juz reached hm aft hospital visit...
went to visit darling's mommy tgt wif him n his sis...
i volunteer to darling, n he allowed =p
dunno y, gt those feeling i shd go...
wanted to buy fruits like apples, oranges...
bt darling said her mommy like bananas...
so i bought bunch of banana instead =D
reminded him to bring some magazines n newsppr too...
cuz will bored, dat benben din tot of dat =p

bt when we visit her, she cant eat...
since last nite, cuz nidda body check tml...
so haf to w8 till tml aft checking den can eat...
she onliz can drink, cannot eat...
dunno y when i c her de shi, i wanna cry...
nt juz once, is twice...
e tears like auto wan drop dwn...
heng, i ctrl ;p

went up n dwn so many times =p
eat, buy things, toilet...
i had moi dinner at e price of their total price =p
darling did his HW dere...
helped him a lil for e chinese =D
his chinese "damn pro de" =)
haha, anw aft e visit we went to ntuc buy their things...
darling muz rest ur eyes, dun strain too much **MUACKKkzz**
when we gng off she look betta when we 1st visit her in e afternoon...
mon or tues jiu can discharge le...
if tml i dismiss sch, she hvn discharge i might go visit =p
if nt i will send moi regards thru darling ^^

ytd carry moi bro (he slept on moi shoulder)
gt 1 lady stepped on moi foot...
n its ****ing PAIN LOR~
e main thing is, is, is, she din apologise for dat...
today gt 1 uncle accidentally stepped on mi...
he aplogized, though quite soft... bt i heard =p
e main thing of mi mentioning this is, is,is...
y dis 2days so suey, kana stepped on foot ><

Baby's Mommy :::

GET WELL SOON

Baby :::

Rest.&.Work Hard For O's

no matter wad, dear will b wif u ^^

Darling cheer up...
i wan e U dat I noe...
Darling, though ur words juz nw make mi sad...
i noe u're nt on purpose...
b urself n b truthful to urself...
Live Wif No Regrets...

Baby, I Will B Dere For/Wif U...
N I Wanna B Dere For/Wif U...

signing out ::: 20.56pm
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darling had his sch CIP today =p
he came to amk hub wif his frenz, n he called mi to support...
of cuz, i went dwn... wif moi bro =D
donated for 4 of dem =p
aft dat bring didi go walk walk at amk hub...
walk for like 2hrs, while darling dey all went off aft i donated...
i gt no chance to sit ><
hmm... if today can make it, den can mid darling le...
bt too bad, darling say he tired... so cant mid mi too...
bt at least we c each other for dat few mins??!!...
PIG!!! slept frm juz nw till nw...

darling dun wanna mid mi tml ><
cuz he say wan rest... i say i go mid him, at 1st he was ok(ytd)
bt today he said dun wan, cuz he wanna do HW...
eek, i go find him he aso dun wan...
den jiu suan le lor...
n aso his mommy kindda v sick, so he dun wan mi to go...
haiishx... nw realli is 1wk mid once liao...
even nxt wk aso bahx, i think...
dat blockhead, SHOW MI UR LOVE LEH~
nt juz dat, when i mid u...

n today moi bro gave mi headache...
he is nt at all guai today, Y?? Y?? Y??
came hm wif moi hands n legs jelly...
morning wakey jiu abit muscle ache le...

anw, its time for a lil random pics

took today at amk hub while waiting for moi bro...
saw moi eye bag, its so ZOMG!!

X'Mas*08

Last Time de...

signing out ::: 20.00pm
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新不了情

心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道 wo
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

as usual, blogging again =D

went swimming wif darling, n he was late =p
swam awhile nia, den dar go tan awhile too...
i juz sit dere awhile for myself to dry =p
last mth went www, today went swim pool...
so means, e last time i went pool was long long long liao...
few wks or mths le...

anw i had dessert for lunch ><
aft swim...
kindda pathetic rite?? =x
actually i ate junk food b4 dat, so nt too bad...
n darling had rice, lols
8days no mid, finally today =p
darling say, e nxt time mid will b nxt wk ><
bt i decide to find him dis sun...
or else ... ... ... ... ... ...
haiishx...

juz ****ing miss him lah!!

