dat, n he laugh laugh say i v bad =p
bt seriously mahx, 1st time tok on fone wif him some more is 1am -.-

v weird sia... last wk v slack, nvr go out...
sianz dao dunno hw to say... den dis wk onwards busy till like siao~

DCNK revisions, 1day tour[sg], sandra's b'dae celeb, buying of prezzie, DCNK supp, OLTC, darling n doggie b'dae BBQ, mom's b'dae celeb, xiaoma;laopo;mei;mi mid out, planning of [k]ing's b'dae celeb, darling actual b'dae celeb, kbox e usual 2 frenz, [k]ing's b'dae celeb, sch brief, orientation...

okies, dat shd b all till sch re-open xD
all dis xclude NDP, cuz nt yet contacted...

i love sch days;i love holidays[limits]...
i love moi parents...
i love moi darling...
i love moi relatives...
i love ALL moi GFs...
i love ALL moi frenz...

dere is onliz 1 mi...
i onliz gt 1 heart...
yet i nid to gif so many love to e surrounding =D
im so soo sooo happy to haf all of u...

-muackiez darling;misses- cya in 12days ^^

went to 3.16 event...
realli glad dat i went, cuz its realli awesome!!
e last human pyramid made mi almost tears drop...
v touching... SSA realli awesome, u realli rawkx!!
e other associations realli great too...
dere performance damn enjoying...
their spirit... yes, e word -spirit-
e best performance eva watched...
even though dere r 1 or 2 last time dat i find great...
dis realli......... wadeva goody words u can say...
saw many frenz dere... some like v long din c aso...
v happy today, realli happy...
-staying happy-
today realli thanks 3.16 which "cheer" mi up...

went to watch STEPUP2:The Street at bugis shaw-
walked frm bugis to raffles city den to MS...
grab some food...
went movie... saw melvin n his frenz...
saw him at expo dis afternoon too... surprise, haha...
e movie was nice, overall nice...
-love punk- -love hip hop- -love street dance-
rawkx!! realli... dancing under e rain was... woot~
e songs make mi feel like dancing along...
e moves make mi feel like dancing too...
anw, nice movie... love it!!
might b watching it again...

有一段时间没有 blog 了...
hmm… 昨天我们吵架了...
也不懂现在 ok 了没有...
sms 他, 他没有回复...
你昨天应该很惊讶吧!
可能就是因为太爱, 所以害怕失去...
昨晚一别, 就要等到 29march 了...
moi future contains U, U & onliz U wif mi...
life w/o u will b dull n cold wif loneliness...

dis nt gng out again... CANCELLED!!!
dis wk programs is like kns, all cancelled... freak*
bcuz of gng out i rejected some event...
dis wk like stone hm like 宅女 liao... -crap-
like nt v gd mood... cuz alot of things happening... sianz~
at least gd news dat winnie gt e 3.16 tix for ltr, yay!!
no nid stone hm stress n worry le...
go out breathe in fresh air... relax abit xD
thanks winnie, love'ya lots man... u save mi out frm thinking =p

Buddhism teaches that we can transform our karma that we can definitely overcome any hardship or suffering and reorient our lives in the direction of happiness. Through our faith in the Daishonin's Buddhism, it is possible for us to change any karma.

"As long as you speak with compassion, tenacity, courage n earnest resolve that 'No matter what, Im going to lead this person to happiness', anyone will b deeply touched by your sincerity. There is no doubt about that."

True victory is to have the courage to confront all adversities and to live out my life fearlessly no matter what the circumstances.

"winter always turns to spring." --> so Im waiting... waiting for e correct mmt...
another saying --> "women haf e vital pwr more strongly in dem den men haf"

