wadeva

2012-02-01T14:48:00.002+08:00

就是超不爽的！！

因为我又吃醋了啦！！

一年到头不知道要吃多少呢！！

真令人烦的也。

只能怪自己太过于敏感。

Sometimes I just keep those in my mouth, but this time round really feeling *weird*
Seriously don't like that feeling.
Have been telling myself not to be so duper sensitive, but it don't seems to work.
Argghhh... I just hate to admit Im a 'Jealousy Queen'

2012-01-18T09:33:00.002+08:00

I've been so bored at work, for almost a year.
I hope my plan for this year will go well, seriously a must !!

Anyway last saturday booked our Zhuhai/Macau trip during March holiday, cost us a 'BOMB'
Bf had to pay partial of mine in advance because I'm so broke =\
Have to return him after I get my pay this month.
Looks like this month after pay day, I'm still quite poor =C
With my pathetic less than 2k pay, I have to pay my own HP bill, insurance, NTUC card, savings, studies, other expenses & mom's allowance every month.
I really have to lock myself this 2months, so that I can save money for my trip in March.
But is not quite possible because V'tine & B'day falls in between =\

And I'm going Penang with my mom and her colleague/friends next Friday-Monday.
Which means I already take 2days leave in January.
She wants to take plane there and take bus back, damn !! That's a long journey.
But we haven't get the bus ticket because it runs out already, so back up will be fly back =p (I hope we can take plane back, because it's faster)
Anyway my Zhuhai/Macau trip going to be a 5Days or should I say 4.5days =.=
Because we taking the morning flight back, damn !!
With all those tour, we have to spend so much on flight because we need to fly together with the rest. Irritating !!
And that takes away my 3days of leave =.=

2012-01-10T08:35:00.002+08:00

With much determination, I went to rebond my hair last saturday.
I was quite satisfied with the overall, but I find it a little curl up when it dry =C
I even went down to ask the person again, they said I got too many layer =.=
ok, then I shall wash and oil my hair regularly to maintain it longer.
It cost $98, the person helped me to trim abit of my fringe & hair end without charging extra =p
$98 - Pre-treatment + Lo'real Rebonding + Post-treatment (including triming)
The person do very fast, and also made me wonder how long this straight hair can last me =X

This few weeks really spent alot =X
I spent up my 1mth pay already =XX
Of course, I still constantly save up for my studies. But lesser =X
The time has arrived for me to start a new stage this year.
Studies & Job.
I'm so excited and meanwhile afraid. I really wish to do well.
I hope to push myself to a higher state. I really hope I can determine and motivate myself =D

2012-01-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

DBS & POSB ATM fraud, unauthorised withdrawals made in M'sia.

DAMN !! They are so irritating. Scamming, robbing, kidnapping, killing & etc.
What the hell is M'sia government doing, why like that ?
This is so not safe lah, even those not contacted with them also got con.
What is this man !
I have not stepped into M'sia for months/a year. So dangerous.
But I might go there in late January, I going to chant for safety.

Got to check my account tonight, to see all transaction one-by-one.
Because 2days ago, after my withdrawal from ATM, I notice the amount don't tally with what I estimated last week.
That is far beyond my records. Hopefully, nothing went wrong in between.
I've been thinking where has my money gone to, why am I spending so much in just 2weeks !!!

M1/STARHUB/SINGTEL/SMRT/DBS & POSB, damn !! What's next ?
With so many nature disaster. Buy lottery also not so coincidence, nature disaster affected our company twice last year. And I got hit by all those listed above, WHAT THE FUCK !!!!
This is so hilarious right.

2012-01-03T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hehex.
Countdown was a great one ! Even though we did not spent the 1st year together, but we spent it together for the 4th year already. Took some pictures and a mini cute Fireworks video, LOLs.
Countdown was like an Eat-and-Eat day for us.
Bf going NS this year, so I assume we will not be spending this day together for 2years.
At least don't give myself hope, so that I won't be happily looking forward.

After long long "Holiday Period", today is the first day of work again.
But still, many of us still in our mood. Haha.

Every year, I've been saying - Next year will be a better one.
And I do wish it will be a better one.
Where things will start to change. Like - back to school, switch of job, bf into ns.

2011-12-30T08:40:00.002+08:00

Came back to office on Tuesday, after the long weekends.
And this week is rather relax, slacking all the way.
Many company have their shutdown and people clearing leave.
Hehe, and from mid december till now, the buses has fewer people.
Buses move fast, less crowded, more seats as well =D
Gets to see many people at town area too. Because last week town area was crowded, and people people squeezing up and down the train.

Today is the last working day for many companies, and tomorrow will be the last day of 2011.
This is boring, time just passes so fast.
Sometimes I wish time can pause awhile or move slightly slower.
But then, time is actually moving faster and faster every year =.=

Anyway, catch 'Mission Impossible' yesterday. Indeed a good movie =D
Really amazing.
Should have watch those previous season. But nevermind ~
Not too late, I assume =p

Alright, another boring thing is that. . .
Flu bug me for the 3rd day continuously, damn !
Must get well fast, I don't wish to end my 2011 with illness >.<

2011-12-27T15:01:00.004+08:00

People who had seen my facebook will realize I've gone to Orchard 3times last week.
That was like 'zzz', going to the same place for 3days.
But still, I bought my working shoe there. (for replacement)
Received many x'mas gift from many "Santa Clause" =D
Didn't intend to buy any logcake, but in the end bought a 'Mini Kit-Kat Logcake'
taste and look not bad.
Shall update all the pictures soon - this weekend, I think =p

Anyway this long weekends was great, though spent at home most of the time.

Happy X'mas, happy wkends, happy moment ~~

Now looking forward to countdown, got to plan what to do/where to go.
Hmm...

2011-12-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

This Dec 2011 really different from usual.
Not just unlucky, also have to spend alot.
What's best is that, I do not have to pay for my new line-phone :)
I remained my old number, and port it to the new operator =D
that means, my old operator service extend another 1.5days =p
I can sms using old operator, as well as using the 3G by my new operator. Just great =p

and bought a new lappie, that cost me $699 (VAIO SONY)
kind of last min planning to buy, so... yepp !!

Still love my new phone & new lappie ^^
not too bad, though a little slow/lag. but still working fine.
was damn busy last 2days, no time to finish reading those news n even look at deals =C

as well as X'mas gifts to buy, that is another bomb !!
last but not least, countdown =.= MAJORRR !!!!

2011-12-16T11:06:00.002+08:00

I haven't sing for quite some time and this year I went for so many times =.=
Yesterday wanted to try the online reservation, since its new.
Or perhaps 'IT IS TOOOO NEW' until I didn't receive any confirmation call from them, DAMN !!
Nevermind, so I called at 11am (which is only few mins back)
WTF !! That cheena lady gave me those LJ impolite tone.
The tone is like she is so unwilling to take my booking, DAMN !!
What's wrong, they said open at 11am and I gave them a call like 11.05am.
5mins grants leh. So unwilling still want to do service line.
No wonder our financial ranking dropped by 1, must be these kind of unconsiderate people. DAMN DAMN !!!!
But still, I booked and end with a 'THANK YOU !'

2011-12-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

BF got his new phone last Thursday night, even though it was a little later than expected. haha.
Luckily the delivery guy did not reached early, because that piggy was sleeping. LOLs. And just when he woke up for few mins, his blackberry phone arrived !! ^^
About 6days, after doing a little updating on his new phone, he went to make a 1-for-1 replacement on Tuesday because the charger spoilt, and also the screen - 'tilt' a little.
I was on MC, yet accompanied him to travel down. We took some time to find that stupid place. Arghh. called the customer service also cannot give us correct direction =.=
But we are smart and lucky enough, haha. Found and get it done so quickly.