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...Ur Worries is Moi Worries...
&
Moi Worries Will Always Be Mine =p

had been blogging everyday since e New Yr Post...
yep, busy bt aso will blog...
juz dat had been "Drop Dead", so no pics to post =p

today is cold...
m i e 1 feeling cold, or izzit moi illusion??
or izzit e weather?? or izzit e buses??
ziped e jacket up to e peak, bt it juz no use... COLD!

had been tired for like 4days, due to nt enuff slp...
or perhaps, nt slping well...
had been walking like zombie, bt working like normal...
kindda lil eyes swollen, eyes pain...
i might blind nxt time... bt nw, i can somehw push it nearer...
im tired, bt nt slping...
im sad, bt nt crying...
im hurt, bt nt bleeding...
bcuz all dat alr freezed for secs, n mayb till nw...

crying shd stop when we goes to bed...
bt mine dunch...
perhaps mine did stop when i went to slp...
bt it cont. rite aft i woke up in e morning...
hmm... nt realli dat... shd b aft receiving e 1st sms...
wad i've sent, wasn't wad i wanna received/ c

abt e Dessert dat day, u said u love mi so much when i Spoon U...
bt i said, u said it to other gurl(s) too rite...
wad i said, wasn't wad u meant...
n wad u meant, wasn't wad i meant...
n dat might b e last time we Scoop For Each Other...

plus today jiu 7days no mid darling le ><
misses moi Baby Boi Lots Lots Lots...
waiting for fri, can mid him...
gng swimming for darling again ^^
nw adays, darling sms mi getting lesser ><

miss his voices,
miss his smses,
miss his hugs,
miss his kisses,
miss his C & C,
i juz miss him lots...

nt juz face-to-face bt aso thru technology...
I REALLI NID & WAN U WITH MI!!!

Love Me... Love Me Not...
Love Me... Love Me Not...
Love Me... Love Me Not...
LOVE ME!!

moi 1000words report GONE CASE LE!!!
save in thumb-drive becomes temp file le...
file corrupted ><
Bo Bian bt to re-do all again...
heng, i gt save those webbie... so nt too bad =p
re-do almost finishing le...
left abit bahx, yah... abt 500+ words more =p

N

I Miss Moi Darling Dearly

though i said nvm, bt actually is mind...
bt wad can i say, juz 3 words...
I LOVE YOU
Time Is EveryThing Btw Us...
N Time Will Prove N Show EveryThing...
Baby, Let Me Feel Ur Heart Alrite...
I Need Wan You With Me... [i've lost word to describe hw much ilu]

moi eyes can hardly open...
eyes bag, black rings, swollen eyes, restless eyes...
waa... eyes v pain leh...
i look at a walking zombie, lols...
v long din lidat le...
heng, tml afternoon lesson...
tonite can slp till bao bao, bao... lols

darling bought his guitar ytd at 80bucks wif a bag include...
bought at aljunied dere, moi fren work dere =p
dat benben no longer benben le, cuz he somehw master liao...
heard him thru fone, gt improvement frm he reach hm dat time...
as in early called mi n ltr on fone...
nice nice...
darling realli made effort to learn sia...
he say he will teach mi =p


im still waiting for ans...
bt nvm, it doesn't matters alr...

its 4th of e mth again...
our 14 mths.anniv.

hmm... another boring day...
its been a long time since i had such boring weekends [fri-sun]
normally will go out either morning, afternoon, evening...
so, yep, boring 3days...
spend/waste 3 days...

always e best, bt nvr dere...
nvr e best, bt always dere...
when will it becomes always e best N always dere??
nw alr a space, bt equally placed??
when will it becomes more den juz a space, bt placed all over??

jie asked mi hw come so sure/cfm dis is e rite 1...
idk, serioudly, IDK...
juz a kindda feeling inside mi makes mi think so...
jie say when we sign/stamp muz tell her... share e joy...
of cuz, i will if we still contacting...
hmm... i hope, i wish, i wan, it (will/to) happen too...

...Looking forward...
~ days to OH
~ days to CNY
~ a mth to another MTH.ANNIV.
~ a mth to VALENTINE
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突然好想你

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己
只剩眼淚還騙不過自己

突然好想你 你會在哪裡
過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜 那麼美 那麼相信
那麼瘋 那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你 你會在哪裡
過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息

最怕此生已經決心自己過 沒有你
卻又突然聽到你的消息
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不够成熟

想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过今天的以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手

sth i found frm moi fren's sis de blog which i find it quite meaningful...
those who r attached think through it...
whether it is true or nt depends on ur belief...
may all who r in a r/s last long eva...

