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bought my skates today...
cost mi $300+
e most ex things i eva buy n somemore for myself...
quite xin tong, bt i believe worth de...
finally i get to skates, so happy...
skating wif dar, 1st aim =]

haiishx...
bring too affected...
jealousy lv getting higher...
haf to ctrl abit...
bt e more i wanna ctrl, e worst it will b...
i may seems like im ok, bt im nt...
i noe im abit xtreme, nt gd sign T.T

wonder y dis feeling of separation is getting stronger dis days...
i hate it, YES!! I MEAN I HATE IT LOTS!!!!
nt to love in access, im trying...
bt it always fail...

Angela is such a loser, damn detest myself...

disappointment

im waiting a date wif darling...
seldom haf time for each other le T.T

haiishx...

changed to sun le...
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damn looking forward to wed...
dinner wif darling...
he wanna buy new watch =]
shd b walk walk too...
its been a long time since we realli go walk walk le...

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im tired T.T
reached hm, juz bathe hao...
since morning jiu flu till afternoon...
nap awhile b4 i go out jiu ok le...
recently like kip sick leh...
sianz...
in office, at hm...
den ytd went kayo-kai wif Da Jie...
she was late n i was early...
so i w8 quite long...

*chop*chop*

(lazy type)

kayo-kai was great...
juz like institution meeting, fun...
so many events yet im so lazy to attend...
i nid "some1" to motivate mi...
hmmm...

(n i gt my entry proof)

Bishan Park Sec Sch -.-

had sushi buffet dinner wif darling today aft work =p
though quite last min...
though i wear till quite *diaoz*
bt we r happy...
v long nvr mid each other for continuously few days le =p

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everything shd b doing fine...
sometimes look fine, doesn't mean realli fine...
sometimes smile, dun seems real...

i believe, i always believe...

mon blue coming again...

ytd went J8 watch 'The Karate Kid' wif darling...
nice movie... higher den i xpected...
duration aso longer den i xpect... 2hrs 20mins =D
movie abt half way i jiu wan cry liao...
bt still manage to tahan...
bt last part realli buay tahan...
heng, darling gt bring tissue...
wonder y i always cry when watching show...
ppl noe will say i sot sot...
like onliz i cry lidat T.T

Jaden Smith is a 'WOW' character in e show...
his determination is wad we shd learn =]
he is v determine n confidence kid...
he changed frm a immature to a mature kid in a young age...
his high adaptation realli impress mi alot...
*in e show*
n he realli look like his parents especially his father...

gng PC show ltr =p
no rain plz, i cycling to station de leh...
helping jiejie to buy food n drink =p

today shutdwn day for company...
un-paid leave for mi -.-
went c chinese sensei le...
cut hao hair le...
treatment aso hao le...

ltr gng j8 buy movie tix - Karate Kid
watching nite movie wif darling tonite...
his holi mechiam like nt holi...
gotta chiong his work...
den aso as usual wkends den can mid up...
i shall continue to find my entertainment...
especially when he's gng oversea for dat 2wks in sept for volunteer work...

mood swing like dunno wad sia...
especially dis wk...
arghhh...

stubborn, bad temper n no patience T.T

mommy n chinese sensei say bcuz i giving myself stress...
bt wad i stress sia...
haiishx...



things dun always go e way i wan/hope (haf to SS into head)

1st time cya jiu dun like u...
no other reason...
wad u say, wad u do i will get piss n irritate...
dat sux...
at 1st 1wk cya 1 time, nw 2 times a wk...
x2 sux-ness

tml company shutdwn day...
1yr will haf 3 times, dis is their 2nd time of e yr bt my 1st time...
shutdwn = deduct annual leave
for mi is un-paid leave -.-
eek, we're force to take off...
finally can go c chinese sensei n cut hair + 1 free hair treatment =p
a day to rest at hm... gd =]
sat gng PC show...

dis wk is my sickness wk...
cough n flu on n off, arghh...
dun care, continue work...
today 1st time go buy cake wif colleague(tea-bre8)
dey treat mi cake =D
food dere slightly ex den outside...

time flies~










i think i nid more secure n b more independent

sat nite bak frm chalet ard 11+pm...
nxt day damn tired...
treat fren for lunch as b'day gift[by us]
blah blah blah ~~

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ytd morning till juz nw reach hm, internet connection gt prbx...
cant connect due to modem... bt ok liao...
today aso damn dead, tired n sleepy...
kip bang till hip, ankle, wrist...
plus aft lunch jiu flu, more tired...
den juz nw found out kor tml start working...
work same building as seohui...
seohui left 8days, bt kor at least 6mths(renewable contract base) =p
hehex... nt bad nt bad...
3 of us noe each other in sec sch...
nvr noe still gt chance work so near...
at least for seohui n kor(8days) xDD

been eating fattening food dis few days...
chocolates, fried, oily, tibits =p
gng for chalet soon...
shall update on sun =]

time passes fast, especially when started working...
time flies~
turning older...
21st yrs old gang, im joining in few mths ltr...
n den *pop* time flies again -.-

dis wk v busy...
since last wk, work kindda stress...
den mon do closing, still OT...
tues all e way to sun aso gt things on...
everyday reach hm late...
tml gng desiree de 21st b'day chalet... overnite!!
1st time =p
hope everything goes smoothly...
shall nt mention more...
will take pics, pics will say by den =p

since ytd nite jiu moody till today, even nw...
nt PMS hor...
is things dat affected mi greatly since ytd n aso dis morning...
hopefully things goes well by tml...
i hope