Moi WishList

+ do well for studies
+ new MP3/FM radio
+ new camera
+ new clothes [ top, dress, bottom ]
+ new shoes [ covered shoe, heels, slipper ]
+ learn guitar
+ last long wif darling


hmm... dat shd b all for nw =D

ZOMG-G-G-G-G

finally ytd last day of working, today 1st day schooling...
Monday already BLUE~ yet sudden heavy pour...
makes mi totally wet wet -.-
bt anw, ytd last few mins met a v gd supervisor...
so i manage to leave slight 3-5mins earlier...
sales aso nt bad...
bt e umbrella still left alot =p
among 30, used 7 onliz...
haha, dis mean dat when i return nidda carry quite heavy again...
dis wed half-day sch, means till 1pm...
den aft dat go return...
darling shd b pei-ing mi, so i think he will help mi carry de bahx =D
bt go sch dat time jiu shi i ownself carry le...

dis term mon-thurs 6pm dismiss ><
bt onliz gt 1hr bre8, plus every lesson is 4hrs...
bt heng, tues starts sch in e afternoon... fri aso no sch ^^



Darlinqq Is Missed & Loved By His Dear ^.^

White X'Mas

pics mi n darling took on x'mas, at orchard area...

e scenery...

e photochip chocolate i bought for him...

n our pics...

take ur time to browse thru 1 by 1 bahx... Enjoy~

ytd was x'mas...
b-lated x'mas to all =p
went out in e afternoon...
wif mommy, didi n darling to bugis...
wanted to buy heels, bt ended mommy dun let...
she say too high den aso scare i wun wear often...
so din buy ><
went out wif darling aft dat... took bus to suntec, bought e gift i wanted to buy for him... POTATOCHIP CHOCOLATE!!!
aft bought jiu go B1 food court eat den jiu go orchard area take pics...
went starbuck slack awhile jiu go hm watch nyonya liao =p
(pics will b posted asap when im free)
i 1st tried e choco chip last wk, alr wanted to buy...
bt bcuz x'mas eve couldn't go due to e fucking company...
nw i ended up making a mess for sat, izzit it fed-up...
make myself stress juz to help dem... dumb rite...
sat morning nidda go sch, so nw i muz c whether still can...
8.30am gt OH briefing...

KNN e company juz sux...
wanted to accept another company de...
gd offer lor...
damn damn damn!!!
rejected twice in a mth bcuz of dis current company im working for...
KNN dis sat sun work at rivervale, damn far lor, arghh...
if nt at amk de lor...
e 1 i rejected aso amk...
2times offer was short working time...
i dun mind money, i juz wanna fang bian nia...
somemore 2times offer were gd trying, cuz kindda diff de...
KNN thanks to dis troublesome company, i haf to make myself in such stituation...
feel like telling dem i cmi, too far...
bt cannot leh...
i rejected 5-6 den accept dem...
for fuck i accept sia... arghh... angry...
work 1-9pm, KNN late lor... somemore far leh...
reach hm 10pm le lor, CB.Fker...
worse thing is nidda bring dat s2pid umbrella dere, 15 leh...
imagine i bring to sch, dey ask mi wad is dat, den i say is for work de...
heavy lor... AARGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
mon still gt sch early morning lor...
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! ANGELA IS BLODDY ANGRY N DU LAN NW!!
if last min say dun wan sure kana de...
somemore dat means x'mas eve went dere will b waste...
darling n didi w8 for mi will b wasted too...
KNN, angry lah!! si ______ _________, arghh...
i called to tell dem i cmi too early for work tml, hope can...
or else idk hw liao... angry angry angry!!!

dun feel like gng to work ltr, sianz~
hope dere can slack bahx...
hope can go off early to mid e gurlz too...



ps ::: pardon mi for using harsh words cuz im realli mad over it.thanks.

monday clz gathering was woot woot~
50% vodka was crazy, obviously we din finished it...
gave to e hse owner =p

ytd went chinatown de kbox...
ok lah, nt too bad...
gift xchanged too...
seb, sandra, desiree n MI =p
seb gt sandra de canddies...
sandra gt moi lip gloss...
desiree gt seb de doraemon...
n mi, i gt desiree de watch =p
nice nice...
it had been abt 3yrs since i wore a watch out =p
bt no worries, i will wear de...

today darling pei mi to jurong company...
bloody hell, signed 3wks contract for e product...
den continuously 3wks de sat-sun post mi to work another place...
bloody hell, say i nidda rush liao...
still drag 1hr, F.u lah...
make moi darling n didi waited 1hr for mi...
so ps... e product for dis wk is diff... n so troublesome too...
bought 2box, gt receipt jiu can redeem 1 lan umbrella lor...
bt anw realli nidda thanks darling for coming wif mi today...
or else i can die...
wanted to go suntec buy x'mas gift de, end up cant go...
tml go buy moi black heels n buying dat gift at suntec...