~Be Glad That There's Quarrel in Your Relationship
Is your love relationship smooth? Have the both of you actually quarreled before? If your answer is yes, then you should be happy and be glad that it happened. But if your answer is however a no, then you should be aware of the danger that you are facing. Hmm– did I make things sound a bit too scary? Ha, it is not exactly that serious; don't be scared off by me. Well, I should believe that the both of you are just, still in the sweet honeymoon period of your relationship.
In life, we encountered a lot of up and downs. But it is nevertheless, through all these problems and obstacles that we learn to stand up on our feet times and times again despite the falls we had, that made us what we are today. If life were to be so smooth for us, we wouldn't have grown and learn to truly appreciate it. The same goes for love; if a relationship is ever so sweet and smooth, we wouldn't have learn to really appreciate and cherish the love that is between ourselves and our love. It is through the overcoming of all those quarrels and problems, surviving them through together that we truly know that we deeply cherish the love that is between both, strengthening the relationship more than ever.
Be glad that there is quarrel between both. It actually means that the both have developed another step further in your relationship. It is only when one is closer to you that a quarrel will then actually happen. I don't suppose you will pick up a quarrel with your partner whom you just started dating? You be just trying all out to please him or her instead, wouldn't you?
But do however treat each and every quarrel seriously, especially when the both of you have just started. This is the time for you and your partner to further understand each other more deeply, the time for you to reflect on yourself and honestly think about the relationship. This is the time for the relationship to be tested. A test of your love for one another; whether this relationship is strong enough to withstand any thunderstorm there may be. Well, a survival never fails to further strengthen the relationship, truly cherishing each other ever more.
Avoid unnecessary reasoning at the point of a quarrel. Most of the times it will only make things worse, wait till both have cooled down. At the end of the day, always make an effort to find out what actually went wrong. Is it your fault? Talk to each other nicely, share your unhappiness; let your partner know how you felt. A softer tone is always more calming and pleasing to the ears. Your partner will usually be willing to listen and to share his or her feelings with you too. Sometimes it is out of too much care for one another that unwillingly trigger off a quarrel between both?
Remember, nobody wanted any quarrel. If you are at fault, please don't be a stubborn donkey, you jolly well apologize and seek for your partner's forgiveness. A word of sorry isn't really that hard to say out? There is nothing ashamed to feel of, especially when with your love? Admit your fault, a sincere apology would always be pleasing to the ears; most of the time, harmony it will bring. Nonetheless, if your partner were to apologize to you, you graciously accept it. Why start another quarrel when you could end it? Well, there shouldn't be any overnight grudges between couples.
Give each other a good hug. "I love you dear, I am really so sorry to have hurt you, please forgive me–" Now isn't that such a sweet ending? It is usually through so that you understand each other better, cherishing each other even dearly. Remember, love is a two-way communication. It takes two happy persons, a happy you and your love to complete the equation.

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Memorable 31hrs

31st dec went to cmpany return uniforms, umbrellas n cards...
aft dat went to masiling mid darling...
he was waiting for frenz de, bt we went off to causeway pnt...
bought our new leg band =p

den head off to darling's hse...
aft dinner n show we head off to marina =p
damn many ppl, push here n dere as usual...
heng, dis time rnd i gt moi darling...
he 'guard' n 'protect' mi all e way up...
thanks sweetest darling, muackz ^^

took many pics...






n aso fireworks~
bt i will upload nxt time, cuz hvn upload to comp =p
sms-ed frenz 'happy new yr'
n aso i saw zk while mi n darling went off aft e fireworks =p
heng, train gt seats =p
darling 30th gt chalet n din slept much...
31st aso din slept much, bt at least betta le...
went hm for some food n drink den jiu ZZzzz le......
he like saw alot of frenz on 31st lor...

bt anw we were suppose to wakey at 6am...
bt bcuz darling was unwilling to wakey, hmm...
shd b he too tired, so ended up slp till 9+
cuz we slept ard 3+
to b xact is he 3+, i 4+ =D
aft dat rush to HQ for morning gongyo to mid papa n didi...
was 15mins late...
den aft gongyo, went behind de mac makan...
hungry hungry hungry...
anw im becoming a pig, thanks to darling...
make mi eat, slp, eat, slp... lols
den head hm to watch tv...
wanted to rest, as in slp or use comp...
bt aft on comp, papa say wan use... so let him use -.-
darling went hm, n mi?? aso go his hse, AGAIN!!!
till e nyonya show finish den he pei mi hm...
n he reached hm ard 12mn, as i noe he will...
bt he say nvm, bt i mind~
i dun wan him slp so late, cuz nxt day gt sch...
he nidda wakey v early to go sch...
bt still, he reached hm aft 12mn...
woke up late for sch... bt nw, he's in sch le ^^
i bet he muz b tired aft 2-3 long days...

darling gave mi a 'morning call' juz nw -.-
his mood wasn't gd due to sch matters, bt nw ok le...
hmm... i think shd b ok le bahx...
anw he still haf to lead till aft o's...
so its long way...
\\\ darling jyjy for o's ///
though we wun b meeting soon, or mayb 1-2wks ltr den can mid...
i noe we will stand as close like we're tgt, rite...
i can nvr eva replace her in ur heart...
bt i believe i will b wif ur soul n heart as time goes by...
may our love last like nvr b4...
n 2 more days to our mths.anniv.


finally,

THANKS DARLING LOTS LOTS LOTS
n a
BIG BIG BIG mMUACKkzzZ

hmm... n dis is almost everything abt mi n darling spent 31hrs tgt...
n dis is our 1st eva rec till nw...
its more den juz 24hrs... juz cant imagine...
all rite, fri pri n sec sch starts sch...
bt mi, fri no sch...
so is wed-sun no sch... so it gonna b mon blues soon~
HAPPY B-LATED NEW YR ALL =p