today bf aft wing chun, come my hse mid mi...
he v long nvr come le...
believe he will b coming abit more le bahx...
especially frm today onwards wun b gng to his place...
at least for dis few mths wun...

went chinatown, bugis, bishan...
happy, wif him ard...
he bought all his nid liao... happy too =]
we r gng to look for Bali package...
n book soon, happy ~
nxt yr vacation =D

play card monopoly...
he teach dis benben mi till quite fan, i believe...
haha...
im a noob learner =X
play 3times onliz win once, which is 2nd time...
i think is our 1st time playing card game...
believe will haf more...

hmm...
i wish to run ~
far far away ~

hmm...
i wanna cry ~
heart ache ~
emo ~
isolating ~
feel like mia-ing ~

haf been neglecting my bloggie for so long T.T
hope dere r still ppl waiting for my post n hoping to read...

last wk was darling's archery competition...
though lost, bt xperience for him...
2days competition in TP, bt onliz went 1st day =p

dis wk de mon had my o's eng...
nt too bad...
juz dat nt enuff time...
haf to rush to complete my ppr 2, last passage...
my benben darling ppr 1 essay write out of topic...
bt anw he nt require to re-take de...
cuz he no nid to pass aso can continue his studies...
for mi, haf to lor T.T
so muz pass... mid jan 2011 den result out...

dis few wks gonna b a short work wk for mi...
mon i took due to exam...
tml gt co D & D, so 2hrs earlier knock off...
gonna go hm prepare...
den fri no work, corporation day...
morning gng for chinese sensei den dental check...
nite time shd b gng for kaiyo kai mtg...

our corporation day gift frm co ^^
gonna gif darling e 4GB cute thumb drive =D

ytd aft work went dwn to tamp...
slack at library till 8pm...
den went kfc for dinner...
aft dat went dwn to changi airport...
reached at 9.15pm, even aft toilet...
darling's fligt delayed, reached at 10.05pm...
waited for him till near 11pm...
he went to bought alcohol...
we took train, circle line to bishan...
den took cab to my hse den to his...
reached hm at 12am, slept at 1am...
tok on fone for awhile...
read my chinese novel till 3/4 liao...
ytd go library borrow de...
luckily i still haf book, if nt idk wad to do...

dis morning wakey head heavy, dwn wif flu...
nw serious flu, ears block plus abit voice cracking...
hmm...
morning sunny bt suddenly rain when im abt to alight bus...
kana abit of rain...
cuz juz few steps away so nvr open umbrella, run over onliz...
today is a shaggy day for mi...
tired n sick day, gosh !!

Day 11

aft lunch... bak to my work desk...
quickly look at my fone...
26 miss call frm bf T.T
my bad...
i miss him =C
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DARLING IS COMING BAK TODAY !!!!!!

im gonna fetch him...
he told mi 9.45pm will reach SG...
i gonna reach at 9pm =p
betta to b early den late rite ;p

by rite tonite gt kaiyo-kai mtg de...
once every 6mths...
near my workplace...
CMI le, gotta w8 another 6mths...
cuz my bf wanna c mi, he miss mi lots =p
dis is e v 1st time i feel so loved by him...
din noe he miss mi so much =p
(hopefuly i dun get e wrong idea of wad he meant =p)
he realli love mi n miss mi lots...
getting ways to contact mi...
making mi so happy...
alrite, i sound like 1 siao cha bo =.=

cuz he called mi ytd =p
he bought prepaid card to call mi =D
ytd went out for lunch, he gave mi 6 miss call =X
waa...
din noe he so gan jiong of mi =p
always like so heck care T.T
bt at least i noe im missed lots by him...
damn showered wif love...

din get to slp well last nite...
dunno izzit to xcited to c him...
half day of work gonna up...
time passing fast ~
gonna c him in less den 12hrs...
omg !! i hope i can cool dwn n focus on my work...
rush rush, gotta faster do...

ltr aft work, gng tamp to slack...
den 8+ head to airport T1 =D

AWWWW !!!

I MISS MY BOY TOO =>

Day 7

FB fails to let mi login since early morning i reach office =.=
even until nw still cannot...
kip having error on fb, even login aso no use =X

like v long nvr update blog liao ar =p
day 7 liao, darling will b bak nxt mon nite le...
time passing fast...
exam coming, im scare T.T

emo since ytd evening while gng hm...
nw still feel abit, i believe ltr will feel strong again...
i miss him...
wonder hw he doing dere...
we compromise... bt did he??
i did...
i sms/fb everyday =D
will he??