我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

爱情 是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
--------------------------------------------
拉着你 爱不是游戏
不放弃 一起努力
我相信奇迹就是你
配不配 会不会
我们天生一对
不怕累 不后退
除了我还有谁
你要飞 我相随
有你才会完美
世界准备和你一起追

ytd was a total madness dat i can say =x
morning alr kindda erm... ... -emo-
den when im feeling quite alrite alr, another thing caught mi @_@
[k]ing told mi she flunk 1 ppr...
e 1 she stoned n nvr wrote much...
im quite sad to say anything, cuz frenz always influence mi somehw...
she was e 1st to get bak among moi frenz...
hmm... cuz she is e 1st 1 telling mi she gt bak alr...
i gt bak mine ard afternoon, aft lunch...
erm... dat pissed mi, arghh... i flunk dcnk, i was like "fcuk lah"
totally no confidence on passing e supp...
called von e 1st mmt i gt bak...
e rest hvn get bak, lols -.-
smsed chris n laopo, yanyan... both aso hvn get bak...
so among dem, i 1st... lols
all tot today, 13march get bak... den suddenly get bak...
like abit shock... i was too, double arrows into moi heart... ahh...
went on9, omg yesheng fail 4 subj @_@
i realli sie tio lor, 4 leh... scary lor...
common subj failed is DCNK -crap-
currently onliz noe papa, mommy, yesheng fail dis subj...
think still gt a few more in clz bahx...
wad a killer, lols
wad Data Communication n NetworKing, juz a killer ppr...
bt aso cant say till lidat cuz still gt many pass -.-
dat time fail IISO, i alone fail nia lor...
damn confidence to pass even though abit of memorizing needed...
cuz i like business thingy stuff... okies, i love'it... haha
supp ppr revision for DCNK will b 17 n 18march...
e time damn long @_@

17 - 1-4pm
18 - 8-10am & 1-3pm

i wanna pass... of cuz i m willing to go for 3 sessions...

somehw i still cant xcept e fact of failing even though i xpected it...
sounds abit weirdy, bt anw i cried ytd for it...
shall nt mention abt hw e cries period =p
finding myself so s2pid, cry for a nvr changed result -crap-
such an insane...
e most madness was dat darling went hm n came bak again...
okies, i noe its moi fault to cause dat...
sry to hurt darling bcuz of moi -emo-
i noe dat's scary, erm... very, i think...
we r crazy toking on fone for hrs...
7.30pm-9pm & 11.05pm-5.05am [dat's crazy] its like 7+hrs...
i word 'siao'
e nxt time we meeting again shd b 29march, i think...
ard 2+wks frm nw...
mayb somehw middle of it will still mid out... dunno
cuz we always say nt meeting, nt meeting...
den still mid for e sake of c-ing each other -misses- i mean

promissed darling nt to post e 'applications' thingy xD
aso nt to post sth dat will hurt him for today, yea... today =x

LIONFISH gathering for today is cancelled...
sweetie cmi... few of us aso nt v fun...
n major is, ITS RAINING outside...
its been raining dis few days till e mood of gng out frm ^^ becomes >< plans of outing for dis wk were all ruin, dat's wad i can say >< color="#ff0000"> 'zai nu' liao man... i mean dis wk xD
juz like moi msn nick said " hopefully i pass e fcuking supp ppr..." dis fcuking ppr makes mi pissed, arghh... i will swear nt to get defeat bt it...

okies, dis shd b a long post... i think xD
shall stop here...
recently been posting v str8 4days...
all like long long posts, haha... happy reading, "slowly" reading ^^

i suddenly feel so lonely, so hopeless...
its been a long time since i haf dis kind of feeling...
worries nvr fail to pester ard mi...
while ytd nite alone looking aft moi bro, e feeling getting stronger...
especially when he slept v early ytd nite...
i smsed darling, okies he was drank...
called mommy ard 11.25pm cuz she wasn't hm...
she promissed to b hm latest by 10.30pm...
i waited, waited n waited till 11.25pm...
nt even a single call, dis nerve mi... where on hell is she??
so i called her, she was on e bus -.-
i started somehw scolded her, she juz xplained dat she went dinner wif frenz...
bt u shd at least gif mi a call rite...
u noe i waited like so long, waiting for u to come bak...
is totally like 3days nvr c u leh, u think i realli dun care ar...
mayb dey dun care, u think i aso mehx...
u always wan mi gif u a call if i come hm late aft a certain time i told u...
den u leh, aso muz at least gif mi a call mahx...
u think onliz u will worry for mi, i wun ar...
den dis morning wake up, u aso nt at hm...
wahlao, i wan cry liao lor... izzit u dunno i will worry for u??
even though u always v naggy n v fan...
even though i like always heck care u, quarrel wif u...
actually in moi heart, i treasure it...
every single mmt of it... at least happened...