THANKS DARLINGG LOADS LOADS LOADS!!

mmMmUuackKkzzzZz***
aNgeLa LOVE her BF to e CORE man~

ytd went for clz gathering...
sec sch de...
noe each other for like 4-7yrs...
been long time since we met...
so yep, kindda miss dem...
n watched IP.man wif darling b4 dat...
nice movie, love it...
wif darling, absolutely great ^^
muackz~ love'u dar ^^

Random.s

lost moi mp3 though v v lan de...
bt wif mi 3+yrs liao, gt feeling le...
bt anw today sales was gd...
cuz gt customer bought 12-13 boxes =p
today 3-4pm long bre8 =p
den 5.30-6.30pm bre8 again =D
den e company called said juz nw 3plus gt ppl come dwn cannot find mi =p
haha, den i anyhw hatam...

today quite sad case...
continuous open 7 bottles of sample nobody buy ><
abit sad sad n discourage...

morning asked e security le, dey say no lost n found...
den aft work i ask again...
den gt 1 v kb aunty v cb de...
bt most make mi angry de is when i walk out aft dem...
i heard dat cb aunty tell another aunty...
'na ge xiao mei mei tai tian zhen le'
FTH!! u suey, i heard wad u said...
i hear le sibei du lan lah...
knn hg lah aunty... u gt e nid say mi mehx...
i alr say dat mp3 lose is ok, y u so kb so much leh...
gif her attitude, gt ppl saw... lols
i heck care, damn angry...

ytd at tpy watson noe 2 gurlz...
shd b gng out tgt soon...
xchanged contacts n msn/fb le =p

today work at suntec carrefour noe 3 gurlz...
bt onliz managed to get 2 of their contacts =D
today aft work took pics outside, e wealth fountain dere...
bt onliz 3 of us...
tml taking pics again =p
gng out tgt soon too, hehex...

hehex, ytd sales was '0' =p
cuz i work 12nn-4pm nia...
slack here n dere ended up dunno gt work 2hrs ant, haha...
anw today sales was nt too bad...
at 1st wasn't gd, b4 leaving jiu gt ppl buy liao =p

18 Dec 2008

darling asked mi note dwn dis date =D
darling gt bak his results, n he passed... promoted
BaoBei JY for nxt yr... i noe u can make it up, MmmuacKzZzz***
n darling asked mi to note dwn dis date bcuz... ... ...
he say 1 mth no dessert...
hmm... 1 mth no dessert leh, aiyo~
dunno since when, frm every mth 1-2 times...
to nw like every wk once or more =p
nw say 1mth no dessert, hmm...
muz ctrl liao, cannot haf moi dessert for a mth...
haha, anw nt onliz i cant haf dessert...
cuz i no dessert means he aso dun haf, lols...

ltr gng to work liao, sianzZzz~~~
watson leh, so strict, so kns...
heng tml changed to carrefour suntec...
sure alot ppl, gt freedom...
bt e prbx is where shd i get moi ice...
arghhh... idk, fan ar~

BaoBei aso having his prbx...
hope everything can b solved soon...
still gt 1yr, e prbx will b solved, bt it will b long...

family having a lil prbx, hope can b solved too...
i dun wan us to b seperated, neither of us...

WWW

went www wif darling n his sis today...
nt too bad...
was kindda fun...
hmm... its been a long time since i went www...
e last time was 4yrs ago, haha... v long bahx...
dat time went wif choir juniors, almost 10 ppl...
dat's when i learnt frog style, lols...
n i learnt e fastest among dem, lols...

(1) WWW - Wild Wild Wet

Shopping Spree~

zomg!! 1st time shop till so tired...
work aso nt so jialat =p
still gt money earn...
shopping burn money n its killing...
bt anw, still loves shopping... yea~
gurlz, who dunch, rite...

bt anw, bought a dress n bag...
while mommy bought more -.-
today spent like almost 200bucks...
still quite worth it...
cuz b4 leaving, mommy bought de clothes kindda ex de...
bt still, love it, of cuz...

still left wif a pair of black heels...
hopefully i can find, if nt jiu muz w8 till dunno when le...