Randoms =X
Sweet and lovely ~

2011-12-08T08:41:00.002+08:00

小时候的梦想和理想离我越来越远了，已经摸不着了。
我只能继续梦下去。
那至少我还有坚持下去的意志。

2011-12-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

out of the sudden, I find myself not blogging for very long, thus im here to blog again =D

hmm... bf going to receive his BB-non camera phone this thurs.
im so excited for him and so looking forward to see it during the weekend =p
recently another friend also changed her phone, now im like the only one with a lousy phone =C
arghh... nevermind, 1 more week. keep telling myself that 1 MORE WEEK !!
haha...

just hope the phone will replenish, so that i can purchase =p
but im quite hesitate whether to terminate the line first or sign up the new line first =X
if anyone happen to read my blog and saw this line, can you text me via phone or something, tyty =p

dec is the mth im actually quite looking forward.
all the happenings and gatherings or what so ever in dec =D
though there were some "BAD MOMENT" first 2days of dec.
still DEC way to go ~

2011-11-17T10:05:00.002+08:00

ytd wanted to use our complimentary pass to purchase tix...
end up, bcuz movie still "too new"... cannot use...
we spent 7bucks on it...
quick dining nearby den faster go for movie...
luckily we went in like 10mins ltr, so onliz sit dere like 20mins...
7pm show, but 7.30pm still hvn start...
frm technical issue -> major technical issue
LOLs.
went out for our refund + complimentary pass...
haha... we gt another complimentary pass in juz 2mths =p
somemore continuous 2 movie at gv, LOLs. but diff location...

looks like we gt free movie again... haha
dis yr we watched quite a few "free" movie =p

another thing is dat, my cute bf did sth funny again...
he place e whole bottle of medical oil in his bag...
den e whole bottle spill till empty, LOLs.
end up his sch shirt, pants, undies, butt kana...
screaming till mad cuz it's bloody hell HOT !!
haha...
anw, dat medical oil is gng to lend his fren de... so... HAHA ~~ =p
once again, my bf did sth funny n makes him so cute =p

2011-11-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

started my 11.11.11 a bad 1, bt ended well at nite =p
watched ONE's production wif von at HQ, hehex...
SYDC done a great job, their fame n grp r xpanding...
n i felt happy for dem too, duno y...
haha...
n im glad von like it too =D

wkends were pretty much e same as usual...
xcept we went to buy our new leg bands, preparing for our countdwn...
alcholic n snacks/food will b preparing sooner nxt mth, hehex...
as usual, look forward...
cuz his mom's b'day fall on countdwn, kindda worry hw it will go like...
bt anw, juz as usual...

2011-11-11T16:06:00.003+08:00

last wk was quite alrite...
nth much to tok abt anw =.=
ohh yah, e buffet... erm... bf say onliz 扬州炒饭 nice, n i agree too =p

today's 11.11.11, n i actually dun like dis date =X
gng to watch dance performance wif von =D
at HQ =p

dis mth i will b totally drench, haiishx...
hope nxt pay day come fast =p

2011-11-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hehex...

haf been sooo happy since last wk =p
on n off since dis mon =p
lalala ~~
tonite gng prosperous kitchen (SSC) for ala carte buffet =p
shall update soon...

tml half day, gng to celeb our 4th anniv...
sooo looking forward ~~

2011-10-21T10:27:00.002+08:00

wee ~

ytd ask von n brina, plan nxt yr 4th quarter go hk =p
most likely oct - dec, autum breeze ~
at least nt too cold, n nt warm =p
aft my macau/zhuhai trip wif bf nxt yr 1st or 2nd quarter...
gotta start saving for my hk trip in 4th quarter, hehex...
so happy ~
realli so wanting to go tw n hk, realli hope nxt yr can fulfill 1 of dem...
even though nt wif my love ones, a lil disappointed =C
bt nvm, i gt my godsis n peanut =D
mayb dear or von's bf can go... so looking forward ~~

today happy happy =D
hope i can save more, aft my dental ends... in dec, i think...

2011-10-20T15:00:00.002+08:00

actually i gt nth to update =\

juz wanna come in to make mi feel more awake =X
kindda look forward to nov...
yr-ly anniv, gf's rom...
hehex...
though her rom gonna b private, bt happy for her =p
aft all we contact almost everyday...

feeling more tired bcuz idk wad else to blog alr =.=
mayb i shall post some pics when im free, wif new pics as well =X

2011-10-14T11:13:00.003+08:00

last fri was short for mi, same goes for today =D

im gng partyworld ktv wif dearie ltr...
both of us finally managed to take half day n go sing tgt...
eva since last yr, we'd been toking abt it, n finally ~~
haha...
though we went for several dine out tgt, hehex...
n our daily chat thru company email (as long as we r working)
we r more den a yr old =p

hmm... so looking forward to ltr...
din get to touch up my singing skills, LOLs.

aft dat gonna mid desiree, gng esplanade to watch dance performance...
wee ~~
hope it will b a great 1
might drop by our, TP ice cream again *yummy*

2011-10-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

last fri was a short day for mi...
mtg for awhile, den went for building fire drill...
aft lunch, went for vendor's open hse...
in btw work abit n abit...
hehex...
reach hm quite early, haha... though heavy rain =X
get myself drenched a few times last wk, kip raining =.=

went for movie on sat, hehex... nt bad !!
went for movie ytd again, haha... aso nt bad !!
dun wanna share e movie title wif reader xP
bt definitely spent alot dis few wks =X

for e past few wks, watched 4movies alr...
if i nvr counted wrongly, LOLs.
great wkends as usual =D

dis wkends will b great too...
fri taking half day wif my gf to go singing...
aft dat will mid another fren to esplanade watching some dance performance =p [paid tix]

2011-10-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

tot i've maintained my blog last wk, LOLs.

busy period is over, last wk was so much relax...
took mc n off day, hehex...
finally EOY, oct/nov/dec...
can start to use up my off day le =p

juz received email, our company gng to combine n move to somewhere nearby...
gd !! gt circle line, den 5mins walk frm station onliz =p
bt nxt yr applying sch le...
is either i dun get a chance to move to e new place or
i will get to enjoy a few days/wks b4 i start my sch...
im quite looking forward to nxt yr, hehex...
bt of cuz, i still wish to start sch early...

2011-09-22T09:28:00.002+08:00

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20110921-300540.html

was lurking ard forum again n noticed sth AMAZING !!
dere is a dating academy in SG, dat is so 'LOLs'
programme fees cost SGD 4.5k
oversea students sign for 3days intensive course will be SGD 3.4k

haha...
spending so much on such dating lesson, is dere a nid ??
we can always consult frenz/family or whoeva u find comfortable to share...
can even go on9 to chat wif some stranger, if u think toking to someone u noe is embrassing...

hmm... couldn't get it out of my mind, wad makes ppl sign up for such course...

anw is always gd to start off wif sth interesting, yea ~
alrite, time to drift away frm dis topic...
my mood haf been gng up n dwn since last wk...
shall nt elaborate more...
starting to feel e sense of 'nt necessary'
as in, wun feel like sharing to public...
sometimes might update a lil, bt most of e time juz dun feel like updating...
find myself a lil 'LOST', nt sure y...
bt luckily dis mth is sept... i love sept, e most...

2011-09-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

finally gt time to blog =X
been so busy...
11days, 3days dwn... plus today jiu 4days le...
hopefully everything go smoothly...
currently so far so gd...
thanks gohonzon, i noe u're looking aft mi =D

bf went oversea, yea, again ~
wed morning till sat evening, to Malaysia...

celeb our 1st mid-autumn fest tgt, somemore is at my godma's place =p
hehex...
we share cost for snowskin mooncake, wee ~
e cost for moonacke is adv b'day prezzie frm mommy...
since i gt nth much to request for...
papa will buy cake as my b'day prezzie as well, wee ~

2011-09-08T08:25:00.002+08:00

Current mood: Low

dis few days hvn been slping well...
stress ??
tired ??
dun even noe wad's gone wrong wif mi...
feeling so lonely...
middle of e nite woke up n cant get myself to slp again...
mind kept running, heart beating so fast...
broke dwn, cried...
till nw, still messy...

nt feeling well last nite, flu...
den woke up wif headache n weak body...
luckily nw still ok, muz b ytd flu medi...

