December is always the month where people starts to feel lazy because of the holiday season.
Especially the last 2weeks of the month, Christmas and New Year.
After that need to wait for very long then will have another holiday =.=
Also once hit January, going to be busy again.
1year many peak season for me, work and school. LOLs
This time round must cope well, must fight against my holiday laziness. =/
All the planning need to come into action soon, and I am feeling so 'meh ~' =0

It's been more than a month since I last update.
Decided to pop by to update today :)

Christmas is around the corner, and I am cracking my mind on what to buy for my department gift exchange.
Gifts for others are always ok, simple and easy.
But for department, oh my. Don't know what should I buy.
Going to have gift exchange next Tuesday. I need to buy the gift by Saturday, if not no time =X

Next year is only 9 days away. That's so fast.
I hope it's going to be a smooth one.
Though every year also say that, haha.
Always have good and bad, so... I am still quite satisfy.

Past 2 weeks were exam period.
Have been falling sick since then and yet to fully recover.
To be exact, I have been falling sick very often since working here.
It's like every month visit doctor once, more like a routine already. Which is bad =/
Every month I am either on MC or Leave or Both =X
Everytime I go back to work, I need to rush like mad.
Luckily end of year, many people go on leave. Can relax abit.
Hope I can do well in exam as well as work.
Need to rest more, especially during this school holiday.

My dad actually asked me whether I'm really going to switch job next year.
I told him, yah ~
Then I think again, actually this job is good. I have exam leave and many benefits.
The only thing is that workload sucks big time.
Actually I don't mind carrying on here, but I wish to go further.
I got my own plan, I know what is good for myself.
So I will slowly look for a job after next year CNY, while continue working here.

Home desktop down with virus, cannot blog =C
Finally finished with my hectic workload, can slowly clear my own things already.
Previously was busy with orientation stuff, plus many shitty work to clear.
Everyday can work up to 12hrs, not enough rest.
It last for like 3weeks.
Next week going to start having exam, kind of nervous and scare =X
I hope I can make it, hopefully.
Really need to force myself to chant more diamoku.

Actually there are so many things to update, but I am so lazy to think and type it all here.

Hehex...
Bought Note 3 with bf last saturday, super happy =D
Have been busy with this phone, setting and doing my contact list and everything.
Still in the process of figuring this new phone :)
Things have been so pack, money have been spending like water.
But life have been so great :)

Work already so busy, yet this orientation thing making me more busy.
Hope everything goes smoothly.
Time have been passing so quickly.
Can't wait, but also hope time pause. Feel old =C

Almost forgot I still have a blog, LOLs.
If not bf mentioned about it, I think I don't know when then will update this pathetic blog of mine. HAHA ~
Had been busy with assignments since last week, as mentioned in previous post.
Rush until cannot breathe, not enough rest.
Then health keep giving red light signal =.=
I work here for 6 months, spent about $200 on medical already =.=
No fun !!
Haven't been so poor in health until like that before.
Luckily medical can claim up to 90% thru my flexi package.
Still got some standby for later use, haha. In case I fall sick again =X
Bad Bad Year, because health really very very bad =C
Hopefully next year will be better, especially after the change of environment =\

I love this month, already passed half of the month already. So fast ~ =C
And 1 year only once, sianz ~
Shall look forward to next year then, whic mean I am turning older and older =.=
Double Sian-ness =.= ||

Life's Great

Time for a little updates :)
Past few weeks really busy, weekends totally burn for assignments.
Finally finish 1, still got 1 more to go =/
Need to finish in 1week, think need to burn abit of midnight oil this weekend *sighs*
But after that can enjoy abit :)
On the same week also busy weekend.
I think every weekend also busy, LOLs.
Always got something on, hmm. Sounds enjoying life :)

Looking forward to September...
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Looking forward to December...

This feeling never go...
Since primary school, to secondary school, then polytechnic, now university.
Why am I so useless, especially when it comes to studies.
Never once I did well for studies, yet I keep trying and trying and trying.
Sometimes I wish to give up, tired of trying and failing.
From 'HOPE' to 'HOPELESS'
A person like me who can't handle stress, can go nowhere far.
I've been turning circle in studies.
Spending tons of money on studies [my own hard earn money]
So what if I have back-up plan everytime, I'm not doing well, I'm going nowhere.
Sometimes I feel rather useless and depress.
I have lots of plans and back-ups, but I really detest going for back-ups.
Making me feel more dumb.

The only happy moment are usually with my loved ones, they make me pull down for awhile.
But I still have to force myself to face the reality, though I really don't like it.
Because I know I'm always doing and going extra miles compare to others.
People always see me positive on outer, but inner - its horrible, and I don't think anyone want to see/know.
Depression - Never leave me since I was very young, and I know it will never leave me

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Since I login to my blogger, I shall post something. LOLs.
So happy, today off work at 4pm because Nurses Day :)
We get to attend the whole event.
Good and bad... ...
Good - Off from work early
Bad - Staying back until 9plus 10plus because volunteer to distribute gifts to Nurses
So many things on hand, so many things pending.
Sometimes I wish to have more time.
But that also mean I will die very soon, because everybody shouldn't be given so much time.
Everything is fair.
So... yea ~
At least I'm contented with what I have and what I've gone through.

Since today got event, I shall take more photos and upload to my FB.

Been so busy, finally got some spare to to blog.
Though I'm feeling duper tired and sleepy =/
Today is really OMFG !!
I actually walked into the boy's toilet and used it, LOLs.
Though I somehow think I went to the wrong toilet, I'm just to tired to walk out.
So I just use finish and go off, LOLs.
And somehow got people walk in, I try to avoid by walking out super fast. LOLs.
If I'm not wrong, this is like my don't know how many times using the boy's toilet since young.

Then while alighting, I knock my head again =.=
Not that I'm tall, just too tired =/
Schooling for the past 2days as well, plus today is 3days.
Tomorrow still need to stay back to distribute snacks for nurses, nurses day.
Think reach home should be 10plus already.
We OT no extra pay or off, so quite not worth. But... never mind =.=