hmm... y m i always e carrier?? *.<

its monday morning, still raining
been raining, like since ytd?? hmm...
ytd nite was cold...
i hugged moi booster like nvr b4...
hugging it like hugging moi darling to slp...
its cold, freaking cold...
its cold n freezing when i was at work place...
even till i slept, i still find myself cold...
i had a dream...
a bad bad, nitemare...
dreamt dat i will onliz tell darling, cuz (its a secret)

b4 bed, i was playing games...
some childish n boring games...
like facebook[pets society] & viwawa[sushido]
papa was watching e channel 8 singapore ghost story...
i can hear, of cuz, cuz all of us at living rm...
i din watch aso scare...
so imagine if i watched... it will b OMFGG~ yea*

im still nt feeling well...
head still kindda pain, sometimes will giddy a lil...
hmm... n moi lips, is hurting again...
alrite, too end dis...
im realli shivering wif cold nw...

i love rain...
i most love walking under e rain...
makes mi feel woot~~ tra-la-la...

today sales is even worse den ytd...
chan liao le lah, aiyah yah...
tml hw to report sales leh...

darling had a long day today...
n aso made mi worry for nt replying moi sms...

-izzit still growing strong??-
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morning woke up wif muscle aches...

whole body sia, zomgg!! old liao~

i think im sick ><

ytd work was quite alrite...

nt bad... i mean sales, n aso ppl dere...

time pass more faster den fri...

mid darling aft work ^^

thanks darlinqq... muackz

dere de ppl v gd ^^
bt i onliz work for 1 day, instead of 3days T.T
today sales v.v.v lan...
tml gng west mall, bukit batok station dere...
gonna promote another thingy...
wear white dress leh, hehex...
bt gonna find white/black shoe... dead!!
cuz dun haf =p
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hungry bt dun feel like eating...
bt no choice dun eat, no strength, cant work...
still no mood work...
anw i love those songs, makes mi feel "beta"
e more i listen, e more i feel "gd"
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im feeling sad...
im feeling sick...
im nt feeling v well...
since ytd evening/half-way thru dinner...

i cried myself to slp...
n again, moi eyes r hurting mi...
moi heart hurts too, i noe urs too...
i apologize, bt u juz dun accept...
im sad, real sad...
idk is e feeling sad or any other...
i noe u feel dat too, bt y??

did badly for lab test, ppt was still alrite...
juz hope i pass...
gotta chant, gotta pray...
for u, for mi, for moi studies...

mommy can u b more undstanding abit...
u make mi feel like im a middle-person...
walk here cannot, walk dere cannot...
he is moi bf, bt he is nt like some other boiz...
who u ask dem come jiu come, go jiu go de...
he is nt staying near us, wad can u xpect...
u wan him help, nt say cannot... bt muz c he wan ant mahx...
u think gif money jiu can le ar...
he is nt doing it for money leh...

idk wad to say, anw...
juz feel like crying again...
ltr still gt work, kindda no mood...
bt i will do moi best, i think...

consider 'holi' bahx...
tues 9-4pm, 2hrs bre8
wed 2-5.20pm
thurs 4-4.45pm

continuous 3wks :::
fri WORK!!
sat WORK!!
sun WORK!!

went 1day m'sia tour wif mommy today...
alot alot alot of things to share...
gt happy, gt bu gao xin aso...
bought a dress ^^
bought didi de tee...
bought food, dry de aso haf...
dat shd b all bahx...
n i forgot to bring cam, nt even hp... lols
no pics =x

anw 5th dec was moi bro, desmond de b'dae ^^
celeb at hm...
darling came over too...
happy happy...
Lurbve Moi Baby, LiangLiang Lots Lots Lots... Muackzzz***

its 4th of dec again...
mi n dar de 13 mth...

hmm... nt meeting ><
nvm, though nt meeting... our ♥ r still linked as one...

You've changed my life from a blink of the eye
The feeling in this heart of mine I cannot deny
You've made each day one I'll never forget
Everything we go through I will never regret

You are the gold I will treasure till the end
You are my soul mate and my best friend
You've done so much for me which I'm thankful for
You will always mean the world to me and so much more

You are my guardian angel sent from Heaven
The best thing in my life - my sexy number eleven
You are the meaning to the word love
My heart agrees and so would any dove

You have chased away every single fear
You are my tissue that'll wipe away any tear
You've given me life that I could live worthwhile
Thank you for the laughs and every smile

My days are a dream that has come true
Every day is beautiful all thanks to you
Now I have found what I've been looking for
It's you heart and soul and nothing more

You've showed me the world in such short time
But we've got the rest of our lives - a whole lifetime
Ill end this line with something you should already know
I love you so much more than these words show