2011-09-01T16:46:00.004+08:00

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in a r/s both too independent aso nt gd...
end up seperate or quarrel...
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in a r/s both nt independent as nt gd...
end up cant make up mind or quarrel...
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in a r/s 1 strong, 1 weaker betta ??
lidat can bal ??
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dis wk is a short 1, work 3days...
mon - sub holi for presidential election...
tues - hari raya puasa...
wed - chiong work (closing + colleague nvr come [nidda bak her up] + sat-tues no work [so alot of work nidda b done])
thurs n fri shd b quite alrite =p

last fri, bf's ACE award presentation at dover ite...
aft work chiong dere in 15mins =X
though late by abit, bt manage to c him in formal n take his letter...
1st time deliver sth him =p
by rite was supposed to arrive on fri (bt he out whole day till late nite)
so fri nite reach hm, i quickly reply 'flora' to change to sat morning =p
purposely set ard e time i will reach, so dat i can c his 'surprise look'
end up delay (cuz i overslept an hr =.=)
think he too surprised n shock... anw im happy, haha...

nxt yr chingay registration up, bt i over-age =.=
dey onliz wan FD & SD (schooling kiddie) *diaoz*
tues acc bf's sis to register...
bf aso go along to help her acknowledge bcuz under-age =p
im like a 'pei-ke' onliz, LOLs.
1st training gonna bring his sis over to e new PA located at lavender station dere =p

2011-08-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

happy mmt always passed so fast...
hopefully tml onwards, all e way to nxt mth end goes smoothly...

dis long wkends were happy...
kindda worry for tml n following few wks...
realli cant stop thinking, things muz go smoothly...

2011-08-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

dis wk past 4days, n i onliz had 2 bre8fast =.=
1st day, too busy den no time eat...
today bre8fast brought to work mold, cant eat =.=
haiishx...
end of sept faster come...
though things seems slightly betta...
even sick aso cannot take MC T.T
so i muz stay healthy...
1st sept getting letter, kindda nervous...
dunno will dere b changes (in my pay) =X
realli wish dat things will go smoothly...

2011-08-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

last wk was so busy dat i haf no time for surfing n blogging...
trying my best to read up all news on9 every wkdays...
kindda hard to breathe, many things to digest...
juz hope i can realli do well wif '0' mistake...
gonna b busy all e way till end on sept T.T
time is alr passing fast... bt i hope it will b smooth...

many UPs n DWNs, trying to self-comfort...
so kindda xinku T.T
bt i believe i can self-heal as well...

juz nw aft lunch, co email start to lag...
aft ~1hr-2hrs, email totally dwn =.=
for a mmt, internet aso dwn...
bt luckily it came bak soon aft i went to toilet =p
bt email still dwn =.=

2011-08-10T16:22:00.004+08:00

went to colosseum @ Ehub again...
wif our voucher/coupons, wadeva it called =p
great fun, had sport as promised dat time, hehex...
though end up i bruise here n dere bcuz too violent =.=
bt fun =p
Boxing/Bowling/Track & Field/VolleyBall (Beach)/Table Tennis/Soccer
all in 1 xbox disc (sports) =p
dat time went wif his mommy n sis, 4 ppl... simple n fun =D
so last sat was e 2nd time for both of us =p

went swimming every sat since last mth, wheneva possible...

2011-08-03T15:48:00.002+08:00

hehex...

so looking forward to our 'cheap cheap stuff', in short 'deal'...
as n when been buying those deals on9, hehex...
so happy...

aso been watching on xinmsn n abit on youtube for some taiwan drama...
think betta w8 for it too finish den start watching...
lidat no nid to kip w8 n w8 every wk onliz once =X

2011-07-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

been quite busy at work...
bt still will find time to read news...
at hm de 'wanbao' alr stacking liao, even though i read almost everyday...

ytd last min book gv movie tix, wu xia...
aft work went to watch wif bf...
though storyline abit lame n sux, bt overall still okies...
i buy tix den noe e show is NC16 (violent)
indeed scary, bloody scene gt a few...
bt action was great, somehw...

2011-07-20T11:03:00.003+08:00

aft having a nite mare, i feel so messy n lost...
aft saying out wad i can rmbx, feel more sad n emo...
like so unwanted...
almost accident while crossing a short road near office...
nw still quite moody, though busy =X
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wkends were great, finally get e chance to go marina barrage...
wif bf...
sunset ~
hehex... pics on fb...
even watched final episode of harry potter...

2011-07-13T10:26:00.002+08:00

Keep having the 'bleeding love' song in my mind =X
hmm...
wondering wondering wondering...
many things kip running in my mind...
my left shoulder frm sun pain till nw still pain...
abit hard to move my left arm =S
bt is okies, gonna recover soon...
currently waiting waiting waiting...

2011-07-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

2days ago saw frm stomp dat SG national day song sux...
wif lady gaga music n edit of e lyrics...
ytd saw yahoo n straits times news abt it again...
last nite went to watch on youtube...
totally sux n lame... n is totally 'wth is dis'

anw thinking of watching movie, most likely watching alone...
last time always say, bt end up nvr watch/watch wif bf or frenz...
dis time rnd still thinking, pocket gt hole liao...
wan watch bt bcuz nobody acc n aso pocket gt hole =.=
alrite, shall c hw...

2011-07-05T17:12:00.002+08:00

haiishx...

fb totally cant use at work le...
almost half my entertainment gone since fri afternoon =X
ytd aft work went to watch transformer, nvr fb aso...
din really watch e 1 n 2 episode...
turn out 3 aso nt bad leh...
hmm... alot of happening bt lazy to say liao...
shall update again =p

2011-06-28T14:44:00.002+08:00

hmm...

since sun morning jiu sick till today still hvn recover...
shall nt elaborate on dis...
juz hope can recover soon =X
bf went oversea again, sun v v v early morning =\
n i acc him to airport like dat time he went oversea last yr =D
last yr he went oversea n called mi, fb mi...
dis time rnd he call mi instead...
since paying for internet is abit useless unless he is nidda too =p
last yr went for 11days, dis time 4days... okies, consider 3days bahx =p

sickness making mi feel so xinku n uncomfortable, dunno wad to do sia...

2011-06-17T09:38:00.002+08:00

last sun went singing at Marsiling CC, 4 ppl, $8 n sing for 4hrs...
cannot finish singing, n din seems to sing much...
ytd went singing at NEX, 2 ppl, $10.35 n sing for 3hrs...
cannot finish singing again, though sing quite alot (at least more den sun =p)

hmm... kindda moodless since last nite, shall nt elaborate...
feeling so zzz

2011-06-13T15:05:00.003+08:00

11-June-2011
bought my new desktop last sat...
thanks to my jie a.k.a colleague de hubby...
it so happened dat her hubby went dwn on thurs...
managed to ask for help take HP brochure n scan to my working email =p
can fast fast make a choice on fri itself...
n buy e mmt reach dere on sat ~12nn (e mmt opened) =D
img below =D
though price stated $1399, bt bought at $1199...
+ MS office student which cost another $109...
ttl less den my budget $1.5k...
as im e main use n aso e main person to pay, haha...
heard dat slimline monitor is nt a v gd choice cuz easily spoil...
i juz hope it wun fail mi so fast...
previous desktop last for 4-5yrs, in btw spoil 1yr... fix n repair...
aft using e spoilt comp for 2wks, finally nw new comp...
at least betta...hope can last longer den 3+yrs (which my previous did)

thanks to my cutie hun go PC show wif mi...
help mi bak hm (by train n walk bak frm station)
set it up...
bf haf been v totful dis few wks, hopefully it does continue =p

12June-2011
went marsiling CC for KTV n onliz cost us $8/pax frm 2.30pm-6.30pm
we were late 30mins, so onliz sing frm 3pm-6.30pm
nt enuff for 4 of us =X
rm cannot compare wif KBOX... slightly smaller...
bt nt bad, dey gt quite latest songs...
some drinks n food such as hotdog bread with mayo selling dere...
bt haf to bk in adv, if nt no rm...
private rm (S/M/L) at diff price range...
n aso price diff for CC mem n non-mem

2011-06-10T14:44:00.002+08:00

hehex...

today suppose to b a 'off' day for our co, bt nidda deduct 1day leave frm us...
bt im bak in office wif some work to do, so i save my 1day leave =p
more den half of dem nt in office...
anw my office v few ppl, like 10+
more den half nvr come, so left 4 ppl in office =.=
as usual bt today slightly slacky...
since thurs jiu kip thinking today is sat...
bt anw tml finally gng for PC show...
hope can buy e 1
thanks to my colleague, i alr gt e brochure n choose hao le =p
gonna discuss/tell papa n bf abt my choice n opinion =p
definitely within e budget i set =p
im so happy n xcited =D
aso singing session wif frenz, finally !!!!
aft so long nvr sing, i get to sing again...
im getting out-dated alr, gotta brush a few songs dis sun morning b4 gng to sing =p

2011-06-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

im so xcited n happy...
gonna get a new desktop dis sat, hehex...
sharing e cost wif papa n mommy, hopefully nt too ex =X

last wkends fall sick...
sat flu all e way, jialat =X
sun stomach pain till siao, jialat =X
both days, helping bf wif his proj filming thingy...
been video-ing for like 2-3wks... finally done =p

flu season or shd i say illness season bak again...
ppl getting flu or/n fall sick recently...
n nw im dwn wif flu again, damn !!