i had a dream... it seems simple, nth...
bt to mi, is like a nite mare...
a dream dat will make mi cry...
i dreamt i was wif moi frenz out till nxt morning...
staying over nite in sch...
nt even a single call or msg frm darling...
till nct morning i went msn...
his 1st react c-ing mi on9 was "omg, hw come u on9??"
den i was like, i cant on9 de mehx...
dunch u even worry for mi?? still say till like u dun wan c mi on9...
nxt, u din even concern abt mi...
n asked mi to intro moi frenz to u... its like 'omg' to mi...
sometimes i think.......... will u leave mi 1 day??
will sth happen btw us 1 day?? juz a feeling u will leave mi any mmt...
ur promisses r meant to b broken, bt nt mine...
i cant imagine wad will happen if u leave mi...
cuz i nvr tot of it... moi future r all abt U, U n juz U...
let mi haf e trust on u, let mi feels e secure...

mei ar, gt prbx muz share... dun always kip for urself...
u xinku, jiejie c le aso heart pain...
u always say half way jiu nvr say, make mi more worry for u leh...
u say wan jiejie pei u go walk walk, den aso nvr...
-sad sad-
i realli hope nxt wk can go out, cuz i aft dat wk will b busy...

holi makes every1 drift apart...
we dun even haf a single gathering...
like nvr contact ever since holi started...

i xperienced e feeling of lonely b4...
so i dun wan to xperience it again...
i wan every1 ard mi to b happy, dat will do...
as long as u all happy, i will...
ur prbx = moi prbx, moi prbx = moi prbx...
bt i dun care, as long as u all happy can liao...
i realli wishes some1 i love can b happy...
hw i wish some1 can hold mi tight, hug mi into their arms [loneliness]
worries nvr fails to leave mi...




-crying of sadness;loneliness;hopeless-

b4 i start wad i wanna post, let's share some pics xD
let's c hw moi darling, kailiang babysit moi bro k =p

actually moi baby here, do noes babysit, juz dat dun always make kids dislike u... c hw baby feed him, juz like family...

isn't moi baby here looks cute... i mean both baby n moi bro look cute here ^^
i realli love dis pic man, baby look damn cute... starting to admire e pic =p

omg, dis is like a family pic... so lovely...


its fake if i say im nt tired...
by slping juz 3+hrs...
tok on fone till kindda late dat's y...
dad woke mi up ard 7+am, obviously im damn sleepy...
wif lotsa unwilling, wishes dat i could conts slping...
every words u mention on fone, i tried repeating it over n over in moi head...
did i juz accepted u?? n y could i said it like im so ok...
i think it hard, real hard n tough 1 dis time...
izzit bcuz i love u, or m i crazy??
bt i can stand up rite n tell u, DARLING, I DO LOVE U...
i love u for who u r...
i accept u n ur past wif whole heart...
bt can u juz promiss mi nt to push mi away again...

sometimes worry might b useless...
if u haf e strong will, i cant change u unless u gif mi a chance to change u...
telling u dat im nt worrying n crying, is all lying...
hw can i nt worry for u...
i realli wish u can settle things 1 n for all, n nt dragging on...
dragging on like hanging some1 on e rope...
y m i crying over u, y?? tell mi y...
nt dat i choose to cry for crazy sake...
is e bitter n sour which lead to crying...
i realli wish nt to cry times n times, bt u lead mi crying along...
as long as u're still in, nvr will i stop worrying for u...
*courage* is e word for u, b it once or twice...
boost up ur courage n prove dat u wan a betta future...

u haf gohonzon, which u can always turn to no matter when...
haf great trust to gohonzon n i believe u can pass it well...
u lift mi up like nvr b4 n push mi dwn like no1 does...
dis is more den juz roller coaster...
if dis realli carry on, dere wun b *simple* in ur dictionary...
if u wan a betta future, *courage* is e word for u...
bt if u choose to remain silence, *takecare* will does e thing...
even though i will still b wif u along ur way...
r u sure dis is e life u're asking for??
if it does, go ahead... if nt, end it swt n short will'ya??