£ø√Σ ÐärÐär
τ¡Ñg ღ ιïÅπG

dis sem, term A like nt as stressful as last sem =p
i mean e proj./assign.
dis term form wif diff grp...
our grp v power de, everything aso v fast... haha
hmm... especially ECSD??
i think we finish le bahx, juz a lil update n commit...
n i think everything done...
bt e UI all dat like so, erm... ...
haha, e more i c, e more i find it ugly =p
i kindda slack leh, lols...
though i nt ldr, bt all send mi, i kip den compile...
send cher, send team mates...
hmm... i find myself doing sth for e grp finally, haha...
everytime nid OT, dis time totally no nid xD
hope dis term can get betta grades n gpa...
especially e 100% ECSD...
nxt wk gt ECSD presentation;SWEN ppt;SWEN lab test;SWEN written test in 3days =p
JYJY all...
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Im Super Duper Angry + No Mood

moi hair sux, total suck core hair...

eyes duper pain n restless, like cant open...

kana step on e bak of moi slipper twice...
y ppl nidda walk so close, cb, step liao wun say sry...

reached sch lab, left middle toe hit dao plug on e floor... Fuck*
bruise + nails almost broke off...

Damn Piss... Damn Angry... Damn No Mood...
Better Fuck Off n Dun Come To Mi...

Thanks AH KOR & MEIMEI

counting on Ñ on Ñ on Ñ on...
haha... counting mi Ñ ÐarÐar de footsteps xD

crying on e bus r so embrassing... i noe...
crying on e bus wif no tissue is even more embrassing...
crying on e bus alone/wif others ard aso v embrassing, of cuz...

hmm... i aso gt neoprint craving leh ><
aft reading mei[von] de blog...
too bad she din post up e pics dey took =p
hmm... thinking bak... mi n darling like nvr take neoprint b4 hor...
somemore nw his internet gt prbx... cant on9...
wakaka... by dis yr muz persuade darling to take, hehex...

anw anw anw :::

Love Song
Kiss GoodBye
突然好想你 - laopo[yan] juz sent mi de ^^

all dis songs, definitely makes mi think of u... no fail...
n e jolin song, darling shd noe which im saying...





-- Miss DarDar --
though we 1wk mid at least 1-2days...
had been meeting 4-5days a wk dis few wks =p
dunno since when, i will scare when darling get angry or bu gao xin...
when his mood slightly change, i will scare...
most of e time will cry de...
once cry can wun stop de, haha...
den when he saw mi crying, he will b more piss...
den i will more scare, haiishx...
den i will dunno wad to do le...
i like so shi bai lidat...
-- Love DarDar --

i freak myself out ><

dunno y, today mayb sot de...
happen to browse thru some blogs...
or mayb is longing to view it since long he told mi...
wondering wad im saying??
hmm... darling de x-stead's blog...
n aso, their blog...

i noe i c le sure [negative] mood, bt dunno y...
yah lor, dunno y... juz happen to browse browse browse...
den jiu... hmm...
heart like choke dao lidat, v xinku...
dat's y i say i freak myself out... wad a dumb mi...

i noe he cant forget, or mayb dey cant forget...
he cant forget his previous n aso his past, dat is undstandable...
bt he cant put dwn, i sad sad...
everytime he mention, i will [negative] mood...
auto will cry, even nw typing aso will cry...
juz nw browse thru onliz aso [negative] mood...
u all shd b wondering hw come i type [negative] mood instead of typing e feeling...
is bcuz idk wad is e feeling i having...
i onliz nw v xinku feeling, [negative] mood...
idk wad to say, idk wad can i do...
hmm... i dun think, he aso will...
always tok dao her, he will auto mood change...
den i aso [negative] mood come out...

hmm... Mayb Bcuz :::

dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb


sign out ::: 10.46am

I HATE MOI DARLINqq

E Feeling Still Wun Go Off

U Make Mi <3 U n Aso Make Mi HATE U
Dat Much

ArgHHhhh...... I REALLI HATE HIM

RanDomS.PicS

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Confusing Chinese NamesCaller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!! =================================================
This is hilarious ... Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)=============================================

Random.s.Pic.s

ZOMGG!!!

y ppl nw so gan jiong...
nt onliz u all late, others aso mahx...
y push push...
always cut queue, like today...
i stand in front of e bus liao, den 1 uncle go put his hand in front of mi...
den cut queue!! idiot, den i late liao...
heng, nvr... bt almost... few mins nia... arghh...

to end today post...