2011-06-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

hmm...

looking at e time goes 'tick tock' 'tick tock'
feeling so tired since mon to work...
wkends too tiring, nvr get to rest...
n s2pid comp totally bre8 dwn, nw waiting for PC show...
1wk passed wif my LJ comp, haf to bear for another wk...
gng dwn on 11 June to get a new comp...
big hole in my pocket =C

finally get to go K on 12 n 16 June, hopefully smooth smooth =p
sooo long nvr sing le, so outdated alr =C
hardly listen to music/songs, onliz radio =.=

2011-05-24T19:29:00.002+08:00

realli miss those days mi n bf went oversea...
kip looking at those pics =p
on n off looking at our pics, frm last time till nw =p
feel so bliss wif him, hehex...
is like e part of my everything liao...
hmm... cannot imagine life w/o, will b so diff...
dun wan imagine, bcuz impossible =p

2011-05-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

wakaka...

is like passed 1mth since i last update my blog, LOLs.
been so lazy n busy...
anw BALI trip wif bf in late mar, pics in fb... wonder peeps saw...
n bf has been so busy since his ITE life yr 1...
gng for camp, flying oversea, cca, studies... all related to sch...
he is so damn talented n busy...
dis yr, his health nt gd, kip having injuries n illness...
haiishx... wad can i do, hope he gets well n nt let mi worry...
haf to rub all his injuries, apply medi for him when mid him up at hm...
haf to bear separation when he go camp n oversea...
nt juz 1 or 2times in a yr, bt countless... almost every 1-2mths...
imagine hw busy he can get in ITE...
tests, exams, assignments, proj almost every mth...
more n more pack...
wad i can do is mentally support...

recently humid weatehr turning every1 off, yea ??
haf to on fan e mmt at hm... day to nite, nite to day...
bills alr increasing yet haf to pay xtra for dis season, sianz...

toking abt GE, voting realli too many to say...
cut it short, PAP still win... bt e % decrease...
more to come in future, we shall c...

ytd was mother's day, bought whole family to NEX...
wanted to go 'ding tai feng', bt too many ppl everywhere specially dere...
n parents find it too ex...
cuz im treating dem... yea, whole family...
mother's day for mommy n papa's adv b'day gift for papa n my didi...
end up we went asian kitchen which was juz opp...
4 of us spend abt $60.10, eat till full full... haha
been so long,nvr get to go out as a family... to eat too...
if nt, always stuck at e same area to eat...

2011-04-04T21:40:00.001+08:00

feeling so emo

feeling so depress

feeling so nt important

since ytd...

2011-03-30T11:17:00.002+08:00

hehex... neglect my bloggie for so long, nw bak to update a lil =p last mon - wed went Bali wif my darling =D we rush rush rush, n having so much fun too =p surprizingly he spend more den mi, bt luckily we share money... i bought 2 things for myself, he aso 2 for himself... all pics upload in fb, w/o missing any pics... xcept video too big hard to upload... bt i cant open in my desktop at hm =X been so busy wif work since feb... will b busy till nxt mth or ard may... busy aso include last min OT...

2011-03-02T11:30:00.002+08:00

你的眼不看为尽，我能理解
你的不寻常，我能理解

做好手上的工作不容易，不过绝定不能放弃。加油！

2011-03-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

滑鼠有问题了。
不动的话网页不会走，闷！

心情也好闷哦 ~
好烦躁哦
是压力吗？
老是出差错，闷！
昨晚没好好睡，今天应该也是吧！闷透了 ~
完全没心情，闷！

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闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷闷

2011-02-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

been so busy aft CNY holi...
changes on job scope soon, bt at least happy e conclude =D
slowly picking up new things...
last wk OT, dis wk aso... long long mtg due to some new system for my new job scope =p
hopefully tml n fri no OT...
happy bt aso feel sianz, bcuz gt sth on...

2011-02-16T22:03:00.005+08:00

time to upload some pics on CNY n V-day le =D
hehex...
shall stop typing n c those pics =D

V-DAY

-CNY-

2011-02-15T16:06:00.003+08:00

almost a mth nvr blog le...
anybody miss my post ?? =X
haha...
wanted to post CNY pics, bt always no chance...
gonna upload CNY n V-day pic soon...
recently quite busy n money tight =XX

time seems to pass so fast, CNY ending...
if u all notice, some pics wun b shown in fb, bt post here...
haha... so muz catch all in blog, bcuz onliz blog gt full version...
for some pics dat wun b shown in fb =p

2011-01-20T22:37:00.001+08:00

bought hair dye tgt wif a mini straightener (pink) few mths bak...
bt dis few days den started using...
realli nice...
shall continue to use it till i nidda replace it =p

2011-01-15T19:09:00.003+08:00

dis mth been so busy at work...
looks like plan of getting bak to sch again will b dis yr le...
eng fail again, make mi feel so sianz...
mood swing for few days...
haiishx...
shd b re-taking again bahx...
bt wad shd i do, hw shd i do...
hmm...
been so broke... every mth spend so much...
nidda start saving more, bt say easy do jiu hard le...

bf been busy too... eva since sch start for him again...
his holi always so short... 2-3wks onliz...
n v fast 1yr of ite life for him n 1yr of working for mi (dis yr apr)...

2011-01-04T22:10:00.010+08:00

shall update abt my 30th, 31st Dec 2010 n 1st Jan 2011
time pass damn fast, 4 holi...
fly ~ jiu pass liao...
today jiu 1st day work liao, for 2011...
getting result for o's eng soon too...
planning for dis yr end countdwn soon le...

PICs will say e words

2010-12-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

alrite, more to update today since im a lil bored n lazy =p
im done wif my stuff anw =p
thurs was helping out for darling's proj...
fri mid bf as well... sweet n nice x'mas eve =D
sat gif bf prezzie, happy he love it =p
sun i receive my gift frm him...
bt i cant eat nw, gotta w8 few days ltr n c hw my teeth goes...
ytd went to put seperator, preparing for braces on 5th Jan 2011 =X
anw is onliz e top teeth, wonder 3yrs ago hw i did it to overcome those pain...
since i cant realli go diet, nw is e best chance i think...
i can hardly eat, so miserable lor =C
wan eat bt cannot eat =X v sianz de lor...

sun went NEX awhile, bought/DIY cake at icing, was great...
cuz mainly im e 1 doing =p
im gd at writing on e cake man, haha...
took some pics, bt dunno gt chance to upload here ant...
was advance b'day celeb for darling's mommy...
as usual, bf cook, i help as well...
bf was so sick dat i haf to look aft him as well as ytd...
since ytd was sub x'mas holi for mi...
ytd travel here n dere, cuz gt dental appt as well...
juz to make sure i send bf hm den go for dental...
went bak to his hse aft i fetch my bro hm, chiong dwn ~
he cooked, reached n can eat liao =p
so sweet of him...
glad to hear dat he is actually feeling much betta today...
was thinking to go look for him, bt im nt feeling well too...
since ytd, abit nt feeling well le...

anw gotta c him dis fri le, hope he will b fully recover...

