Revieve - 2

Continuous, 2014 & 2015
New job in Gov is super enjoyable. A group of ladies working together and always lunch together, bond together after work or going overseas together. I will say working with them really is fun because we have work-life balance together. We are so comfortable with each other that we sing and go overseas together too. Overnight in the same room no matter what age group, we just enjoy having fun together.

Although it was a short 1 year contract again, but I do enjoy that short working period. Leaving for the better since I graduated with a Degree. Way before I join them, I already stand firm saying that I will only work there for 1 year, once contract ends, I will leave. And yes, I really stand very firm despite having so much fun and bonding together as colleagues. In between, my boss and even my colleagues approached me to continue working with them, but I rejected without even thinking or considering. Although my boss tried her best to offer higher and fight for me, I still rejected without even considering it. Think I rejected like 3 times within 9 months, LOLs, until she sian and go look for my replacement. To me, once I made up my mind, hardly anything can change it (unless I forget, which I usually does, haha). But when it comes to critical issue, seriously nothing can change my mind once I made the decision, just like how I ended my previous BGR. I got no idea how I can let go a long BGR which lasted almost 5 years in just a split of a second after a conversation with my current boyfriend. I think sometimes I just need someone to guide me through and confirm my decision is right. And when I was in a mist of conclusion, he gave me the 'Green Light', and here I am standing under the rainbow filled with happiness everyday. Super glad to have him in my life because he brighten my life and fill it with colours.

The year where we celebrate our first anniversary, and starts of many planning together as a couple. Showering each other with lots and lots of love and patience. Step by step walking towards our goals. Went for a few overseas trip together, having fun and teasing each other so often that we are so used to it. Having the second anniversary coming, and our love still growing strong, we start to have more planning ahead while juggling the switch of job.

The year of 2015 also marks our new journey in career after getting our Degree. Took graduation photoshoot separately with our parents with each other in the photo. Hanging high up in our house separately, feeling proud of ourselves for obtaining our Degree after a long studying period.

(To be continued ...)

Revieve - 1

Time to revive this blog after more than 2 years of not entering into the website. Not sure who else will come in and read but I just want to pen down what life have been these 2 years. Will be breaking into few posts since it's going to be a super long post if I type everything here.

I would said that my life was great these 2 years, I foresee life will be more contented and fulfilled in the years ahead.

Continuous, 2014
The start of my new career in Government Sector (Gov) after working with Restructured Hospital (RH) for 1 year. I have to say that I really enjoyed myself in RH because a handful of the colleagues are really nice. Lunch, gossip, complain, work, laugh, joke and etc. With so many activities going on, my working life there was really amazing. Until now, we still try to keep in contact, texting once in awhile when possible.

New course in a new school with totally nobody I knew during that time. However, it was quite a smooth learning journey for me because after 1 year of course, I manage to get my Degree. I also got to know a few friends and trying to keep in contact until now. Although in between one of my ex-colleague in RH join me in the learning journey. Why I said until like so sad case is because this ex-colleague character sometimes can be quite jialat. A few colleagues don't like her character and some don't like hanging out with her. I have to say that I am 1 of the few that don't like her character, but during the period at RH, we still have lunch together and etc.

When I know that she signed up for the course, I feel so terrible because she came to me and ask me to be her referral person. In the school, if you refer someone to a course, you will get cash and study voucher. Sounds very nice of her right, giving me the perks to enjoy. But the reason is otherwise, she want the cash and she ask me to keep the study voucher instead which I don't think I will use in short term. And yes, I forfeited the voucher and did not gain anything, while on another hand she get the cash for indicating my details as a referral. (Ok, I know I sound stupid for giving her the perks instead of keeping it for myself. But I really don't care about the perks during that time, I just want to pass and get my Degree).

Whenever there are classes, she will text me to ask the same questions like [Which classroom ?? What you buying for dinner ?? Are you reaching ?? Where are you ?? Chope seat ok]. Although she have the timetable with classroom indicated. I really got no idea why she still ask when she already know. So sometimes really quite pissed off. But it's ok, I graduate first, haha.

(To be continued ...)

Enrolled into new school, specialise in HR now. Hopefully I can make it smoothly to graduation day since the course is only 1 year.
Changed job too, after my 1 year contract ends with my previous company 2 weeks ago.
I initiate not to renew as I wish to gain more experience from other company.
This company is good, but I don't seems to like what I am doing because the role is not what I want.
But I am trying to do well since it's my job and it's also a 1 year contract.
Though I wish to stay in this company longer, maybe/hopefully can internal transfer.