I HATE MOI DARLING LOTS LOTS LOTS!!
i love him
n
i hate him
too

waa... xi bei du lan lor...
y some ppl so in-considerate de...
so dumb aso...

cross road din press e thing, still thinking of crossing...
another person aso dumb de leh, follow stand dere...
den i tot gt press, bt when i go closer... nvr lor, dumb!!
heng, i press... cuz opp no ppl crossing...

w8 for 1st bus aso so long, heng no late...
cuz i wear slipper mahx, den alot of ppl wear shoe de...
especially those working de...
den gt 1 accidentally step on moi rite lil toe...
pain till i shout 'ouch'
den e person beside mi look n shake head... haha

hmm... dat shd b all for today post...
bt to add on...
i almost fall dwn when walking up e stair -.-
so many ppl surround, so ps...
heng, nvr fall... or else moi face dunno throw where, lols...

kip wanting to upload pic, bt no time...
shall find time to upload all e random pics...

u might nt b perfect to others;
bt to mi, u're always perfect.

our love will die;
onliz if it nvr dawn.

21st Nov

rmbx 2yrs ago de today, (we're) having our last ppr in sch...
i mean o's lvl exam, last ppr...
aft dat we went out to somehw "celeb"
n started to miss those sec sch life...
even till nw, miss those days too...
recently all of us like all so busy...
especially wif sch work...
i dun wan us to slow apart frm each other...
organizing a gathering aso nt a easy task...
so msot probably we're(GAS~c) will b having gathering during dec holi...

starting, we'll mid quite frequent...
den recent, like none... pathetic rite...
haiishx... nt u cannot, jiu shi i cannot, or he cannot, she cannot...
realli like nvr once full attendance...
other den saying (us)...
i mean us(5n1), like so so so long din mid le...
e msot 1st a yr during cher's day... sad case...

HAPPY 20TH ANNIV. TO
PAPA
N
MOMMY

today, both papa n mommy marry for 20yrs...
get tgt more den 20yrs...
frm a total stranger to nw, a married couple...
sounds v sweet, yeshh!!
simple n sweet...
word found : happiness
dere aint many 10yrs to spare...
treasure ur loved ones, love dem hard...
so dat dere wun b much regret...
so tell ur loved ones hw much u love n care for dem nw...
papa n mommy will haf many 10yrs... wif us**

Almost Every Night...

Almost Every Dream...

Almost Every Single Of My Dream...

Contains You...

Baby, I Miss You...
In The Very Depth, Very Bottom Of My Heart...

sign out ::: 9.17am

Thanks You Baby,
I Love You SoOo Much...

plz Tell Me You Love Me Too...

sign out ::: 22.37pm

did u noe dat those who appear to b strong in heart, r real weak n most susceptible??

did u noe dat those who spend time protecting others r e ones dat realli nid ppl to protect dem??

did u noe dat e 3 most diff things to say r :::
~ I LOVE YOU
~ I'M SORRY
~ HELP ME

did u noe dat those who dress in red r most confident in themselves??

did u noe dat those who dress in yellow r those dat enjoy their beauty??

did u noe dat those who dress in black, r those who wan to b un-noticed n nid ur help n undstanding??

did u noe dat when u help some1, e help is returned in 2 folds??

did u noe dat it's easier to say wad u feel in writing den saying it to some1 in e face?? bt did u noe dat it has more value when u say it to their face??

did u noe dat if u ask for sth in faith, ur wishes r granted??

waa... nwadays like long long time update once =p
too busy, hehex...
busy gng out =D
of cuz aso busy wif assign.
dis coming wed gt alot of things to do...
think of wed jiu abit sianz diaoz, lols...
wed gt 1 assign - SRS & ppt...
wed gt 1 assign - proposal...
wed gt 1 test - written test...
which i hvn started reading abt e test...

i wan c scenery!! beautiful nature!! our land!! take all e pics!!
i believe nature will end soon...
cuz its changing all e time...
i wanna take beautiful things dwn...
so dere will b memories, nice nice n gd gd de...

i ytd den noe cny'09 is last wk of jan -.-
so fast... everything like pushing forward...
life r so stressful... everything moving so quickly...
onliz mi, move like snail... or toi toi... aso slow...
dec de 2wks den buy cny thingy...
no money ><

PSC = Philosophy of Success Course

dis will b a long post...
cuz i gonna post abt dis weekends...
sat n sun attended dis course called PSC, wad i typed as header abv...
organized by ::: EMMAX company
venue ::: EMMAX
date ::: 08/11 & 09/11
time ::: 9.30 - 10+/11pm
dress code ::: smart formal
onliz members r allowed to join...

wed went for e sort called "interview"
dey emphasize its a v tough course, yes, indeed... v tough, realli...
nt easy dat all 70+/80 of us "graduate" n gt our cert...
b happy, we all passed dis 2days tgt...
nt onliz teaching us hw to success, aso teach us alot more...
e.g.
~team work
~definition of e word -happiness-
~hw come we will fail
many of us grow within dis 2days...
many touching stories... we put dwn alot of things during dis course...
all ages, bt 1 main to rmbx when we're dere is *everybody is a student*
every1 of us r e same in e course...
dere r too many, too many to say abt dis course...