2010-12-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

alrite, im a lazy blogger =X
been so long since i last blogged again =p

though wanna kip saying wanna diet, bt den ...
haiishx...
still eating as much since working xP
sakae sushi buffet, chocolate, ice-cream, cakes, tibits n etc...
im realli getting fatter...
shorts, pants, jeans, shirt, dress, skirts all became tighter alr T.T

n im getting easily hungry too...
last time 3-4hrs den will hungry, nw 2hrs onliz jiu wan eat liao =X

aft his oversea trip for so many days, his camp was still alrite...
somemore can contact abit abit... so still nt dat bad...
sun gng NEX, finally n hopefully ~

2010-12-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged...
hmm...
recently busy wif work...
reach hm den play games, eat, family...
wkends aso lazy blog le...
today suddenly gt dis 'feel' to blog =p
ytd was sick, took MC...
went to doc den noe is fever...
medi was strong, so took once onliz...
afternoon went out wif bf...
notice i 'leave' or MC sure will go out wif frenz or him...
over his place, waited for him dwnstair...
he went to shower n eat, omg... 10-15mins n he's done...
LOLs.
i noe he is fast, always...
haha...
went to watch 'my brother, bruce lee'
though we noe nt a nice movie, though he say dun wan watch...
bt he still watch wif mi, cuz i wanna watch =p
2/3 movies dwn...
den he tell mi dun wan watch dat last movie le...
cuz like nt much slots, means nt nice =/

ytd was realli sick, bt thanks darling... make mi almost recover =D
he is great, love him =D
feel so bad, he seems so gd...
i seem nt worth for him =C
bt anw, ytd spend xtra on transport...
frm sembawang to yishun, by train onliz 71cents...
bt we took bus, frm his hse dere to yishun $1.09 =.=
more ex, though nearer... is like 'WTF'
nvm, i enjoyed ytd =D

2010-11-12T10:10:00.003+08:00

few days bak, i ate sth realli nice...
n i wish to share wif readers who r viewing my blog =D
dat might b benefit for u...
e webbie can b found in my link or u can juz click -- Party Time

ate mini eclair chocolate n stawberry, realli nice...
all those mini eclairs gt ice-cream inside...
chill it, n it is realli fantastic...
price wise consider cheap, u all can take a look in e webbie...
dey onliz provide delivery...
$100 n u get free delivery alr...
best for parties or events...

my colleague finish up 1 tray(12 mini eclairs) in 1 nite...
most of dem bought 1-2cartons(12 tray in 1 carton)
some slash out 3-5 trays in 2days wif family...
comment like 'realli cant stop aft e 1st 1'
seriously, i tried ytd n realli great...
dis is y i share wif ppl here...
cuz i intend to order frm dem again... bt over $100 den worth...

other den eclair, more other stuff too... i nt yet try...
bt shd b nt bad =p
all pics categorize alr, go in check out bahx...
definitely u will love it =D

sign off wif regards ~

2010-11-07T08:58:00.002+08:00

last thurs mid darling...
spend our 3rd anniv tgt, was happy...

ytd went swimming...
slept late.. cant slp...
bt as usual wakey early, haiishx...
feel so sick n unwell today...

today gonna take half day, for my dental X-RAY
hvn apply =X
hope can take MC, den jiu no nid apply =p
save my leave, LOLs.

每当我想起，我就想哭。
一种莫名的难过与伤感常一度涌起。
无法控制，无法解释。
让我从很累到好精神，真得无法解释为何如此。
除了我，没人能理解的吧！
我喜欢一个人可以很久，但不喜欢一个人也可以很久。
这是好还是不好呢！
这样的关系能维持多久？我真的不知道。
被这样的伤，我不知道该怎样放下而面对。
可能等到有一天我不再需要以泪洗脸的时候把！
但那个时候是几时呢 !
我也不想,我也不要让你这么为难啊 !

2010-11-04T11:51:00.002+08:00

today marks our 3rd yr of R/S ♥ boyfren

at a mmt, im thinking of gng to ur place to look for u...
den i rmbx, i cant...
gng 1wk, i kip haf to remind myself i cant...
thinking n flashing bak make mi wanna drop tears...
especially dat day n e day aft...
for near 3days, i been crying to slp...
flashing bak n kip tearing to slp...

hmm... tough yrs ahead for us b4 marriage...
bt i believe for e following 10-11yrs of our GF/BF R/S, it wun melt...
kip burning, kip overcoming, kip working on it...

planned for today bt actually failed to perform smoothly...
i juz hope we r both happy today =D
n i gonna try take some pics today, hehex...

2010-10-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

today bf aft wing chun, come my hse mid mi...
he v long nvr come le...
believe he will b coming abit more le bahx...
especially frm today onwards wun b gng to his place...
at least for dis few mths wun...

went chinatown, bugis, bishan...
happy, wif him ard...
he bought all his nid liao... happy too =]
we r gng to look for Bali package...
n book soon, happy ~
nxt yr vacation =D

play card monopoly...
he teach dis benben mi till quite fan, i believe...
haha...
im a noob learner =X
play 3times onliz win once, which is 2nd time...
i think is our 1st time playing card game...
believe will haf more...

hmm...
i wish to run ~
far far away ~

hmm...
i wanna cry ~
heart ache ~
emo ~
isolating ~
feel like mia-ing ~

2010-10-27T19:09:00.003+08:00

haf been neglecting my bloggie for so long T.T
hope dere r still ppl waiting for my post n hoping to read...

last wk was darling's archery competition...
though lost, bt xperience for him...
2days competition in TP, bt onliz went 1st day =p

dis wk de mon had my o's eng...
nt too bad...
juz dat nt enuff time...
haf to rush to complete my ppr 2, last passage...
my benben darling ppr 1 essay write out of topic...
bt anw he nt require to re-take de...
cuz he no nid to pass aso can continue his studies...
for mi, haf to lor T.T
so muz pass... mid jan 2011 den result out...

dis few wks gonna b a short work wk for mi...
mon i took due to exam...
tml gt co D & D, so 2hrs earlier knock off...
gonna go hm prepare...
den fri no work, corporation day...
morning gng for chinese sensei den dental check...
nite time shd b gng for kaiyo kai mtg...

our corporation day gift frm co ^^
gonna gif darling e 4GB cute thumb drive =D

2010-10-12T08:52:00.002+08:00

ytd aft work went dwn to tamp...
slack at library till 8pm...
den went kfc for dinner...
aft dat went dwn to changi airport...
reached at 9.15pm, even aft toilet...
darling's fligt delayed, reached at 10.05pm...
waited for him till near 11pm...
he went to bought alcohol...
we took train, circle line to bishan...
den took cab to my hse den to his...
reached hm at 12am, slept at 1am...
tok on fone for awhile...
read my chinese novel till 3/4 liao...
ytd go library borrow de...
luckily i still haf book, if nt idk wad to do...

dis morning wakey head heavy, dwn wif flu...
nw serious flu, ears block plus abit voice cracking...
hmm...
morning sunny bt suddenly rain when im abt to alight bus...
kana abit of rain...
cuz juz few steps away so nvr open umbrella, run over onliz...
today is a shaggy day for mi...
tired n sick day, gosh !!

2010-10-11T10:37:00.003+08:00

Day 11

aft lunch... bak to my work desk...
quickly look at my fone...
26 miss call frm bf T.T
my bad...
i miss him =C
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

DARLING IS COMING BAK TODAY !!!!!!

im gonna fetch him...
he told mi 9.45pm will reach SG...
i gonna reach at 9pm =p
betta to b early den late rite ;p

by rite tonite gt kaiyo-kai mtg de...
once every 6mths...
near my workplace...
CMI le, gotta w8 another 6mths...
cuz my bf wanna c mi, he miss mi lots =p
dis is e v 1st time i feel so loved by him...
din noe he miss mi so much =p
(hopefuly i dun get e wrong idea of wad he meant =p)
he realli love mi n miss mi lots...
getting ways to contact mi...
making mi so happy...
alrite, i sound like 1 siao cha bo =.=

cuz he called mi ytd =p
he bought prepaid card to call mi =D
ytd went out for lunch, he gave mi 6 miss call =X
waa...
din noe he so gan jiong of mi =p
always like so heck care T.T
bt at least i noe im missed lots by him...
damn showered wif love...

din get to slp well last nite...
dunno izzit to xcited to c him...
half day of work gonna up...
time passing fast ~
gonna c him in less den 12hrs...
omg !! i hope i can cool dwn n focus on my work...
rush rush, gotta faster do...

ltr aft work, gng tamp to slack...
den 8+ head to airport T1 =D

AWWWW !!!