b it a happy ending or nt, most importantly r u happy wif wad u haf nw...
i mean e life u're asking for, izzit lidat...
if u say yes, i gt nth to say...
may moi blessing n love lead u to a betta future...
finalist :::
dis is still ur choice to choose**
wad kind of life u wanna lead, still depends on urself**
to sincerely love mi to core, is aso ur choice**
bt if u realli wanna last, plz dun make mi disappoint n lose trust on u**
i realli haf to say, u make mi love u like madness**
if u realli wanna lift mi up, dun push mi dwn... plz, i beg u can**
♥lL0v3 euu f0r wh0 euu r, n+ wh0 r euu♥
♥ur 4c+i0n5 & m0v3m3n+5 r 3v3ry+hiNg n33d3d♥
♥lL0v3 mi lLik3 b4, dun gif up e4$iLy♥
& ♥DARLING, I LOVE U, ALWAYS♥
-muackz-

went for TPSD institution meeting...
hmm... kindda surprising winnie came, n mi too...
her v 1st meeting in TPSD...
for mi, cant rmbx... bt nt e 1st for sure ^^
she couldn't reject e skit so kindda forced =p
i managed to reject due to sth on particular dates...
promissed to go... promissed a few, including winnie...
i notice sth *.*v =p
lost contact wif some frenz for like mths or yrs,
bt still manage to contact bak...
long time nvr met, bt yrs ltr still mid somewhere...
i believe dis is called '緣分'
many incredible things happening in moi life...
incredible as in gd things happening, so glad~

Prayer is nt a feeble consolation; it is a powerful, unyielding conviction. N prayer muz become manifest in action. To put it another way, if our prayers r in earnest, dey will definitely gif rise to action.

No doubt dere r times when, at e crucial juncture, u feel completely worthless n incompetent. Such times in fact represent opportunities for u to manifest new potential. Whether u can use such opportunities positively determines ur victory or defeat in life n happiness or misfortune.

A smart person is a person who doesn't gif up, no matter was. When he finds sth he doesn't unds, he doesn't let dat stop him, he actively kips pushing himself, determine to grasp it. A person wif dat mental strength is a smart person.

MUSIC is moi EVERYTHING
moi life W/O MUSIC = NO LIFE

*bruise + swollen*
*sore throat + head pain*
1 word --> nt feeling too well ><




counting dwn, 30days...

y does everything muz haf an end??
y cant everything stays 4eva??
1 blink, 4yrs of dental ending soon dis yr ><
1 blink, 19yrs here ><
1 blink, studies ending soon in 2yrs time ><
1 blink, frenz getting more bt nt all frenz last 4eva ><
1 blink, pri ends;sec ends;1st yr poly - 2yrs more to go ><
1 blink, YCF;CHINGAY;NDP;gakkai events/activities -memories- ><
1 blink, when will moi loved ones leave mi ><
1 blink, when will moi life end??
everything, YES!! everything will end 1 day...
juz e matter of TIME!!

been watching youtube n went out...
finally finishes moi 終極一家, took mi soOo long xD
videos on hands r 公主小妹 ep8, 惡作劇之吻 n death note 1 + 2 =p
quite alot for mi...
cuz 1 show can take mi quite long to finish de =p
dis 7wks shd b a busy wk for mi...
不是 go out 就是 stay hm...
nw stay hm aso nw sianz, cuz alot of things to do...
even though nt working... NO TIME, NO TIME!!
NO TIME = NO WORK = NO MONEY ><

movies on hands r Rule #1, Step Up 2: The Street, Sky of Love, 2 Faces Of My Girlfren...
4 movies sia... bt dis 1wk holi cannot watch, cuz exp...
wan watch aso muz c whether who wanna watch wif mi...
onliz Rule #1 watch wif moi "FAMILY"...
thinking of gng kbox dis holi, gt e urge of singing...

sth is burning n fading strongly in mi
m i changing?? during dis holidays...
actually i love holidays, more time for outing n learning up things...
nt surprise to c mi reading up SSA times n CL...
gohonzon stays up in mi 4eva...

some for some guidances again ^^ :::

SGI president Ikeda said, "If u remain sincere in ur interactions wif others, u will one day find urself surrounded by gd frenz. N among those ppl, ur frenzhip will b as strong n unshakable as towering trees.Dun b impatient. Work 1st on developing urself, n u can b assured dat an infinite num of wonderful encounters await u in the future."