hw i feel :::
aft e course, everybody realli grow up... i believe!!
even mommy n darling...
mommy overcome her fear standing on stage to share sth...
darling becomes open during n aft e course...
mi?? i realize i do haf 100% will...
during e course-activities, everything seems so smooth to mi...
some ppl nid many trials... bt i onliz used 1 n passed...
is dat moi will?? or e goal i aiming??
dat is e onliz time i can hit 100% in moi life...
dis course let mi c moi ability n strength...
dis course let mi noe dat i realli can make it, n dat is e onliz time i can make it...
cuz in real life, realli almost nth i put in full affort...
nt juz putting 100% to win...
if ur opponent uses more den 100%, u will lose too...
so, most importantly is nt juz putting 100% to win...
bt put in all ur affort, use ur inner potential...
if dey use 150%, u shd use 200%... if dey use 200%, u shd put even more...
dat's hw u win, dat's hw u success...
actually alot of feeling, bt dis course is a secret...
reveal to no1 bt ourselves...

finalize,
im realli great i can join dis meaningful course wif moi mommy n darling...
dis made us unds each other even more...
getting closer...
at 1st we tot we will change... especially mi, i tot aft 1st day will gt changes...
bt aft dis 2days, i find ourselves instead of apart, we get close...
despite of dis 2 tough days, we still tok on fone aft course when we reached hm =p
sat 11+ reach hm, tok till 2am...
sun 12+ reach hm, tok till 3.05am...
dis is our 2nd same cert =p
bt is e 1st same cert aft we're tgt =D
1 word ::: HAPPY!!

-LOVE willingly wif no regrets-

dis PSC will held every mth, dat's y e sources we learnt r secret, shh... ...
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tues - sun had been meeting darling... hehex =D
tues was anniv.
wed went interview for e PSC
thurs went to buy darling's formal[pants,shoe,belt]- >$300
fri went pre-briefing
sat went PSC
sun went PSC
1st time wk mid 6times, haha...

I LOVE MOI DARLING LOTS LOTS LOTS, MUACKKZzz~

sign out ::: 4.10pm

WE'RE 12MTHS OLD TODAY ^^

yi lu zhou lai bu rong yi...
yi qi du guo le suan tian ku la...
e love for each other grows bit by bit everyday...
due to mi having lsn on dis v special day...
we can onliz spent like so short on dis anniv.
i believe, in us, its as long...
as long as we believe in each other, i believe we can...
spend many yrs ahead...

spent almost 6mths or more to prepare e whole thingy...
work on... slack... work on... slack =p
hopes u will like e gift i prepare for u ^^

Every time I look into your eyes
I feel like being in there

Every time I listen to your voice
I feel like listening to more

Every time I take your name
I feel the love towards you

Every time I think about you
I feel like dreaming about you

Every time I think about myself
I feel that I am incomplete
Yes, I am incomplete without your love
Fill my heart with your love
I love you, I just love you!

SWEN.ASSIGN.PBL1.PPT - 11-1pm...
moi grp was 2nd, bt we started 1st cuz other grps still nt rdy...
haiishx...
SWEN ppt ji tao CUII lah~~
arghh...

1stly - moi throat still itchy n pain...
kip coughing, as in when i nt presenting...
2ndly - present until KNS lor ><
3rdly - gt 1 ques posted by cher nt ans, lols...

sure fail de...
if pass aso juz pass nia...
haiishx... sad sad case ahhhhhh~~~~~

bt anw... 11.5hrs more, wakaka~
bt more den 24hrs to c darling...
kindda looking forward to tml...

today ::: nt feeling too well - head pain;sore throat

e interview was quite alrite...
juz dat, e mmt i step in will scare n nervous...
so i told darling i dun wan interview le, bt he still asked mi to...
e boss tends to think i nt bad...
kip saying gd gd gd, sign e forms...
actually i realli hopes darling gets e job more den mi do...
i wan concentrate studies 1st, dun wan work...
bt if gt chance jiu go try try bahx...
ended up we nidda w8 for calls...
wanted to go fish farm, bt cant find...
even taxi-driver aso dunno, lols...
so we ended up spent 10bucks n reached tp bus stop...
take bus to bedok to makan =p

dis morning went to mid darling at his hse...
pei him go doctor...
sry darling, i made u injure... n haf to suffer for days...
realli hopes u can recover fast fast...
tell u rest, u dun listen... today bad bad...
tonite muz rest early, rest ur eyes...
dun make mi worry...
nt bcuz i injure u den i worry, is bcuz i realli worry for u...
i do care...
let's grow stronger... i noe we can...