I MISS MY BOY TOO =>

2010-10-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

Day 7

FB fails to let mi login since early morning i reach office =.=
even until nw still cannot...
kip having error on fb, even login aso no use =X

like v long nvr update blog liao ar =p
day 7 liao, darling will b bak nxt mon nite le...
time passing fast...
exam coming, im scare T.T

emo since ytd evening while gng hm...
nw still feel abit, i believe ltr will feel strong again...
i miss him...
wonder hw he doing dere...
we compromise... bt did he??
i did...
i sms/fb everyday =D
will he??

2010-10-01T11:53:00.005+08:00

Day 1

last nite overnite at bf's hse...
slept wif his mommy, on e same bed =p
wif his sis at e side on another bed =p
slept at 1am, bt i cant slp...
wakey at 4.30am...
so in end i think ard 1hr of slp shd haf bahx...
cold, cuz fan kip blowing mi...
no blanklet or pillow for mi to cover n hug T.T
e nite b4, din slp well, slp late too...
ytd too, more jialat...
tonite gotta slp more...

uploaded same pics to fb n blog...
realli miss him...
juz nw on e bus cry cuz miss him, i alr try nt to...
bt... juz cant stop...
stop awhile cry awhile...
bt manage to catch some slp on e bus...
near 2hrs journey, cuz traffic jam...
shd haf take train =.=
nvm, walk his mommy to take bus, jiu shun bian i aso bahx...
no nid take skytrain den train, so ma fan...

went mac to buy bre8fast, eat outside e station...
w8 for mommy n didi to arrive...
went NTUC, bak hm...
tonite gt tuition...
nt gonna nap, juz slp early n more tonite...

2010-09-30T11:12:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i last update my blog...
been busy wif work n hm...
at work gt things to do, at hm too...
playing maple again - bootes
noob noob chara, cre8 for e seek of fun n playing...
anw gt ppl to chat n play wif inside include bf n his sis...
bf's frenz too...
so our BL is like all own ppl =p
1 person wif 1-2/3 chara inside BL, hehex...

anw had movie wif bf last nite aft work...
legend of fist - chen zhen... nt too bad...
damn quote it pls : WOMEN NOT SEX TOOLS FOR MEN !!
if u think of sex when u think of women, ohh plz...
get lost n jolly well get ur life up...
sex is nt everything when it comes to thinking of women okies...
arghh... damn hate it when heard it...
nt for abusing hor...
bloody hell spoilt ny mood...
anw i cried again in a movie =.=
alrite, its rather touching =p

n today is a zombie day for mi...
walking zombie-ly
kip yawning since morning...
on bus yawning n dozing...
at least, at work still ok... wun dozing...
bt i think lunch time will b dozing time for mi =x
is raining heavily outside, v cold T.T

gonna mid bf n overnite at his place tonite...
gonna wakey early tml morning n leave hm early...
n is damn early lor... nidda wakey at 4.30am =.=
manage to persuade mommy to let mi overnite his place...
bloody hate it when mommy restrict my freedom...
haiishx... recently my temper real bad man...
heng, at work wun haf dis issue... haiishx...
tiring n sleepy day for mi today...

anw gonna miss bf for e nxt 2wks...
2wks ltr den can mid him up...
11days ltr den will receive his sms n calls...
1st stage for us bahx...
nxt time he go ns dunno will b dis long or will b longer...
bt anw gona miss him real lots...
hope everything will go fine for him at dere...
n us, at seperate countries...
missing him badly n crazily is nt gd man...

2010-09-23T10:01:00.003+08:00

ytd was mid autumn festival...

went to buy durian mooncake at prima deli...
bro aso self-made 1 mooncake in sch...
each of dem ownselves make de, small de...
nt bad... nice...
went dwnstairs to play lantern n fireworks...
took pics, stroll ard e park...
1st rnd walk alone(making mi feel so lonely), nxt rnd wif papa...
eat watermelon all dat, like small kid... haha
actually i hope to do all dis wif bf instead...
i hope dere will b chances to...

sth nt looking forward le...
feel so sad n disappointed...
been mood swing-ing quite some time...
trying to act like im nt...

days passing fast...
worries n fears becoming stronger...

*pics up tonite =D

2010-09-18T07:31:00.003+08:00

Sad ; Disappointment ; Sick

i tot u will be e 1st to wish mi... no
i tot u was asleep aft 12mn... no
i saw ur name appear in my inbox, aft 12mn, thinking u will wish mi happy b'day(e 1st)... no

yet u replied my sms onliz :(

dat was so sad, so disappointed...
if u're asleep, im ok wif it... cuz u're tired n went to slp...
i will receive it tml...
bt no :(

21st seems like a num to mi, telling mi im turning older... n aging soon...
still e same restriction as e past...
i wan to rebel once, juz once... i wanna haf abit more freedom...
i wish to stay out late...
i wish to stay over at bf's hse even juz usual day...
i wish to go oversea wif bf/frenz...
dis r wad i say rebel once n more freedom...
bcuz i noe its hard, mommy restrict mi though papa dun care de...
i used to restrict myself nt to let dem worry...
bt nw im turning 21, will i get to haf more freedom?? idk
i wish... im wishing hard... hoping i will...

hw i wish dis day(today) dun arrive...
im scare...
i noe i will haf disappointment n sadness...
bt yet i cant stop e time frm moving...
still, it arrive... im feeling all dis...
im still kindda sick, hope will b betta ltr...
din get enuff slp, gotta nap awhile ltr...

2010-09-16T15:46:00.002+08:00

been sick for a few days...
tues was e worst n in office somemore...
insist to stay till go hm...
took MC ytd...
rest n nap made mi felt betta alr...
bt still having sore throat, flu n ears blocked...
bt i swear, im realli feeling betta comparing past 2days =D

ytd nite went out for dinner...
awesome!! success "MINI" dinner ended a huge 1... lols
more den 20 pax...
e most female eva outing =D
was kindda cui plus medication =.=
made mi duper sleepy n drowsy ytd, lols...
bt seriously, it was fun...
e male were v nice n gentlemen...

i can hardly listen, due to my block-ears... damn!!
recently flu/sore throat season...
many gt flu/sore throat... so ppl betta tc urself k...

darling coming over my hse ltr =D
happy~~
bt is bcuz of maple, damn!!
recently kip telling mi to dl dl dl...
arghhh...
so he's coming over to copy paste frm his thumb drive...
he helped mi to lvl quite a lot liao...
i din get to start e new chara, was a waste...
bt nvm, juz for fun...
anw i dun think i haf much time to play maple too...
more of fb game =p

2010-09-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

having sore throat since ytd morning...
made honey to work ytd n today...
today's throat worsen... more pain...
ate 1 spoon of smoothen throat thingy...
whole of today had 1 small bun + mushroom soup nia...
nt feeling much hungry T.T
im told to go c doc n take MC =x
told mi dat, MC tml if still so sick...

hmm... if realli tml still so sick... i will take MC...
having sore throat, till muz voice changed...
aso having bad flu since morning at work...
making my voice even worst...
ears blocking due to both...
too heaty liao...

i hope tml will recover...
i miss my BF badly =(

2010-09-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

hehex... like v v v long nvr post pics liao...
shall post sth =p

ytd went to mid darling...
i realli find dat his hse is my 2nd hse le =p
plan to buy mooncake for him n his family...
he say i waste money T.T
bcuz his mommy might nt buy mahx, so i buy for dem...
1yr onliz once, somemore i find mooncake fest v meaningful n important...
noe dey like goodwood park hotel de durian snowskin...
so last mth went taka look-c-look-c...
bishan booth buy 2 snowskins durian frm goodwood park hotel...
2 snowskins green tea frm four season durian...
cuz dis is e onliz 1 i find e green tea snowskin still ok...
somemore nt many sell green tea snowskin...
dunno e mooncake i bought can ant, darling nvr tell mi...
dunno he gt eat mahx T.T
dunno he gt touched dat i bought mahx T.T

ytd darling received his ASUS netbook...
today jiu so gan jiong install dis n dat le...
bought xternal disk drive too...
nw e xternal disk drive at my hse =p
nxt wk den pass to him...
i hope nxt wk will b successful...

today went post YOG mtg part 2...
though i reached 50mins late, bt dey juz nice start...
at least betta den last wk...
though still quite waste time -.-
took dis aft e whole thing =p

2010-09-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

i hope darling realli make up his mind...
whether to go aus wif sch...
dis mean i gotta rush my things for him fast~
today take immediate afternoon leave...
gonna mid him n his mommy to do passport thingy...
cuz on9 cannot make, due to some issue...
dat means i gonna haf slightly longer weekends =D
ytd went shopping spree wif desiree again~
darling came to pass mi sth n dinner wif us jiu go le...
darling 'hou sei lei' = li hai
my darling always make mi proud of him...
damn gd in every single thing...
tml gonna b a happy day wif BF~
he gonna receive his 10" ASUS $499 notebook arrive at his door step...