Day 1

last nite overnite at bf's hse...
slept wif his mommy, on e same bed =p
wif his sis at e side on another bed =p
slept at 1am, bt i cant slp...
wakey at 4.30am...
so in end i think ard 1hr of slp shd haf bahx...
cold, cuz fan kip blowing mi...
no blanklet or pillow for mi to cover n hug T.T
e nite b4, din slp well, slp late too...
ytd too, more jialat...
tonite gotta slp more...

uploaded same pics to fb n blog...
realli miss him...
juz nw on e bus cry cuz miss him, i alr try nt to...
bt... juz cant stop...
stop awhile cry awhile...
bt manage to catch some slp on e bus...
near 2hrs journey, cuz traffic jam...
shd haf take train =.=
nvm, walk his mommy to take bus, jiu shun bian i aso bahx...
no nid take skytrain den train, so ma fan...

went mac to buy bre8fast, eat outside e station...
w8 for mommy n didi to arrive...
went NTUC, bak hm...
tonite gt tuition...
nt gonna nap, juz slp early n more tonite...

been a long time since i last update my blog...
been busy wif work n hm...
at work gt things to do, at hm too...
playing maple again - bootes
noob noob chara, cre8 for e seek of fun n playing...
anw gt ppl to chat n play wif inside include bf n his sis...
bf's frenz too...
so our BL is like all own ppl =p
1 person wif 1-2/3 chara inside BL, hehex...

anw had movie wif bf last nite aft work...
legend of fist - chen zhen... nt too bad...
damn quote it pls : WOMEN NOT SEX TOOLS FOR MEN !!
if u think of sex when u think of women, ohh plz...
get lost n jolly well get ur life up...
sex is nt everything when it comes to thinking of women okies...
arghh... damn hate it when heard it...
nt for abusing hor...
bloody hell spoilt ny mood...
anw i cried again in a movie =.=
alrite, its rather touching =p

n today is a zombie day for mi...
walking zombie-ly
kip yawning since morning...
on bus yawning n dozing...
at least, at work still ok... wun dozing...
bt i think lunch time will b dozing time for mi =x
is raining heavily outside, v cold T.T

gonna mid bf n overnite at his place tonite...
gonna wakey early tml morning n leave hm early...
n is damn early lor... nidda wakey at 4.30am =.=
manage to persuade mommy to let mi overnite his place...
bloody hate it when mommy restrict my freedom...
haiishx... recently my temper real bad man...
heng, at work wun haf dis issue... haiishx...
tiring n sleepy day for mi today...

anw gonna miss bf for e nxt 2wks...
2wks ltr den can mid him up...
11days ltr den will receive his sms n calls...
1st stage for us bahx...
nxt time he go ns dunno will b dis long or will b longer...
bt anw gona miss him real lots...
hope everything will go fine for him at dere...
n us, at seperate countries...
missing him badly n crazily is nt gd man...

ytd was mid autumn festival...

went to buy durian mooncake at prima deli...
bro aso self-made 1 mooncake in sch...
each of dem ownselves make de, small de...
nt bad... nice...
went dwnstairs to play lantern n fireworks...
took pics, stroll ard e park...
1st rnd walk alone(making mi feel so lonely), nxt rnd wif papa...
eat watermelon all dat, like small kid... haha
actually i hope to do all dis wif bf instead...
i hope dere will b chances to...

sth nt looking forward le...
feel so sad n disappointed...
been mood swing-ing quite some time...
trying to act like im nt...

days passing fast...
worries n fears becoming stronger...

*pics up tonite =D

Sad ; Disappointment ; Sick

i tot u will be e 1st to wish mi... no
i tot u was asleep aft 12mn... no
i saw ur name appear in my inbox, aft 12mn, thinking u will wish mi happy b'day(e 1st)... no

yet u replied my sms onliz :(

dat was so sad, so disappointed...
if u're asleep, im ok wif it... cuz u're tired n went to slp...
i will receive it tml...
bt no :(

21st seems like a num to mi, telling mi im turning older... n aging soon...
still e same restriction as e past...
i wan to rebel once, juz once... i wanna haf abit more freedom...
i wish to stay out late...
i wish to stay over at bf's hse even juz usual day...
i wish to go oversea wif bf/frenz...
dis r wad i say rebel once n more freedom...
bcuz i noe its hard, mommy restrict mi though papa dun care de...
i used to restrict myself nt to let dem worry...
bt nw im turning 21, will i get to haf more freedom?? idk
i wish... im wishing hard... hoping i will...

hw i wish dis day(today) dun arrive...
im scare...
i noe i will haf disappointment n sadness...
bt yet i cant stop e time frm moving...
still, it arrive... im feeling all dis...
im still kindda sick, hope will b betta ltr...
din get enuff slp, gotta nap awhile ltr...

been sick for a few days...
tues was e worst n in office somemore...
insist to stay till go hm...
took MC ytd...
rest n nap made mi felt betta alr...
bt still having sore throat, flu n ears blocked...
bt i swear, im realli feeling betta comparing past 2days =D

ytd nite went out for dinner...
awesome!! success "MINI" dinner ended a huge 1... lols
more den 20 pax...
e most female eva outing =D
was kindda cui plus medication =.=
made mi duper sleepy n drowsy ytd, lols...
bt seriously, it was fun...
e male were v nice n gentlemen...

i can hardly listen, due to my block-ears... damn!!
recently flu/sore throat season...
many gt flu/sore throat... so ppl betta tc urself k...

darling coming over my hse ltr =D
happy~~
bt is bcuz of maple, damn!!
recently kip telling mi to dl dl dl...
arghhh...
so he's coming over to copy paste frm his thumb drive...
he helped mi to lvl quite a lot liao...
i din get to start e new chara, was a waste...
bt nvm, juz for fun...
anw i dun think i haf much time to play maple too...
more of fb game =p