dis 1wk, almost everyday im dreaming...
99/100% is u in moi dream...
its swt, realli... bcuz i miss u...
e mmt we're apart, i miss u...
even im wif u, i miss u...
i juz miss u everyday, every hrs, every sec...
zomg!! u're bad to make mi miss n think of u all e time...

sign out ::: 19.39pm

bt rite gonna watch 'high sch musical' wif von de...
bt last min nt gng le...
bt aft sch last min still went to watch...
bt is wif sam n kiat...
den veon n brina watch 'the coffin'
bought tix is alr 4pm...
n we watching 4pm de -.-
bt we're nt late, haha =p
ended up veon n brina were faster den us... theirs finish 1st...
tot ours will end earlier, lols...
was quite enjoying... cuz seldom go out tgt de...
especially wif sam n kiat watch movie, is like e 1st time...
enjoy;fun
though its onliz a short while...

interview ltr, wif darling...
e hp company de... dat time dey gif out those flyers at moi sch dere...
$8/hr leh... nt bad rite... if plus commission can earn till $_$
bt i hope darling gets e job more den i will get it...
cuz ______________________________________________ yah ^^
darling jyjy!! muackzz**

ytd e bus hor, realli hor, Zomg de lor...
all e buses ytd bu shi w8 v long jiu shi alot of ppl...
zhen shi yao ren ming lor, heng i no rush...
or else i sure cry de lor ><

today gt 2hrs make-up lsn, which means 3pm dismiss...
nt gng for movie le, cuz mi n von v tired...
so nxt time den watch ^^
quite looking forward to e movie...
aso looking forward to nxt tues =p
darling gonna watch another romance movie wif mi again, hehex...

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nth changes since ytd...
hope e days i wish will b nearer,
n e nitemare dat is longing r far away mi...

sign out ::: 10.12am

today almost late for lsn...
dunno y today damn alot of ppl... bus stop n bus...
i was like 'shit shit shit, faster faster' lols
bt heng, ended up same bus as cher =p

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ppl changed;changed ppl
nt e same, once again...
sad again, cuz u've changed again??!!...
alrite alone again... i hope nvr again...
bt it happened again... w/o i notice y...
its alrite, a yr away... or mayb less den a yr away...
we'll b gone, mayb 4eva or less...

[[to b or nt to b... dat's a ques]]

sign out ::: 9.40am

darling finally contact mi aft 4hrs ^^
bt e reply was damn short -.-
bt nvm, he at least think of mi, im happy le ^^

he even called mi when im at moi relative's hse...
though juz short while...
he had to go for delivery...
work v xinku de, i noe... somemore e outlet closing le...
will b duper busy today...
muackzZz...

sign out ::: 18.19pm
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dat dummie neither reply nor sms mi...
n neither did he called mi...

[[im so soo sooo ... ... ...]]

-=[[** MISSES **]]=-
-=[[`` TOUCHES ``]]=-
-=[[^^ YOU ^^]]=-

sign out ::: 13.51pm

aaAaHhhHHhhhh... idiot idiot idiot!!!
s2pid new tp email system... idk hw to sign up ><
e old 1 cant b use anymore, yesh, i mean CANT B USE ANYMORE!!
damn angry... angry angry angry, hmpfth... ...

alrite, anw i changed blogskin n song ytd ^^
darling say e border alignment nt v ok...
hmm... bt i find it quite 'alrite'
nvm, i go edit it ltr when i gt e time...
thurs went to darling's hse, bt forgot to take jacket frm him...
ytd went to his hse again...
n guess wad?? i forgot again -.-
alrite is both of us forgot, till we left e hse... lols
our stm r getting worst, nt a gd sign...
ltr aft moi meeting, i gng to find him again...
dis time rnd cannot forget...
dunno y always c him, will forget things...
c him jiu happy happy forget those un-neccessary things liao...
cham cham cham...
today is 26oct... which means still haf 9days to 4nov...
when 4nov approach, mi n darling will turn 1yr old TGT ^^
n im looking forward to it...
bt i hvn finish preparing all e stuffs =p

ytd aft sch jiu go mid darling n his sis...
went to yishun swimming complex to swim...
hmm... wed play badminton n help mommy massage alr make mi hands n leg jelly jelly le...
den ytd go swim =p
dis morning wakey hands n legs muscle pain pain... no strength...
haiishx... moi neck still pain =p
den dis morning nid wakey early cuz last min den noe gt make-up lsn...
ytd pei darling tok on fone till he reach hm...
scare he slp on bus till forget alight...
while toking i almost doze =D
as long as pause 2-3s i jiu wan zzzZz liao =p
heng, nvr... put dwn fone immediately jiu zzzZZZzzzZz...