2010-09-06T11:50:00.002+08:00

hmm...
dunno who else still reading my blog...
dunno BF still reading my blog mahx...
bt anw, my blog is always filled wif posts even aft few days/wks =D

hmm...
2times, darling told mi he's gng oversea...
bt 2times say nt gng...
was preparing sth for him...
looks like gonna kip till he realli gng away den will gif him le...
though still nt complete, bt hmm...
shall c again bahx...

he gonna haf his exam nxt wk...
n today will b 1 of it...
he is gonna b busy...
hmm...
did i mentioned in my previous post??
hmm... nvm, i shall say...
darling so busy dis yr...
i believe nxt yr too...

im so worry of my future, his future n our future...
i realli wish he will b successful...
at least nt for mi, nt for us bt for himself...
hehex...
intense training for ur competition ar, JYs :)

2010-09-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

recently sth in my mind shd haf gone wrong...
okies, let's say juz happen de...
i suddenly go cut apple...
been mths or few yrs since i last cut fruits to eat...
juz nw came bak, wash my clothes (sth v weird which i dun normally do)
aft dat cut apple to eat...
clean my rm...
today sth muz haf gone wrong to mi...
dis r juz sth dat happen n i find it v shocking...
unlike mi...

2010-09-03T10:01:00.002+08:00

(Pardon my long long post, it gonna b v commentable bt plz dun comment mi... im fumming up n dis is my blog, u can always "alt +F4" if u dun like... thanks =D)

recent news shocked mi, especially today...

world indeed changing... ppl changing too...
ppl becoming more n more open, dat is so OMG case!!

was reading newsppr dis morning, 1st news shocked mi on dis issue...
youngster(which also mean teenagers, frm e newsppr details) making love in public...
is like so 'WTF', u all brainless ar...
cannot juz close e door n do it behind e door *faint*
soemore kana shoot n post onto forums n newsppr...
wad's wrong wif our youngster nwadays ar??
haiishx... bad pollution...
Y-generation lidat liao... wad will e Z-generation do nxt time...

okies, enuff of those Y n Z... nw is O
those O-generation aso...
-- getai --
aint getai something more traditional n antique
y more of dis cases coming out...
as a gurl, i feel so insulted by dem...
especially those guys acting as a gurl doing some s2pid thingy abt gurls...
is so damn insulting lor...
nt juz those guys, those gurls too...
getai leh, PG leh...
u tot wad M18 ar... another 'WTF' issue...
nt onliz O-generation watch k, Y-generation aso will watch de ok...
dat's so lame...
reading n toking abt it making mi fumming...

plz ppl, respect urself;respect gurls(women or wad so eva)
e world is tuning, i dun like... y lidat...
xtreme cases more n more... y??
i cant seems to fit into dis kind of world...
okies, im a blockhead n tradition kind of gurl...
arghh... sianz...
i always tot onliz guys will so idiot, gurls r getting my nerves up too...
looks like other den guys, im starting to dislike gurls too...
nw i noe y any1(stranger) touches mi juz abit i aso feel so *yucks*
i feel so anti-social n unapproachable nw T.T

2010-08-30T11:33:00.002+08:00

aiyoyo ~~

my butt so pain T.T
ytd onliz abit pain, somemore is slightly higher abit de area...
today wakey is whole butt lor =.=

somemore morning wakey whole body frm head to toes aso pain...
muscle ache till quite jialat...
somemore air-con, making my bone wanna 散了

dunno to summary or tell y pain... too lazy to type =p

anw im looking forward to sept, oct, nov n dec =D

hopefully b4 my nxt pay, i haf enuff to spend =x

2010-08-26T10:30:00.002+08:00

waa...

even my onliz entertainment - fb aso tio block...
sianz~
y co so SC 1 T.T

ltr gng for my o's eng oral...
scare n nervous...
nvr been to dat sch b4, nidda figure hw to walk to their hall
standard drop alot compare wif last time...

try so many kind of msn aso cant...
looks like i gonna bury under all my data starting frm today liao :(
so bad lor~

2010-08-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

sometimes u think is rite doesn't mean is rite...
sometimes u think is wrong doesn't mean is wrong...
sometimes u think is ok doesn't mean is ok...
sometimes u think is nt ok doesn't mean is nt ok...

so dun use ur 'sometimes' to determine e rite n wrong...
use ur 'feeling' to feel dem...
dis is wad our skin, our heart, our blood r for...

u shd noe wad to do n wad nt to do...
self-restriction
'care' is e word
'respect' is e word
hw u wan ppl to treat u, do e same way...

boi n gurl gt their diff... dun compare!!
bt when it comes to r/s, do ur best... dat u think is e best...

'tolerance' is e word
'trust' is e word
u wan ppl to trust u, prove it...
past present future
hw u wan it to b, u lead e way urself...
ur loved ones onliz can accompany n guide u along...

love is a game??
love is a gamble??
y ppl always say so, bcuz dey gt hurt b4...
hurt doesn't mean restriction...
hurt doesn't mean u avoid...
go for it once again...
u will nvr get another chance to love a person who realli love u dat hard...
it might haf, bt nt always...
think thinks thought
put in e effort n u will c e result...
bt we noe put in effort doesn't mean u wan result for r/s...
if u're looking for result or ans, mean u nt loving...
u're asking for sth n wan sth in return...
a NO-NO for r/s

love hard
love smart
love blind

*In my opinion

2010-08-19T09:18:00.002+08:00

相爱容易相处难

要维持一段爱情更难

2010-08-17T08:22:00.004+08:00

从作天气到今天；气到血管要爆了

angry, pissed, sad, disappointed... arghhh...
dis is nt e 1st time, 2nd time or 3rd time lor...

ytd went dinner wif dear, Rey, aft work...
half way thru dinner, toking abt r/s...
out of sudden she ask mi where is BF...
i assume he is at hm cuz since morning msg, he jiu nvr sms/call mi le...
he aso nvr mention to mi he is gng out...
aft work sms him nvr reply...
so i told dear 'he is at hm lor'
having his 2wks holi...

aft dinner sms him, no reply...
reach hm sms him no reply...
so i tot he slping or sth de... cuz he piggy...
den on9 saw his sis, den noe he went out mid frenz...
i was like 'WTH!! nt again'
always nvr tell mi... muz thru another person den noe...
if nt jiu shi i muz ask him personally den will noe...
finally he reply mi ard 10+
tell mi he was slping, damn %^#$*!^ lor...
i reply 'sure??' den he say at fren hse slp...
WTH!!! double angry + pissed + sad + disappointment lor...

cant get to slp though v tired lor...
slp liao aso like nvr slp well lor...
still dream abt i angry angry...
morning wakey damn angry aso lor...
dun call/sms him, i feel so uncomfortable...
bo bian lor...
s2pid him, make mi super angry...
dunno is i asking too much or i nt understanding enuff lor...
since dat is e case den i no nid tell him aso lor...
i will force myself nt to, arghh... damn angry

没有我，你已然能过得很好
没有你，我不知道该从何开始

2010-08-16T09:51:00.003+08:00

aft wed last full dress rehearsal...
sat jiu actual le...
mommy n didi came to watch...
went bak hm ask for feedbak...
though i noe wed performance was realli bad...
aft mommy tell mi, still feel quite sad...
dragon head stuck =.=
lighting GG =.=

leg damn pain...
last few rehearsal my leg hurts...
always haf to walk so weird...
carrying dat 3kg prop n wearing dat shoe dat hurt mi lots...
sat change plaster saw it bleeding, so i change...
ytd take out plaster, leg like machiam infection =.=
damn disguisting lor...
b4 taking out plaster, i went skating...
cant even wear it on, heng darling help...
manage to squeeze my injure leg in =.=
aft dat still ok, onliz take out le den pain T.T

ytd watched YOG repeat on chn8, find it quite nice wor...
since sat till ytd i watch jiu find dragon v nice =D
TV onliz show dragon nvr show dragon gate, sad lah...
though e main is e dragon, so s2pid lor...
bt its realli nice, i like...
im still waiting for pics to b post on my fb, hehex...

sat damn angry, damn pissed...
frm my previous post shd b able to c bahx...
though i cant rmbx did i update ytd =x
reach hm quite late, 1am on sun morning...
slp at 2+ n wakey at 8+
nap at dar de hse for like 4hrs aft watching repeat...
dey intro team team country till i fall asleep =.=

shall upload my injure leg tonite when i reach hm...