"Ur life will xpand onliz as much as u take action for others, regardless of hw dey react. Consideration equals strength, so e more considerate of others u r, e strongly u will become."

moi opt :::

Learning is e strongest force in e world... =]

A life w/o music is like being surrounded by cold, dark concrete...

one who does nt like others cannot xpect to b liked...

counting dwn, 33days...

its time for some quoting in life wif words :::

all 3 guidances r taken out frm SSA;
i find dem meaningful, hope u guyz feel dat too...
live wif joy;wif fillness;wif love...
-moi blessing to all who read dis-

"One accepts because of one's power of
faith and continues because of one's
power of constant thought."

"Let me return to Zhuge Liang, the
Chinese military strategist (181-234),
who is portrayed in the Romance of the
Three Kingdoms... He said: 'A strong
fighter is never angry, and a victor
is never afraid.' Expert fighters don't
let their emotions run away with them.
They value their allies, and face
their opponents with resolve and
courage. This is the key to victory."

"The more one praises the blessings of
the Lotus Sutra,
the more one's own blessings will
increase."

-Absence make the heart grows fonder-
haf to admit;
n moi love for u will nvr change till dere is a sore within it...
ur presence is moi born*
ur love to mi is like a re-born*
wif u ard mi, i feel life turn on*
no matter where we r, we lives in one heart*
may our love b everlasting*
juz like our heart beating on n on*
u will b miss, by mi;where misses counts more den love*
i'Love'u is no longer sounds greater den i'Miss'u*
misses let mi cry wif unwilling*



soTong <3 dUmbdUmb juz like LiangLiang <3 TingTing
Love u always;muackieZz%%%

HAPPY 4TH MTH darling

wow, its like a blink... 4 mths passed btw us...
dere is still long way for us...
watched 'THE LEAP YEARS' wif darling juz nw at amk hub =p
darling realli had a bre8 thru worx =D
at least u nvr zzz during e almost 2hrs movie xD
e quoting of e movie were meaningful...
even though e movie wasn't realli v nice...
in a r/s 'miss' is e word, nt 'love' itself...
4 leap yrs wasn't easy... by juz meeting 4 times...
which means 12yrs, meeting onliz 4 times...
e present was show abit misty...
while e main was focus on e past, so quite clearer xD

overall it was quite ok... kindda touching...
almost cried, bt luckily nvr... haha

OLTC had postpone to e last wk of march...
somewhere ard e last 2 pprs for supp ppr...
ytd meeting was abit -crap-
took less den 30mins jiu dismiss le...
luckily gt bus concession, so nt too bad xD
haf to admit, time flies~
dis 7wks of holi gng to b fast too...



counting dwn, 36days...

CHINGAY'08 - OUR MEMORIES kept deep inside us

our 'chuo mi mi' 'mi mi chuo' ^^

finalist LIONFISH t-shirt =D

our memories card o(^.^)o v

thanks eric for e drawing ^^

c-ing all e pics n video, realli make mi cry...
crying of misses... miss each n every1 of u...
e mmt we had tgt... joy n sadness...
we're always crazy tgt, dat's cant denied...
our memories r kept deep in our hearts... every single of us...
lotsa misses n lotsa nt willing...
we've come so far...
3+ mths, nt easy for us...
mayb its e starting, mayb its e ending...
despite all prbx we had faced...
we alr overcomed, nw is e individual again...
we, gurlz can prove dem wrong... WE RAWKZ!!
yep, every single LIONFISHES... we actually tgt...
aft some time, we might b forgotten...
bt in us, we stays 4eva... *un-erased*
we will still shine brightly, in our individual...
hopefully, upcoming LIONFISH gathering every1 can make it...
promiss we will kip in contact always... will'ya?? ><
-nvr forgotten memories-

Here in Chingay, we do it with our finger
finger finger finger
Here in Chingay, we do it with our palm
finger finger finger palm palm palm
Here in Chingay, we do it with our elbow
finger finger finger palm palm palm elbow elbow elbow
Here in Chingay, we do it with our shoulder
finger finger finger palm palm palm elbow elbow elbow shoulder shoulder shoulder
Here in Chingay, we do it with our head
finger finger finger palm palm palm elbow elbow elbow shoulder shoulder shoulder head head head
Here in Chingay, we do it with our tongue
finger finger finger palm palm palm elbow elbow elbow shoulder shoulder shoulder head head head *tongue**tongue**tongue*
Here in Chingay, this is how we do it
OooooooooH, Chingay!
*11 claps!* Hiak~!

counting dwn, 37days...