My BGR has been very smooth ever since my bf came into my life and I am very contented and blissful.
He bring my inner self back, my smile, my laughter, my happiness.
I don't know how to express it, but definitely great to have him with me.
Whenever with him, I sure feel very peaceful and happy.
Even without him, I can smile un-knowingly like an idiot.

I don't care whether anyone still reading my blog.
I don't care what people think about what I type here.
This blog has become my personal diary, whenever I am feeling moody, I sure think of blogging.
Not that I can't put it private or myself, but just feel like spouting it here to feel better.

I realise time is passing too fast, I am getting more worried. To be honest, more stress too.
The time I keep going for self-reflection and walking alone outside is increasing.
To breathe in and out some fresh air and trying not to be moody and affected.
Work is not too tough or very very busy, just that I think I am giving myself even more pressure each day.
Especially this year is a big changes for me like school and work.

Too many to say, too lazy to type.

Haven't been blogging for more than a month.
Today suddenly feeling so EMO and keep having the 'missing' feeling.
I feel like something is amiss and I can't even buck up, especially when its almost time to go home, just now.
Suddenly feel like all the planning seems so not smooth.
I am trying to think positive.
Don't even have the CNY feeling too.
Feeling soo sooo down.
Illness keep come and go, think I need to force myself to sleep.
Hopefully tomorrow will be betta.
-Need Assurance-

December is always the month where people starts to feel lazy because of the holiday season.
Especially the last 2weeks of the month, Christmas and New Year.
After that need to wait for very long then will have another holiday =.=
Also once hit January, going to be busy again.
1year many peak season for me, work and school. LOLs
This time round must cope well, must fight against my holiday laziness. =/
All the planning need to come into action soon, and I am feeling so 'meh ~' =0

It's been more than a month since I last update.
Decided to pop by to update today :)

Christmas is around the corner, and I am cracking my mind on what to buy for my department gift exchange.
Gifts for others are always ok, simple and easy.
But for department, oh my. Don't know what should I buy.
Going to have gift exchange next Tuesday. I need to buy the gift by Saturday, if not no time =X

Next year is only 9 days away. That's so fast.
I hope it's going to be a smooth one.
Though every year also say that, haha.
Always have good and bad, so... I am still quite satisfy.

Past 2 weeks were exam period.
Have been falling sick since then and yet to fully recover.
To be exact, I have been falling sick very often since working here.
It's like every month visit doctor once, more like a routine already. Which is bad =/
Every month I am either on MC or Leave or Both =X
Everytime I go back to work, I need to rush like mad.
Luckily end of year, many people go on leave. Can relax abit.
Hope I can do well in exam as well as work.
Need to rest more, especially during this school holiday.

My dad actually asked me whether I'm really going to switch job next year.
I told him, yah ~
Then I think again, actually this job is good. I have exam leave and many benefits.
The only thing is that workload sucks big time.
Actually I don't mind carrying on here, but I wish to go further.
I got my own plan, I know what is good for myself.
So I will slowly look for a job after next year CNY, while continue working here.

Home desktop down with virus, cannot blog =C
Finally finished with my hectic workload, can slowly clear my own things already.
Previously was busy with orientation stuff, plus many shitty work to clear.
Everyday can work up to 12hrs, not enough rest.
It last for like 3weeks.
Next week going to start having exam, kind of nervous and scare =X
I hope I can make it, hopefully.
Really need to force myself to chant more diamoku.

Actually there are so many things to update, but I am so lazy to think and type it all here.

Hehex...
Bought Note 3 with bf last saturday, super happy =D
Have been busy with this phone, setting and doing my contact list and everything.
Still in the process of figuring this new phone :)
Things have been so pack, money have been spending like water.
But life have been so great :)

Work already so busy, yet this orientation thing making me more busy.
Hope everything goes smoothly.
Time have been passing so quickly.
Can't wait, but also hope time pause. Feel old =C

Almost forgot I still have a blog, LOLs.
If not bf mentioned about it, I think I don't know when then will update this pathetic blog of mine. HAHA ~
Had been busy with assignments since last week, as mentioned in previous post.
Rush until cannot breathe, not enough rest.
Then health keep giving red light signal =.=
I work here for 6 months, spent about $200 on medical already =.=
No fun !!
Haven't been so poor in health until like that before.
Luckily medical can claim up to 90% thru my flexi package.
Still got some standby for later use, haha. In case I fall sick again =X
Bad Bad Year, because health really very very bad =C
Hopefully next year will be better, especially after the change of environment =\

I love this month, already passed half of the month already. So fast ~ =C
And 1 year only once, sianz ~
Shall look forward to next year then, whic mean I am turning older and older =.=
Double Sian-ness =.= ||