有时候不知道比知道来的好
只少不用烦，不用想

2010-08-15T09:08:00.002+08:00

m i being too sensitive or nt understanding enuff??
behind my bak, i cant c nvm...
bt i kip c-ing, damn OMG lah...
realli cant stand it lor...
yet i cant show out bcuz i dun wanna spoil e mood...
bt too late, mood spoilt...
i noe its jealousy...
v high jealousy somemore...
haiishx... sianz
trying to b brave n stay on in front him...
bt im aching inside mi...
hearing n c-ing those...............

2010-08-13T08:43:00.003+08:00

唉哟，我的天啊~ 今天是黑色星期五也

当农历七月碰上黑色星期五时

大家要特别小心哦~

不知道男友会不会送我到家才回呢

好需要多点睡眠哦~

讨厌的是明天要好早到哦

真是的，难道不能让我睡多一点吗？

好累啊~

爱情是谅解；爱情是抱容；爱情是很深奥的

爱情是你我可能不会懂的

但我还在学着懂 :)

宝贝，爱你哦~

嘻嘻

2010-08-12T10:04:00.002+08:00

sometimes smile n laughs doesn't mean im ok...
im doing so juz to nt let u feel sad or bad...
deep inside mi, im nt ok...
deep inside r crying, angry, disappointed, jealousy n etc...
yet nth shown in appearance...

few days ago, when clock strike 1st day of 7th mth...
my fone rang while chating wif u on fone...
idk who called, din pick up...
i told u, u say 'i dun care, u tell mi dis for wad, im toking to u'
i feel so sad n scared...
bcuz its e v 1st hr, n is a num idk kip calling...
end up having 6 missed calls frm dis same person...
juz nw, dis num called again...
sound like indian, he called e wrong num...
i was like 'WTF', call mi n say 'harlow'
den diam for so long den say wrong num

2010-08-10T11:21:00.002+08:00

每个人对爱情的定义都不一样

有些人对爱情的定义也会变

当变化来的时候我们应该怎么办

爱情不仅仅只是爱情

当爱情有了要求那就是埋怨

埋怨就是爱情的红灯

2010-08-04T13:57:00.002+08:00

haiishx...

ytd training - full set
slept 1am, wakey 6.20am -.-
morning wakey nt feeling well...
wo noes onliz 1hr jiu 'lai ang' liao =.=
make mi even more xinku n uncomfortable...
bt compare to morning wakey, slightly diff kind of nt feeling well...
tonite gt CR - no nid costume
think gonna slp ard 1am aso bahx =.=
sianz~
i wish YOG faster end, damn hate it...
nt as we xpected...
ytd n today realli my bad day...
bt luckily i gt high tolerance =D

2010-08-02T16:29:00.006+08:00

been so lazy to blog...

every mth aso nt enuff money to spend =.=
aso been busy wif YOG...
alot of updates bt lazy to blog...

comp spoilt last wk, bt fixed le (aft few days)
lappie cant use, cuz charger spoilt =.=
nt intend to buy a new charger unless i realli nid to...
anw gt comp to use liao...

gonna install MS Office 2010 full version dis sun wif darling's help...
bought wif darling, shared...
2007 - 2010 (free upgrading)
damn worth =D
nt gonna claim frm papa bahx... since i alr start working le...

dunno can work hw long here...
hopefully everything turn fine nxt yr...
i think i gotta chant for (us)...
even if realli cannot, at least i muz find another gd co like dis =D

2010-07-29T08:20:00.002+08:00

爱情不仅仅是爱而已，也包含了你我可能会怯法的

things start to change when both r tgt for long...

esepcially when 1 change n another dun
or
1 is changing faster den another

女人终是比较了解女人
但天塑造男人与女人相配

2010-07-28T15:06:00.002+08:00

MY COMP ANNOUNCED DEAD AGAIN!!

MY LAPPIE ASO DEAD!!

e more u love, e more u hurt...
even if juz a simple action(s)/word(s)...

u may b understanding, bt when ur bf/gf is nt understanding enuff,
u haf to b more understanding...

2010-07-27T08:39:00.002+08:00

where is my smile??

我的‘他’又在哪呢！

变

怕

越来越近了!

2010-07-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

1 head triple big...

haiishx...

who will/can unds mi...

nobody cares...

angry;pissed;sad;disappointment;stress

aso nt feeling v well...

here pain dere pain, giddy-ness, tired

i believe sooner or ltr...

2010-07-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

morning wakey nt long jiu start to flu liao...
all e way till 5pm lidat =.=
damn xinku when working lor...
den make mistake =.=

gonna chiong work liao~
mth end =.=

hmmm...

where is love??

2010-07-19T17:11:00.002+08:00

today hor...
v angry lor...
e fucking buses, arghhh... damn CB
1 bus can w8 for 15mins, while normally i w8 onliz e most 5mins...
i w8 till damn du lan lah...
2buses aso so long...
end up late...
e most irritating thingy is traffic jam lor...
bus crowded, traffic jam...
n im late for 30mins...
is like WTF lah...
late 1min = 0.01 of my pay gone...
imagine late 30mins for juz 1day, 0.3 of my pay GG lah...
think le jiu angry...
i din overslept, i din left hse late...
juz bcuz of e freaking buses n im late...
isn't it v pissed n angry...

cant imagine 0.3 of my pay gone in juz 1day...
dat's realli FUCK

2010-07-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

pain pain pain...

haiishx...

seems like my insisting can realli getting higher...
my stubborn-ness too, higher...
jealousy aso higher...
hmmm... nidda do sth abt it...

jialat!!

2010-07-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH...

looks like my jealousy lv still v high...
nt in e mood...
shall cool myself n MIA a day bahx...
bt i dun think i can even MIA for a day...
ppl will say im ridiculous... sua
if onliz those posts nt del, i can still read dem...
n b more emo, more depress...

im waiting...
i noe it will happen...
juz e matter of time...
bt i hope it can dun happen...

2010-07-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

damn fucking suay today lah...
dun even wanna mention...
angry...

2010-07-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

hmm...

tok lesser n lesser...
soon will become muter...
become more n more anti-social n nt approachable...

hmm...

sth muz haf gone wrong on mi...
bt at least to close frenz n family still hai hao...

2010-07-12T09:44:00.002+08:00

haiishx...

today wakey super tired...
dunno y last cant get to slp...
flip here n dere for like 45mins...
morning alarm hvn ring jiu wakey liao...

dar will b having his tests, proj submission dis wk...
so frm mon-fri cannot disturb him...
he haf to do well... so if darling happen to read my post...
JYs hun *muackz*
hopefully i can slp too T.T

my knee still pain pain... 2nd day le...
is like inner pain...
walk will abit pain...
even nt walk aso can feel uncomfortable of my knee...

2010-07-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

i was suppose to haf training today aft work...
bt ended up nvr go cuz of "gurls mthly process"
sth lidat...
haha... shall nt elaborate further...

find myself quite suay sia...
especially waiting for bus...
dis 2days overslept, heng gt mommy to wake mi up...
left hse still same timing...
onliz waiting for bus long...
driver damn damn damn, think le jiu angry...

quite moody sia...
i starting to find myself hiding things to myself...
so fan... nvm...

2010-07-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

went sakae sushi buffet at tpy today wif desiree...
service dere much worst den raffles place de...
cant b bother to say abt it...

feeling so irritated...
feeling so pissed...
feeling so moody...
feel like crying...

indeed im...
im thinking...
im wondering...

bt ilu