anw i hvn take jacket frm darling, aiyah... cold cold freeze liao...
today-tues darling haf to work...
hopefully i can go find him or sth...
den take e jacket frm him, hehex...

play badminton today, during e 3hrs bre8 =p
played abt 1.5hrs den go shower...
v long din shower in sch le =p
as usual play badminton, moi middle-finger will injure =p
bt dis time moi vein dere aso pain, hehex...

today lec realli alot of ppl sia...
i think nxt lec might b lesser le bahx, haha...
standard de, unless attendance lor... den mayb still will alot...

tml early dismiss, hehex... 1pm, lalala~
gng swimming wif darling n his sis =p
hmm... swim leh -.< i forgot hw to swim le, haiishx...
4yrs din swim jiu shi zhe yang de lor...
haha, si liao si liao...
tml go dere stone liao lah... sianz~

hehex... so long din update blog...
been busying, real busy till no much time on9...
sat went sentosa... erm... kindda sunburnt...
bt nw okok le...
been meeting dearest for continuous 6days...
so when today din mid him, like abit weird weird =p
alrite, im realli missing him nw...
n he is dota-ing nw =D

sch re-open for like 2nd day le...
though 1wk, 16hrs c e same cher... bt e cher nt bad...
so hai hao... dis yr onliz 2 modules...
bt timetable is pack dao yao si de lorr~
mon, 11-6pm... 1hr bre8
tues, 9-5pm... 2hrs bre8
wed, 9-6pm... 1hr bre8
thurs, 9-1pm...
fri, 9-11am...
bt gd news r tml gt another 2hrs bre8 =p
which means 3hrs continuous bre8...
we're playing badminton in sch... even booked e court...

alr started wif workload... 1 project started...
nxt wed jiu nid formal ppt le... instructions nt v clear...
as in instructions on wad we nidda produce, nt v clear...
bt roughly, mi n imran alr gt e idea...
so i alr started research on hotels info thingy...
aft abt 30-45mins, im done wif moi part ^.^V [haha]
somemore dis fri no sch, e msot go mid up discuss project awhile...
den mon public holi =p [means 4days no sch]
if can by mon complete jiu hao, den can do ppt by latest mon...
hope i din choose e wrong choice... cuz currently i find it quite alrite...

things to complain =D
-sch air-con too cold, so darling gonna lend mi his duper pwr jacket =p
-engwah real sux [i helped darling regarding e feedbak email]
-i almost complained prata store opp tp

=p took so long to update moi blog...
was busy aft i came bak...
was bak on tues nite, abt 8plus 9pm...
made darling so worry for mi, sry darling...
i miss u too~
on fone wif moi dearest on e particular nite...

wed had our visit to supreme court...
ended up onliz 6 ppl went, which r e few of us[usual hang]
mi, von, yan, mah were early... we mid at station n walked dere tgt...
we tot we're wrong, we even called e rest...
nt nvr pick up, jiu shi nvr on fone -.-
so we silly silly w8 dere... n those police walked ard...
oopx, forgot to take pic on dat dae =p
[especially mi n von de fone] *same model*
alrite, we went in to listen 1 civil case for awhile...
cuz no time, so we went off aft a mmt =p
mid darling to buy prezzie, bt ended up nvr... lols
haha, n moi dearest dye his hair when im nt in SG...

ytd went to bought prezzie le[ltr gonna wrap it =p]
e prezzie is for moi GF, zoey de b-lated b'dae prezzie...
lalala~ -hope she likes it- is mi n darling de taste =p
went to darling de mng's hse for steamboat, was kinda rush...
cuz we rushing dwn to EMMAX, long long long story**
anw we went for sth like fortune telling thingy...
i believe dat is v v v true, at least 95% he say is true...
v convincing, nov de 2days course will b e 1st step for darling...
help he does well, n i will glad if he is doing real well...
a company dat can earn money more easier, sth like MLM, bt its nt...
if gt any r/s, studies, family, career, money & etc prbx... can go for it...
no harm trying/listening, i believe aft e 1st time u go dere, sure will agree...
bt as for e packages[earning] mayb nt so fast can agree...

gonna busy busy again, timetable out le...
is v v v de KNS lah, 1hr bre8 nia...
somemore so many same subj[lab], will c e cher till in love wif cher...
aft e whole term, i will say i love e cher so much... cfm*

alrite , gonna wrap e prezzie n make e card liao...
ltr still nid go sch for sem briefing... so xcited =p
i left 1+ hr, lols... so many things to do...